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Burning aches Churning acid
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I'm powerless over my affliction, my mind has turned against itself one too many times.
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no i dont take cash, credit? sorry sir but i heard yur bankrupt,
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"My eating disorder has a grip on me and it effects everyone around me.
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I know that it is better not to be together more But I feel how big the emptiness is without you
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Everyday is the same, The same fight with no winner.
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Big Bad Wolf came knock-knocking
On my door again tonight
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Here is to healing,
Here is to being free,
by anawarfare
3 lines, 4 comments,
on Sep 27 4:33 PM. In Personal, Hope, Anorexia, Bulimia, Bulimic, Anorexic, Other, Joy, Ana, Mia
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i'm free i hope you see
by dearlindsayxx
22 lines, 3 comments,
on Sep 19 1:31 AM. In bulimia, pain, depression, rejection, love, control, hurt, personal, problems
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ring around the rosie
head in the toilet
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She asks with her hands in my hair,
"Darling, play me another sad song?"
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The world sleeps as I'm wide awake I have just made another big mistake
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Bad Feelings Unbelievable Guilt
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i look in the mirror and stare and my reflection
why is this so hard, i just want to reach perfection
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I look at the plate in front of me
and already a war's begun in my head
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As in the past, which rests before you now
Spread thin upon your metaphor for time
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All of the food she had swallowed is going to go down the toilet bowl.
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I am losing control, I am binging again. I feel so guilty and now I’m falling in shame,
by Scarlet x Stone
12 lines,
on Aug 10 10:57 AM. In Abuse, Eating Disorders, image, Body, Shell, Life, Personal, Sad, Bulimia, Self Harm
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I hide myself in front of the porcelain
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watch the scale drop watch as everyone turns away
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You are a volcano. You explode,
by Viva La Vie Boheme
18 lines, 2 comments,
on Aug 7 11:46 AM. In Personal, Pain, Sad, Spiritual, Dark, Life, Anorexia, Bulimia, Self-harm, Depression
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you look at her and turn away close your mouth there's nothing to say
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“Blow away with me” she whispers, It’s the voice of an angel,
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Rebecca, Hello dear Rebecca! How have you been? It's been a while since I last visited you, ha, you were trying to get help. How selfish of you to try and push me out of your life. I was only trying to help.
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she's became a master, a master of deception,
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"Fat, fat, the water rat," the other children said -
by BrownEyedGirl575
78 lines, 8 comments,
on Jul 30 12:14 AM. In Depression, Angst, Contemporary, Sad, Society, Thoughts, Bulimia, Disorder, Healing
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Thin was the thing
and it stinged
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She's looking for something more, She want's to see the world,
by anawarfare
9 lines, 2 comments,
on Jul 23 5:15 PM. In Angst, Anorexia, Personal, Eating Disorder, Ana, Mia, Bulimia, Life, Pain, Thoughts
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A poem capturing aspects of my girlfriend AND my eating disorder. Crafty, right?
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she stares at the lit ciggarette, sitting alone in the dark,
by anawarfare
18 lines, 1 comment,
on Jul 22 4:01 AM. In Angst, Anorexia, Personal, Eating Disorder, Ana, Mia, Bulimia, Life, Pain, Thoughts
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I have been devastated in chaos, then strict in my control. I have been lost in despair, then full in my soul.
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Bulimia for me was a way of taking control. To let out the poison that lingered in my soul.
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I feel: Trashed Abandoned
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Please feed me, I have done nothing wrong. You have punished me so much, I can barely hold on.
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So many stupid diets, so many stupid ways. So many destructive behaviours manipulating my days.
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her secret lies deep with her, and she wishes and prayes to be thinner,
by anawarfare
18 lines, 5 comments,
on Jul 12 2:30 PM. In Anorexia, Anorexic, Bulimia, Sad, Angst, Personal, Thoughts, Life, Hope
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I am eating and eating, I cannot stop. Now I am throwing up until I drop.
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Bulimia and drinking go together as one,
For when I drink the alcohol, my control is gone.
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Bent over a bowl of humming rapids, the toilet calls down my throat for nourishment,
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Look at the mirror. What do you see? Most see a mask of what they want me to be.
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Escape. Nothing matters but the escape.
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I don't know how it started, I don't know where or when.
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Done this dance before;
It isn't worth it but that doesn't matter.
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turning, churning, stomach burning can't rest until i get rid of this mess
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I like it when I lie on my back
And start running my hand
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She sits at the table
pushing her plate away
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