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Can’t get any sleep tonight. Thoughts plaguing around my head.
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Hungry eyes
a morning coffee
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The feeling keeps growing The pain of hunger grasping my stomach
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Everyday my heart continues to be broken
wishing it had said things, its stilll not spoken
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I had to hurt this body so weak, So as the days passed by, I forgot to eat.
by Scarlet x Stone
20 lines, 3 comments,
on Sep 14 3:03 AM. In Abuse, Eating Disorders, image, Body, Shell, Life, Personal, Sad, Anorexia, Addiction
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She asks with her hands in my hair,
"Darling, play me another sad song?"
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At lunch when I see the other girls eating I pity them, but its them I'm beating
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I wish there was an easy way for me to say
to explain the kind of pain I go through everyday
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Feeling so lost and alone, not knowing what to do
you came along and you promised you'd help me too
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This moment in time I feel so alone
though so many people are around me
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Thin is in,
I see it on TV
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115 is such a large number I shy away from its implications
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If I tried to do this all on my own
I'd become all the things that I loathe
by Night FireWolf
43 lines, 1 comment,
on Sep 3 6:14 PM. In lyrics, song, music, anorexia, pain, hunger, starvation, love, sad, personal
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Do yu know what its like, To be dead lying awake at night fighting the fears the make her feel alive? Embracing the hunger pains that are becoming a slow suicide for only the satification of knowing ur fasting right? To feel
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I'm striving for your attention, Starving for a way to win your love.
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The world sleeps as I'm wide awake I have just made another big mistake
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It’s four o’clock in the morning,
and I’m staring at my reflection.
Then I see you starting back at me.
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You're the beast that tainted my soul
making me do things, you took all control
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You do not need to torture your body, it did nothing wrong, And if you keep this up, someday soon you will be gone.
by Scarlet x Stone
91 lines, 5 comments,
on Aug 28 4:17 AM. In Abuse, Eating Disorders, image, Body, Shell, Life, Personal, Sad, Anorexia, Therapy
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At first all I really needed was someone to guide me
to hold my hand and tell me which way I need to go
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The mirror reflection in front of me stares hard
looks me up and down, with one look of shame
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As everyday goes on
I feel weaker
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i look in the mirror and stare and my reflection
why is this so hard, i just want to reach perfection
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I look at the plate in front of me
and already a war's begun in my head
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Mirror, mirror, on the wall,
Who’s the thinnest of them all?
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Wrapped up in you
I’ve become so blind
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There’s a little girl in the mirror.
She smiles. Her face is full of glee.
She is enclosed by her friends. She looks happy.
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Every day she looks in the mirror,
and she doesn’t like what she sees.
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You see my face One hundred times a day.
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Starving myself is an addiction, it is my way of taking control, By not feeding the poison that you left in my soul,
by Scarlet x Stone
12 lines,
on Aug 10 11:15 AM. In Abuse, Eating Disorders, image, Body, Shell, Life, Personal, Sad, Anorexia, Addiction
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I look at my body and I feel crippled with shame.
I cannot cope with how it looks, it’s causing me too much pain.
by Scarlet x Stone
13 lines, 2 comments,
on Aug 10 11:12 AM. In Abuse, Eating Disorders, image, Body, Shell, Life, Personal, Sad, Anorexia, Self Harm
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What is this image I can see. Fat, ugly, naked, it cannot be,
by Scarlet x Stone
17 lines, 3 comments,
on Aug 10 11:07 AM. In Abuse, Eating Disorders, image, Body, Shell, Life, Personal, Sad, Anorexia, Self Harm
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My poor little body, it has taken so much pain. It has become so weak and now hides in shame.
by Scarlet x Stone
12 lines,
on Aug 10 11:03 AM. In Abuse, Eating Disorders, image, Body, Shell, Life, Personal, Sad, Anorexia, Self Harm
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This body of mine truly disgusts me. It shows me the ugliness that only I can see.
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Why do I starve myself? What do I achieve? What satisfaction do I receive?
by Scarlet x Stone
16 lines, 1 comment,
on Aug 10 10:59 AM. In Abuse, Eating Disorders, image, Body, Shell, Life, Personal, Sad, Anorexia, Self Harm
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Today I have fallen deep into a chaotic mess, For I treated myself with some food and now I’m in complete distress.
by Scarlet x Stone
12 lines,
on Aug 10 10:54 AM. In Abuse, Eating Disorders, image, Body, Shell, Life, Personal, Sad, Anorexia, Self Harm
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Eating disorders rule my day, For I will challenge myself in every way.
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I can stare for hours at my shell, But I am concealing a secret that makes me unwell.
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Three days had past, I did not eat. For I had a record I had to beat.
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watch the scale drop watch as everyone turns away
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You are a volcano. You explode,
by Viva La Vie Boheme
18 lines, 2 comments,
on Aug 7 11:46 AM. In Personal, Pain, Sad, Spiritual, Dark, Life, Anorexia, Bulimia, Self-harm, Depression
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Two sides exist
Yet one is hidden,
by xxheartacheexx
14 lines, 7 comments,
on Aug 5 9:45 PM. In Angst, Dark, Life, Pain, Personal, Sad, Thoughts, meoires, anorexia
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you look at her and turn away close your mouth there's nothing to say
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“Blow away with me” she whispers, It’s the voice of an angel,
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Rebecca, Hello dear Rebecca! How have you been? It's been a while since I last visited you, ha, you were trying to get help. How selfish of you to try and push me out of your life. I was only trying to help.
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she's became a master, a master of deception,
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Goddammit. This started out as a poem about my love in general for skinny peopl and turned into a poem about my love for my skinny fiance.
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