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I'm powerless over my affliction, my mind has turned against itself one too many times.
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She looks at me
I stare right back'
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How does it feel? To look in the mirror and see her
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We listened to Vampire Weekend the whole way home.
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I see her then The walking skeleton
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Forgotten, Abandoned, Alone Looking on from the outside
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I hate feeling like this. Alone and cold in my own skin.
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Her support helped me fight
Though I soon lost
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You thought you had me? You thought you had me fooled?
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I suffer in silence To spare you the pain
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There, my spine runs crooked up my back, a battle scar
There, my shoulder blades spread like bat wings, struggling
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i need you to see me. to feel my pain.
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she lies to me, saying it will all be OK.
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i love when she laughs, love when she smiles.
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she can't live this way, it is too much.
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i reach up and push myself to the surface, just to be shoved back down.
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"you are right, you are right" i tell her again.
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The thudding of my feet As pavement meets shoe
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Where do I go from here? There is no escape.
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"My eating disorder has a grip on me and it effects everyone around me.
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Take me by the hand. Teach me how to see.
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"You're killing yourself." He said.
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by Pedr0
40 lines,
on Nov 1 6:09 AM. In Other, Pain, Personal, Sad, Thoughts, Weird, Anorexia, Escape, Self, Depressed.
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each cut is equip with much emotion. In thought, I suffer in silence.
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So many questions regarding to that night
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Once upon a nightmare I was skinny
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falling asleep afraid to wake.
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Light as a feather is what I wish to be
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if i died, disappeared would you even care
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Don’t speak-for they will not understand
Dry your eyes-as they cannot hold your hand
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I understand I have a problem.
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I think I might be broken.
by little-bear
20 lines, 1 comment,
on Oct 18 6:36 AM. In Pain, Personal, Sad, Anorexia, Eating disorder, Life, Love, Thoughts, Honesty, Angst
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Won't be eating until I fade out
the voices in my head are getting loud
Screaming for deliverance now
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It's all wrong, but can't you see,
how I need her, inside of me.
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Noone can safe me and nobody tries
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You wonder why I'm soft spoken
if only you really knew
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pressing in on every side dark forces made
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i stare at the meal i turn away
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Mirror, mirror, on the wall Who’s the skinniest of them all?
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my suffering with anorexia
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I look in the mirror What do I see?
by LesbianOfLove
74 lines, 4 comments,
on Oct 8 7:20 PM. In Body Image, Anorexia, Bulima, Ana, Mia, Self-Esteem, Weight, Beauty, Ugly, Puberty
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Stick and stones may break her bones but words can make her bleed inside
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I lost the battle
the war i needed to win
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Ana's here, but you cannot see her.
She's hiding from you, since
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I am not going to eat breakfast
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Hey beautiful. I can see the pain, dripping
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Here is to healing,
Here is to being free,
by anawarfare
3 lines, 4 comments,
on Sep 27 4:33 PM. In Personal, Hope, Anorexia, Bulimia, Bulimic, Anorexic, Other, Joy, Ana, Mia
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