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I hate Duane, (I don't hate him hate him, I just can't take him sometimes.) He sits right next to me in 4th period, which is Ms. Moss's language arts class, (Did I ever mention that I'm 13? And I'm in 6th grade.) But in class today Duane looked over at my pile of papers that I took out of my binder and on top of the
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Im sick of how people judge other people because of how they are dressed, do, feel, their hair, make up etc...who cares its whats inside that person that you should get to know!! Not call people emo, or gothic, and guys those are fun styles to be exact! And its called scene not emo! Emo doesnt mean cutting and suicid
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The other day in band I had set my french horn on the floor by my feet to rearrange the music. A boy came up and tripped over the Horn of the guy next to me landing on the bell of my horn. It made enough noise that my band teacher looked over and in that moment my mind ran off into a memory, my mind was blurred by te
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She a tells a tale that is not true /
I hate my sister /
All she does is yell and yell /
I wish she could leave / 1 / /
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She acuses me for something I didn't do /
It all happens when mom and dad go /
I hate my sister so /
I really with she could go / 2 / /
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She reads my diary /
And spreads rumors /
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I really don't know how I'm supposed to cope with this. I've lost all my ICT course-work from last year and the due date is tomorrow, I missed two months of work because they put me in the wrong group and I'd already done the work that they were doing. I had a Science exam and I know I've done really badly on it and
by BlackRoseFalling
1 day ago, In Angst, Contemplative, Depression, Diary, Friends, Life, Pain, Sad, School, Thoughts.
600 words.
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I'm going to rant now. 1
You don't know how bad this hurts, like it's rediculous it really is. Everywhere I go I see your face, I hear your voice, I stay up all hours of the night, just so I don't have to dream about you, and when I do sleep it's nothing but a bunch of nightmares, and the hurt it just wont go awa
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Does anyone, I repeat ANYONE have a good hayfever remedy?? 1
I have tried everything from antihistamines to splashing cold water on my face, eyes and neck, nasal sprays, throat lozenges, barricading myself inside and today even a face mask to exlude any pollens. 2
I look as bad as I feel thankfully accord
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All I can hear in the other room is my sister Bianca and mum yelling and fighting in the other room. And it's about homework. This is why we shouldn't have homework. It tears apart families and raises your blood pressure. 1
I am feeling a bit depressed. 2
My life is sucking right now and its almost my birth
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I am so tired of people say oh "I'll be there for you". That is the biggest lie ever. The only person I can count on is myself, and sometimes not even then. I'm tired of putting faith in others only to have them walk away. You'd think I'd be used to it after all these years, but you know it still hurts. I have done a
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i text my sister. i told her im just walking the dogs. oh soo casual for me! she says kay and i continue to get the dogs ready for their walk. i put zoey back and took the one with the leash for a little walk. blade in my pocket, ready for a breakdown.
i choke up, really feeling the knots of heat in my throat and s
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Okay..I know I can't jusz expect yuh to be sinqle cuz iM not buh seeiinq yuh love another qirl the way yuh loved meh. Buh I siit back and sayy she dnt qot shxt on meh..! I know I moved on and yuh can too buh I need to know yuh wiill alwaysz love meh liike yuh saiid..
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im sorry i could never understand
im sorry you always had to get mad
when you were really just sad
im sorry ive been so horrible
but this life is only a *little bearable
im sorry i was so embarassed
when you wanted me to be proud
please, i dont want you to leave now
i need a mom
your perfect
no matter what
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I dont know why i came to school today i want to leave and never come back
i want to sleep and never open my eyes again because no 1 ever will love me for me they love me for who i pretend to be but thats all i know i dont know who i am and i probably wont ever know who i am bc i dont even remember my child hood.
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Am I the only one that goes through each day just wanting to give up, wondering what's the point? Thinking the world would just be better off without me. I mean who would really miss me? I feel like I torture myself daily just trying to get through the day without hurting myself, or swallowing those pills, that the d
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i almost cut once again.. you guys are really killing me. i dropped the tiny blade and threw it back in my dresser drawer. I shouldnt have to do this again. i thought you were my friend. i relied on you to try and help me. but you didnt. you started to ignore me. just to talk to me again. like nothing had happened. i
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I don't know right now it's so hard thinking of what may happen to me. I say this only because what I thought would be something so small became something so much bigger that just may hurt me and my bf. I never knew getting stuck between something with a crazy guy I met 3 and 1/2 years ago would kill me. One I though
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This year has been full of pain and suffering for me. The beginning was alright until the day of July 29th when my bf broke up with me. After that everything was a blur. I couldn't think straight, my mind and memory were clouded. I even lost my interest in everything...it tore me up from the inside out. 1
We tri
by Charmy-suu
on Dec 1 9:32 AM, In Depressed, Goodbyes, Loss, Lost love, Love, Pain, Personal, Real time, Sad, Thoughts.
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Cant sleep, so thought i'd get shit off my mind, or try at least and don't expect many of these things, because frankly i'm to lazy and shit, but I digress... 1
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Okay seriously, is it so hard to let people be happy? There's a lot of people trying to destroy what little happiness Xstina has. I don't get it
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Well it's been a little over a week since my last entry. With me and my ex there were some complications. The Saturday I made my last entry I had a mental breakdown about all of this. I just kept thinking that God had cursed me and that he was taking away all of the people that made me happy in life. My great grandma
by blueeyedboogieman
on Nov 30 9:44 PM, In Friends, Life, Love, Moving on, My life, Pain, Personal, Sad, School.
1,800 words.
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