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i can write about you and still not write to you so hold your breath and start to read.
i sit and i beg and i plead but you never forget what you what and what i need.
so here we go take another breath and let go. 1
i was never normal as a kid, my parents always told me i was different and this left me thinking
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so, today is thanksgiving, as you can see. yummm.
oh my goodness you guys, chuck is coming back on soon and i am sooo excited! the new paramore cd is amazing, by the way. my tummy is full of some turkey, mashed potatoes, and piiie.
i miss my bestie like crazy. she's on a cruise right now and won't answer my em
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We come in all different shapes, sizes and colours. We're not hemophilliacs. We're not Atlantians. Six layers of skin and still popular mythos tends to miss that little fact about vampires. Anne Rice is probably to blame (that little black pop singer didn't have the experience or culture to pull off being one of the
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My father was a twin, a snake and my mother, a beast, a dragon, died while giving birth to me. I was raised by strangers, an orphan. My name is Noelle and I am Vetala. I do not exist. Smoke, shadow, mythos, illusion, I am all these things and I am none of these things. I am inside you and outside of you, alternativel
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For a moment pretend you are locked away in a room with no access to friends or family. Perhaps you put yourself there or perhaps you were forced into this tiny space where the walls stare at you with a ancient knowledge that snubs you. Let's say there is a window facing east and from it you see houses and trees, b
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I have been a member of Storywrite for... 1
2 years or
27 months or
118 weeks or
827 days or
19,858 hours or
1,191,532 minutes or
71,491,969 seonds 2
As of 8:55 a.m, November 25, 2009. 3
I joined on a Tuesday. 4
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oh how to start a journal and let the thoughts flow..i often wonder why there a so many vindictive male poets on here..i say poet loosely because there are indeed some amazing poetry writing software programmes to be purchased..the problem is of course the poems have no soul because the programmes are unable to inco
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At the beginning of the school year, about two months in, we had a fall break! A whole week off! Woo! Anyway, I had liked this guy for a while, and I was feeling brave so I decided to ask him out, via Facebook. Well, he replies back, saying no. I was devistated, until the next day. One of my friends had talked to him
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Ok, I'm not Kevin Williamson, not that there's anything wrong with the lifestyle choice of being gay, it's just that I'm not...KW or gay. So, that brings me to tightassed, conservative, homophobic, scared-of-their-own-sexuality, media frenzied America, the artistic temperament of some writers who hide behind Hollywoo
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It's so hot it's not funny.
I have nothing against the heat, but I do like Winter better, it's much cooler. But when it's 34 freaking degrees and you're in a burning hot car, you start to think some snow would be awesome, really I could use some snow right now.
I still love summer, late nights, the beach, co
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=D Well I've been busy, but I'm finally back!!
(Do any of you still love and/or remember me? =[) Sorry for being away for so long, I was in the hospital and sick, it was bad. BUT I'M BACK AND READY FOR ACTION! WOOOOOOOO! 1
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omg lol i finally get to go home this weekend lol. i'm shocked mother let me go. it's going to be so jello.....the only bad part is that if i didnt go home then i would be going to go see new moon wit a friend from my church....o well i'll c it later lol it will still be there. i cant wait till the end o
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It's so hot it's not funny. 1
I have nothing against the heat, but I do like Winter better, it's much cooler. But when it's 34 freaking degrees and you're in a burning hot car, you start to think some snow would be awesome, really I could use some snow right now.
I still love summer, late nights, the be
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It seems as though I'm always being haunted by the devil more than other Christians.
I'm tempted more, I'm scorned more, I'm hated more.
It just seems like I'm hurt more.
The devil laughs at me when I cry nearly every night because he has made this world miserable for others and for me.
People call me ignorant be
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So I can't sleep. *sigh* I'm going to wait until 6 am, then I'll go downstairs and make myself some coffee (and I HATE coffee). 1
My mom's up getting ready for job so I have to be real quiet. She would literaly kill me if she found me online at 05:28. 2
Right now I'm checking my old youtube page for subscript
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OK... I'm seriously shaken...
I know that I have to wake up in 3hrs and 40min, and I feel exhausted, but there's no way I can sleep now. 1
How will I even look at her face tomorrow. I wont be able to sit still in the bus either. 2
I'm scared that this is about me --->v 3
''You know I was perfectly fine
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I finished my science essay last night, 1
I got a semi head start on my final outline for english, 2
and I have no homework and my speakers started working again. 3
Things are actually starting to look up in some small way. I'm a little proud, yes I had afew mental breakdowns yesterday. But I didn't quit
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omg!!!! lol my daddy finally called him. lol i'm going tonight to talk to them about the conversation and what all was said lol.....i cant wait till tonight too cuz i'm going to church and i love to go lol it's always the best. omg i think that i might have actually slept a little better last night than i have
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(x) Smoked a cigarette
(x) Drank so much you threw up
(x) Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
(x) Been arrested
(x) Gone on a blind date
(x) Skipped school
() Seen someone die
() Been to Canada
() Been to Florida
() Been to Mexico
(x) Been on a plane
(x) Been lost
(x) Been on the opposit
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Four collaborations... 1
Two novels... 2
One research paper and one essay... 3
Photography Portfolio.... 4
Art project... 5
Moving... 6
One webcomic.... 7
I've been so swamped with work I can't even see straight. Broke down in Econ and started crying, stress finally got to me. It occurred
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I have been noticing a lot of talk about people's muse and/or writer's block. These are things that I cannot really relate to. I know what they mean, but I just write. I get an idea. I plot out a story. I make an outline. I write a draft. I write a final draft. I may write a second draft too. I allow the story to e
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I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian. 1
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I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman. 3
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I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights. 5
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We are the par
by BloodDragonRuler
on Nov 16 8:51 AM, In Bitter, Contemplative, First person, Life, Nonfiction, Pain, Personal, Sad, Thoughts.
600 words.
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I have been absent. So I would like to apologise for that. In the mean time I would like to make note that when I do have some spare time, I will read and comment on my entries, but I have been busy doing a lot of outside things like the following. 1
RSA Course [Responsible Service of Alcohol] Visit to th
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