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Omg there's this guy named Cody at my school and he's either trying to get some or he really likes me idk I don't get guys bur anyway he keeps trying to get me to give him a hand job or a blow job and he knows he's totaly just a damn friend he pisses me off sooooo damn much nxt time I just might punch him in his nuts
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i could care less about you, but you're getting on my last nerve. i'll hurt you if you say one last piece of bullshit to him. i don't like you anymore, you should be relieved that this clingy bitch isn't clinging to you anymore. you think i'm dating him because i want you jealous? no way in hell i'd cheat on him to m
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Don’t take this as a threat, take it as a promise. If this shit gets worse… My inner demon will escape. I haven’t yet met him face to face, but I promise, I will, very soon. My inner demon has been screaming, yelling, shouting, and tearing at me from the inside out. My demon will appear one of these days, with me by
by darkcarnival
1 day ago, In Angst, Bitter, Depression, Diary, Life, Pain, Random, Sad, Thoughts.
400 words.
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I feel as though my whole life has been nothing but a dismal play, presented just for someone else's amusement, and that the playwriter who invented my cruel twist of fate is somewhere far, far above me laughing and laughing at his creation...
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Well even though im not interesting at all, and my life sucks ass.. I will inform u of it. None of my freinds get me but madelion. I absoutly adore her. SHes the best friend i've ever had. She writes good poems, but to my knowledge, doesnt have an account on here. I hate everybody in my family except for my sis, nana
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So my birthday's coming up on Saturday. First I was going to go to Universal Studios with my best friend Jackie, those plans were cut. But I said, that's cool, even though I've been looking forward to it since June, it's fine I'll just hang out with my mom. Nope, my mother has to work on my birthday, but once more I
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You can't hurt me
I can only hurt myself
Your slaps have lost their sting
Your shoves have lost their force 1
I can only hurt myself
I can make myself bleed
You cant stop me
You cant control this 2
Look at the person you created
Is this how you raise your children right?
What kind of a father are yo
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My grades: still bad
My friends: complicating my life
My thoughts: lost and so strange
I got on the internet for the first time in over a week(almost a record for me!) Find 11 emails, over 7 are from collages. Yep, a basic day. I can't stop thinking about Brian, plotting probably evil things. But at the same time
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1 - ignorance. of any kind.
that people can say - "you cant speak this language or that!" .. what of those that cant speak english? what then? .. you leave them in silence?.. ich spreche Deutsch. warum kann ich nicht Deutsch mit meinen deutschen sprechenden Freunden sprechen? 1
2 - kids that think t
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At the moment im just aimlessly thinking of everything...
Thinking how i can make things right...
How I can change the path im on...
I feel so lost inside...
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I don't get it?
I get caught bunking twice, with two girls who are expected to be the worlds most innocent girls. The one talks about me to her mother i heard, the other one and me are so close. her names Talia.
today she was supposed to come to me.
Today i found out I have a bad name.
Today i found ou
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here typing in front of my screen as i have done so many times before, 1
waiting for someone to read deep withing my boring cold heart and take a plunge into the seas of my soul run there toes through the sand and find the perfect seashell all while basking under the glow of a warm sunny day. 2
take me away
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I am sorry for not being here much…I had found a job at the en do August and worked for ninety days, then they let me go because the manager of that store is basically controlling and ignorant…she wanted things her way and not the company way. 1
It is ok. I am going forward and filing grievances against her perso
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Well the past two months have been great but this last week has just sucked some major dick. I started fighting with my girlfriend because she has some real issues opening up. It hurts her and she needs to speak to someone and I don't really give a rats ass who it is that she talks to just that she talks to someone.
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by rose-of-the-dead
on Nov 21 12:59 AM, In Angst, Bitter, Contemplative, Depression, Diary, Love, My life, Pain, Personal, Sad.
600 words.
Friends only.
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Few of you will understand this.
Its not meant to be taken literally. Translate it how you will.
Very few will actually grasp what I'm saying. 1
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I will not let you Saunter; .....You will run.
Scream and yell; But do not cry.
Grab the flacid thing between your thighs.
Pray to God that you own it thr
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Well, I saw it, and I almost cried. I wish I could have held someones hand. It's that kind of movie where, if you love someone, you need to hold thier hand as if to tell them that, you would never do that, or you love them that much too. It's the kind of movie where, if you do get to hold hands with that person, you
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I'm tired. 1
For some reason these past few days have been exhausting and I'm beginning to think that I severely need a break, or my sanity may just dwindle to zilch. Oh, but not only is my mental health at stake, I honestly think that my physical health is taking a nasty blow too. 2
I feel like everyone is j
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Something changed. 1
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I wish I could say what did... but perhaps it is one of life's great mysteries.
Did it change for better, or for worse?
I don't know yet. Time will tell this.
All I do know is that the monotony of life is leaving. Thing is, nothing in my day-to-day life has really changed. No
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I felt it once again. It was that extreme, burning pain that I occasionally feel. I no more occasionally feel that pain, but quite often. I found no cause of the pain, just myself. I am the cause of all of my pain. They always say there is a solution to the pain you feel. Yes there might be a solution, but has anyo
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Strange occurences that turn lives, sometimes from the mundane to the extraodinary, from the drab to the exciting. Going to see one of the very popular farce's of the 1960s at a London theatre, we had arrived, as was our norm, far to early we sauntered up Charing Cross Road, in them days almost every shop was a secon
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Someone please tell me what you do when you realize you have no true friends? 1
Never have i felt as alone as I do save once, and even then there was more of a reason, this time there is no such circumstance. I feel as if all I do is fruitless... No, I would not and Will not change my behavior. I like to help and
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Jealousy is, 1
listening to the only person you've ever despised, 2
make love to the only person you've ever wanted.
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Guess what world??? a creepy guy with 5 names likes me. he is also suicidal. and i don't like him. how do i work this out. 1
My friend lucy told me today that i need to make myself less appealing to guys that might cut off their own heads if they face my rejection. 2
if anyone asks... i have a boyfriend! 3
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