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T.h.e.c.o.n.v.e.r.s.a.t.i.o.n.I.'.v.e.b.e.e.n.w.a.i.t.i.n.g.f.o.r. 1 Like holy shit, ever since September 4th - Where I became a new person - I've been looking for hin 2 Waiting for him. 3 [[Feeling him, touching my heart but keeping his distance.]] 4 Like holy shit, here comes Kristen Dagnese, someoby HugsForEveryone on Nov 1 7:46 PM, In Addiction, Family, Loss, Love, Pain, Really, Really personal, Regret. 600 words. → 3 comments, Add one?
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Yay! Insomnia...PTSD... relapse? Friday, October 02, 2009 1 So, I just realized that the past forever with an absolutely insane man as a boyfriend+my bonafied pyscho-self+constant meth use= PTSD. 2 3 I haven't been able to sleep in weeks without the use of opiates. I kept thinking about the same eventby PrettyRagDoll on Oct 6 3:11 AM, In Abuse, Addiction, Angst, Contemplative, Goodbyes, Hate, Life, Longing, Loss, Pain. 500 words. → Make first comment?
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(Not that anyone's actually going to read this, but I need to stick it somewhere that's not in a notebook because that gives me writer's cramp, and this just gives me carpal tunnel )
It's not like I haven't lied to myself about this before. I'm going to stop, I'll never do it again, I'm gett
by Avalanche.Echo on Feb 4 7:10 PM, In Addiction, Angst, Bulimia, Eating disorder, My life, Non-fiction. 200 words. → Make first comment? -
Now, back to my over analization of past events that have set me on my current path of feeling not so great about myself. In reality, journalling as a tool is not about over analyzing anything or finding some magic formula that will make everything in todays world perfect. For me it is simply about getting honest aby Violet Moodswing on Jan 22 10:59 AM, In Addiction, Recovery, Self esteem, Solutions, Spiritual growth. 800 words. → 2 comments, Add one?
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Why is it that once I know that negative thinking is attempting a slip into I life, you don't just put up a gate with a lock on it and keep it out? Nooooooo, I seem to feed it instead. Even though I know. Even though I often recognize destructive thinking in its seed form, I still have tendency to water it andby Violet Moodswing on Jan 21 8:51 AM, In Addiction, Recovery, Self esteem, Solutions, Spiritual growth. 700 words. → 1 comment, Add one?
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It started in August 2008. I had been working at a Curves for a year and I had gotten in the best shape I have been in since High School. I had found a workout that was do-able and that I could continue to intensify and feel good about in just 30 minutes. For those who are not familiar, Curves is designed for womeby Violet Moodswing on Jan 20 8:59 AM, In Addiction, Recovery, Self esteem, Solutions, Spiritual growth. 500 words. → 1 comment, Add one?
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Some days it just feels like you are dragging your body through the muck. Actually it has been a bit longer than that. It seems that the self esteem bucket has dipped a little low lately. Well, if you call the last year and a half "lately". Like most women, or maybe even people in general, I have fought the low sby Violet Moodswing on Jan 19 8:51 AM, In Addiction, Recovery, Self esteem, Solutions, Spiritual growth. 400 words. → 2 comments, Add one?
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I like to say I'm a "recovering" addict, when the fact of the matter is, I 'ain't recovering whatsoever. I don't stick needles in my arm to get out of bed anymore, but all the same, I'm addicted. Just a step down from complete and utter loss of control. You see, I've got that little bit of control, that way I can telby Sheriff Chelsea on Dec 23 11:39 PM 2008, In Addiction, Detox, Personal. 900 words. → 1 comment, Add one?
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