Sullengurl05• Show poetry

Hey everyone,well I normally used to write about sad things,I was always pretty depressed all the time then oneday I said to myself I need to change how I view life. In order to do this I had to change my life, it took awhile trust me it didn't happen over night but I did it.  Which leads me to say that when something in your life is going wrong do something about it, allthough its hard believe me I of all people know it it's easier said then done.  I just didn't want to be sad anymore so I started a new life.  I'm now happily married, I mean he is a pain in the ass sometimes but I know I can be too..lol...Anyway he has fathered my child and loves him as his own he is the best I know, as a husband and father.  We have one of our own on the way and I couldn't be happier.  I know I'm young but this is something I have always wanted a real family to call my own. I've been through alot and so has my husband he's emotionally stronger than I am and is always there to lend me some of his strength.  He has helped me through some tough crazy times and I hope he can say I have too.  We have a very unique love story in my opinion.  I met him just when I had lost all faith in men.  We were both living in a homeless shelter in newyorkcity which really wasn't as bad as i thought it was gonna be.  I felt so alone at the time, I was pregnant with my son the father had asked me to abort our child due to me being puertorican and he being greek and in his family mixing is a no-no. When I didn't abort he left me.  So I headed to the shelter where I met my soulmate.  Now we are living in our own place in Texas, it's o.k. but I miss my N.Y.C. I hope to go back someday but for now we are just doing our thing saving money and getting on our feet.  Well most of my poems are all about the true me.  I hope you all like them.  Thankyou.XOXOXOXOX



"Well now we are back in n.y.c. things are hard but I know they will get   better".