Suicideangel91• Show poetry

hey my name is chrystal but everyone likes to call me krissy. i live in holyrood kansas. i like to write poems most of them r expressing my pain. ummm, i am 16 years old and i hate my life. i dont have a boyfriend but i am currenlty looking for one and i have wonderful friends. i dont know wut i would do without my frineds. i am a bisexual and i like sex but im not a slut. i get made fun of for being bi but i dont care anyone who has a problem wit my sexually they can fuck off. ummm i found this site from a friend not to long ago and i realy like it. i have posted sum of my poems on here and there are mor to come so i hope u like them.
enjoy.


i got this off of another persons profile and it said to post it if i agree and i totally do agree so here it is

Homophobia Is Wrong:

There was a big list of things to try and make you sympathise and believe homophobia is a terrible thing and is completely wrong. However I don't need to post the list for everyone to be aware that anyone homophobic should be disgusted with themselves. If two people love each other. Let them be. End of story. Okay?

*Repost this if you believe homophobia is wrong.*
i agree with this because i am bisexual if u agree then post it on ur profile please


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c('')('') Mr. Bunny Dude just relaxin'

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You Think You Know Me??

I'm EMO, so I MUST cut my wrists.
I'm BLACK, so I MUST carry a gun.
I'm HISPANIC, so I MUST be dirty.
I'm ASIAN, so I MUST be smart.
I'm JEWISH, so I MUST be greedy.
I'm GAY, so I MUST have AIDS.
I'm a LESBIAN, so I MUST have a sex-tape.
I'm ARAB, so I MUST be a terrorist.
I SPEAK MY MIND, so I MUST be a bunny
I'm OVERWEIGHT, so I MUST have a problem with self control.
I'm RELIGIOUS, so I MUST shove my beliefs down your throat.
I'm an ATHEIST, so I MUST hate the world.
I DON'T HAVE A RELIGION, so I MUST not have morals.
I'm REPUBLICAN, so I MUST not care about poor people.
I'm DEMOCRAT, so I MUST not believe in being responsible.
I'm JAMICAN so I must smoke weed.
I am LIBERAL, so I MUST be gay.
I'm SOUTHERN, so I MUST be white trash.
I TAKE ANTI-DEPRESSANTS, so I MUST be crazy.
I'm a GUY, so I MUST only want to get into your pants.
I'm IRISH, so I MUST have a bad drinking problem.
I'm INDIAN, so I MUST own a convenient store.
I'm NATIVE AMERICAN, so I MUST dance around a fire screaming like a savage
I'm PREPPY, so I MUST shun those who don't wear Abercrombie & Hollister.
I'm a CHEERLEADER, so I MUST be a stuck up bunny.
I'm on a DANCE team, so I must be stupid, stuck up, and a bunny.
I wear skirts a lot, so I MUST be a bunny.
I'm a PUNK, so I MUST do drugs.
I'm YOUNG, so I MUST be naive.
I'm RICH, so I MUST be a conceited snob.
I WEAR BLACK, so I MUST be a goth.
I'm BLONDE, so I MUST be a stupid ditz.
I'm a WHITE GIRL, so I MUST be a nagging, steal-your-money kind of girlfriend.
I'm CUBAN, so I MUST spend my spare time rolling cigars.
I'm MEXICAN, so I MUST have hopped the border.
I'm NOT A VIRGIN, so I MUST be easy.
I FELL IN LOVE WITH A MARRIED MAN, so I MUST be a home-wrecking bunny.
I'm a TEENAGE MOM, so I MUST be an irresponsible bunny.
I'm POLISH, so I MUST wear my socks with my sandals.
I'm ITALIAN, so I must have a big peter.
I GOT A CAR FOR MY BIRTHDAY, so I MUST be a spoiled brat.
I'm PRETTY, so I MUST not be a virgin.
I HAVE STRAIGHT A'S, so I MUST have no social life
I DYE MY HAIR CRAZY COLORS, so I MUST be looking for attention.
I DRESS IN UNUSUAL WAYS so I MUST be looking for attention.
I'm INTO THEATER ART, so I MUST be a homosexual.
I'm a VEGETARIAN, so I MUST be a crazy political activist.
I HAVE A BUNCH OF GUY FRIENDS, so I MUST be bunny them all.
I HAVE A BUNCH OF GIRLS WHO ARE FRIENDS, so I MUST be gay.
I HAVE BIG BOOBS, so I MUST be a bunny.
I'm COLOMBIAN, so I MUST be a drug dealer.
I WEAR WHAT I WANT, so I MUST be a poser.
I'm RUSSIAN, so I MUST be cool.
I'm GERMAN, so I MUST be a Nazi.
I hang out with GAYS, so I MUST be GAY TOO
I'm BRAZILIAN, so I MUST have a BIG BUTT.
I'm PUERTO RICAN, so I MUST look good and be conceited.
I'm SALVADORIAN, so I MUST be in MS 13.
I'm POLISH, so I MUST be greedy.
I'm HAWAIIAN, so I MUST be lazy.
I'm a STONER, so I MUST be going in the wrong direction.
I'm a VIRGIN, so I MUST be a prude.
I'm a FEMALE GAMER, so I MUST be ugly or crazy.
I'm BLACK, so I MUST love watermelon and fried chicken.
I'm BI, so I MUST think every person I see is hot.
I'm ASIAN, so I MUST have a small penis.
I'm a GUY CHEERLEADER, so I MUST be gay.
I'm SKINNY, so I MUST be anorexic.
I'm PREP, so I MUST be rich.
I don't FLIRT WITH GUYS AT SCHOOL so I MUST be gay.
I dont like the SUN so I MUST be albino.
I have a lot of FRIENDS, so I MUST love to drink and party.
I wear tight PANTS and I'm a guy, so I MUST be emo.
I wear BOY'S CLOTHES so I MUST be a lesbian.
I'm POSTING THIS so I MUST be a groupie.
~*Post this in your profile if you think stereotyping is just plain wrong*~
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92% of American teens today would die if Abercrombie & Fitch said it wasn't cool to breathe anymore. If you're part of the 8% that would be laughing their asses off, put this in your profile...
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Ninety-five percent of the kids out there are concerned with being popular and fitting in. If you're part of the five percent who aren't, copy this, put it in your profile, and add your name to the list. AnimeKittyCafe, Hyperactivley Bored, Gem W, Bara-Minamino, Yavie Aelinel, IwuvMyKenshyPoo, Heidiplease, iNsOmNiAc BiLlIe JoE lOvEr, Black Panther Warrior,Mina the Mischevious, SnowNeko, KylaMizuki, SkyeEyesSparkle7135, Ms.Misery.SouthernSecrets15. ChristinaXCuriosity, SecretButterfly
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If you have ever pushed on a door that said pull or the vise versa copy this into your profile
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80% of Americans say "I LOVE YOU".
20% actually mean it.
If you honestly are in the 20%, paste this into your
profile

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Too often, we lose sight of life's
simple pleasures. Remember, when someone annoys you, it takes 42 muscles in your face to frown, BUT, it only takes 4 muscles to extend your arm
and *bunny*in slap that mother*bunny*
up-side the head.......
Pass it on!

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[Put This On Your Page If you Were Abused Or Are Against Any Form Of It!]

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TO EVERY GIRL

To every girl that is SCARED to put her heart out there again, because she has been HURT too many times.
To every girl that dresses cute, not skanky.
To every girl who wants to be called beautiful, not hot.
To every girl that will spend her whole day looking for the perfect present for you.
To every girl that would die to have a decent boyfriend.
To every girl who would just once like to be treated like a princess.
To every girl that just wants to hold hands.
To every girl that kisses him with meaning.
TO EVERY GIRL WHO JUST WISHES HE CARED MORE.
To every girl who just once, wants a guy to give their jacket up when she is cold.
To every girl who just wants him to call.
To every girl who lies awake at night thinking about him.
To every girl that just wants to cuddle.
TO EVERY GIRL WHO SHOWS HOW MUCH SHE CARES BUT GETS NOTHING BACK.
To every girl that ever thought "Maybe this one could be the one."
To every girl that laughs at stupid stuff when she actually doesn't think it is funny.
To every girl who is just looking for that one and only and is having a rough time along the way.
To every girl that doesn't want a guy who just plays with her emotions but actually cares about how she feels.
TO EVERY GIRL WHO WANTS WORDS BACKED UP WITH ACTIONS.
TO EVERY girl that FELL for ALL the LIES ONLY TO FIND THEMSELVES ALONE in the END.
To every girl that gave her heart away to have it shoved back in her face.
To every girl that has faith that "tomorrow will be a better day." And it will be.

-If you are a nice girl repost this as: "To every girl."
-If you are a guy that truly thinks every girl should try to think about even a few of these things repost it as "I am looking for this girl" or if u have this girl repost this as “I have this girl"

read this it is sweet:

A girl and guy were speeding on a motorcycle, over 90 mph on the road...

Girl: Slow down. I'm scared.

Guy: No, this is fun

Girl: No, it's not. Please, it's too scary!

Guy: Then tell me you love me.

Girl: Fine, I love you slow down!

Guy: Now give me a BIG hug.
*girl hugs him*

Guy: Can you take my helmet off & put it on yourself? It's bugging me.

(In the paper the next day)

A motorcycle crashed into a building because of brake failure. Two people where on it, but only one servied. The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his brakes broke, but he didn't whant to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him and felt her hug one last time, then had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it ment that he would die.

If you would ever do this for someone....then post this on your page asap!!






98% of teenagers have tried pot.

The homicide rate has decreased over 42% between its record high point in 1991 and 2005.

In the United States a 2005 independent report stated that 11% of women and 5% of men in the non-insitutionalised population now take antidepressants.

There are an estimated 10 to 20 million attempted suicides every year.

93% of Americans believe every statistic they hear. (See it just went up because of you. You conformist!!!!)

92% of American teens today would die if Abercrombie & Fitch said it wasn't cool to breathe anymore. If you're part of the 8% that would be laughing their butts off, put this in your profile.
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Too often, we lose sight of life's
simple pleasures. Remember, when
someone annoys you, it takes 42 muscles
in your face to frown, BUT, it only takes
4 muscles to extend your arm
and bitch-slap that motherfker
up-side the head.

PASS IT ON OR GET BITCHSLAPPED!!!

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"I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.



I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.



I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.



We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.



I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.



I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.



I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.



I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.



We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.



I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.



I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.



I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.



I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.



I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.



I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.



I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.



I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn’t have to always deal with society hating me.



I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.



I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.



Repost this in your jounal if you believe homophobia is wrong.

A girl asked a guy if he thought she was pretty, he said...no. She asked him if he would want to be with her forever...and he said no. She then asked him if she were to leave would he cry, and once again he replied with a no.
She had heard enough. As she walked away, tears streaming down her face the boy grabbed her arm and said... you’re not pretty you're beautiful. I don't want to be with you forever, I NEED to be with you forever. And I wouldn't cry if you walked away...I'd die.
Repost this on your page if you think love is worth dying for



...Have You Ever...
(X) Smoked a cigarette
(X) Drank so much you threw up
(x) Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
(X) Been arrested
(_) Gone on a blind date
(x) Skipped school
(x) Seen someone die
(_) Been to Canada
(x) Been to Florida
(_) Been to Mexico
(x) Been on a plane
(x) Been lost
(X) Been on the opposite side of the country
(_) Gone to Washington , DC
(x) Swam in the ocean
(x) Felt like dying....
(x) Cried yourself to sleep
(x) Played cops and robbers
(x) Recently colored with crayons
(x) Sang karaoke badly
(x) Paid for a meal with only coins
(x) Done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(x) Made prank phone calls
(_) Laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
(_) Laughed until liquid came out of the other end
(x) Caught a snowflake on your tongue.
(x) Danced in the rain
( _) Written a letter to Santa Claus
(_) Been kissed under the mistletoe
(_) Watched the sun rise with someone you care about
(x) Blown bubbles
(_) Made a bonfire on the beach
(x) Crashed a party
(x) Gone roller-skating
(x) Ice-skating








[x] I'm single
[]I'm in a relationship
[X] I've had someone cheat on me.
[] I've gone on a blind date.
[x] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[] have a fear of commitment.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[] I've cheated in a relationship.
[] I've been the cheatee ( if that means that you were the person some cheated on their gf/bf with )
[] I've gotten divorced
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[x] I've told someone I loved them
[x] I've kept something from a past relationship.
[X} i've been molested and/or raped repeatdly by sumone i knew

Sexuality

[X] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex
[] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[X] I am a cuddler.
[x] I love to flirt.
[X]I've been kissed in the rain. =]
[x] I've hugged a stranger.
[] have kissed a stranger.


Honesty/Crime

[]I am a terrible liar.
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[X] I've snuck out of my house.
[X] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[x] I've cheated on a test.
[] I've run a red light.
[x] I've been suspended from school.
[] I've witnessed a crime.
[x] I've been in a fist fight. (close to one though)
[X] I've been arrested.
[x] I've shoplifted


Drugs/Alcohol

[x] I've consumed alcohol.
[] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[x] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[x] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[] I can't swallow pills.
[X] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[x] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[X] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[x] I take anti-depressants.
[X] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[x] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[x] I'm addicted to adrenaline
[x] I've hurt myself on purpose
[X] I'm addicted to self harm
[x] I've woken up crying.
[x] I've cried myself to sleep.


Death and Suicide

[] I'm afraid of dying.
[x] I hate funerals.
[x] I've seen someone dying.
[x] Someone i no has attempted suicide.
[X] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[X] I've attempted suicide.


Random

[] I can sing well.
[] I open up to others easily.
[] I watch the news.
[] I don't kill bugs.
[x] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[x] I curse regularly.
[x] I sing in the shower.
[] I am a morning person.
[] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[] I'm a snob about grammar. (sometimes)
[] I am a sports fanatic. (soccer)
[x] I twirl my hair
[] have "x"s in my screen name
[] I love being neat (jut not good at it)
[] I love Spam
[] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day
[] I bake well.
[] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue
[x] I would wear pajamas to school.
[] I like Martha Stewart.
[x] I know how to shoot a gun.
[] I am in love with love.
[x] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes.
[x] I eat fast food weekly
[x] I believe in ghosts.
[ ] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[ ] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[X]I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish.(depending on where)
[X] I love white chocolate
[] I bite my nails
[x] I play video games (sometimes)
[x] I'm good at remembering faces.
[ ]I'm good at remembering names.
[x] I'm good at remembering dates.
[x] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life. (I have some, not much)
[]I have tried to join a circus and failed

[x] My answers are totally honest