My wrists have a barcode of scars
But im defective to the scanner
You said this was nothing,
And as nothing we shall end
Im sorry that Im the mistake thats not fixable
Dead to a point,
One last breath
Blinded by saddness
to see any happiness
Do you even understand what you did to me,
You still dont get it do you?
Rejection is my greatest fear
But i feel it all the time now.
Say goodbye to this world
Say goodbye to this life
Say goodbye to this never ending strife
Say goodbye when i end it all with this knife
Something you once said
was something I once believed
After you destroyed me
Stole my heart away
I'm left with the rest of me
Something I don't want to be
Crazy little me, mixxed up within another persons broken dreams, how sad does that seem?
Im not afraid
of the valley of the shadow of death,
I was born there
I smile in the mirror
and just break into tears.
I guess i dont know how to get a handle on life
or life is just to hard to handle.
Are you going to throw me away the second i say the wrong thing or make a wrong move
Are you going to take me back and tell me more lies and i will believe them because your the only one i ever thought i loved
If i dont make sense to you
Maybe Im not suppose to
Tell me when i start to exist, until then i'll just let the blood roll down my wrist
These cuts are just temporary tattoos, these scars afterwords are permanent and remind me of you
The only desire in life are the darken days behind this knife.
I wish you would love me, as much as i love you
Love doesnt go so far
it always has a dead end
Im not the kind of person i thought i would be
All the things i wish i could change
And all the things i wish i could take back
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
F ucked up
I nsecure
N eurotic
E motional
Yeah im just FINE, thanks for asking
Behold and see
As you pass by.
Where you are now,
So once was I.
As I am now,
So you shall be.
Prepare for death,
And follow me.
AN ELEGANT [[SUICIDE]] IS THE ULTIMATE [[WORK OF ART]]!
-Tristan Reveur
Tell all my friends im [dead] It wont be long before you [forget] my name
Im gonna draw a picture, a picture with a [twist]
Ill draw it with a razor blade, Ill draw it on my [wrist]
But im defective to the scanner
You said this was nothing,
And as nothing we shall end
Im sorry that Im the mistake thats not fixable
Dead to a point,
One last breath
Blinded by saddness
to see any happiness
Do you even understand what you did to me,
You still dont get it do you?
Rejection is my greatest fear
But i feel it all the time now.
Say goodbye to this world
Say goodbye to this life
Say goodbye to this never ending strife
Say goodbye when i end it all with this knife
Something you once said
was something I once believed
After you destroyed me
Stole my heart away
I'm left with the rest of me
Something I don't want to be
Crazy little me, mixxed up within another persons broken dreams, how sad does that seem?
Im not afraid
of the valley of the shadow of death,
I was born there
I smile in the mirror
and just break into tears.
I guess i dont know how to get a handle on life
or life is just to hard to handle.
Are you going to throw me away the second i say the wrong thing or make a wrong move
Are you going to take me back and tell me more lies and i will believe them because your the only one i ever thought i loved
If i dont make sense to you
Maybe Im not suppose to
Tell me when i start to exist, until then i'll just let the blood roll down my wrist
These cuts are just temporary tattoos, these scars afterwords are permanent and remind me of you
The only desire in life are the darken days behind this knife.
I wish you would love me, as much as i love you
Love doesnt go so far
it always has a dead end
Im not the kind of person i thought i would be
All the things i wish i could change
And all the things i wish i could take back
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
F ucked up
I nsecure
N eurotic
E motional
Yeah im just FINE, thanks for asking
Behold and see
As you pass by.
Where you are now,
So once was I.
As I am now,
So you shall be.
Prepare for death,
And follow me.
AN ELEGANT [[SUICIDE]] IS THE ULTIMATE [[WORK OF ART]]!
-Tristan Reveur
Tell all my friends im [dead] It wont be long before you [forget] my name
Im gonna draw a picture, a picture with a [twist]
Ill draw it with a razor blade, Ill draw it on my [wrist]
- Last seen on Nov 1 8:06 AM. Member since April 22, 2007.
- I'm a obsidian idea poet for 587 comments.
- I am a 18 year old girl from Ohio (United States)
- When I'm not writing, I'm being a failure at life and a failure to get it over with.
- Visit my homepage at myspace.com/heart_as_black_as_midnyte

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xXsoulxcollectorXx on February 19, 2008wow,I like the messages written in your profile,and your username is very interesting lol,just dropped by to leave some comments...
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giving up on poetry on August 22, 2007hey thanks for the several 5 stars needed the points ^.^ trying to make a contest
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whiterabbit. on August 4, 2007I love your page.
It looks like we have a ton of things in common.
Especially the sad, painfilled things.
You seem really awesome :]
*Stephanie*
