Suicidal lover• Show poetry

I'm a partly EMO bloke, and I really Love my perfect, girlfriend Trudy. I'm a very simple person and I have trouble holding grudges, and I dont get angry too much. (English is not my fort...that word that means strong thingy). Also, I'm a bit of a geek. I may only have a few friends, but I prefer a few friends that I know than a heap to look good. I dont hate myself and I understand that there are people out there that do like me, but i find that almost everyone else looks better than I do. I tend to look up to almost everyone that I like, and they become part of me in some way (shut the fuck up, its not korny), I tend to steal a lot of sayings and the way people act...I can't help it though. I dont really like swearing but if you piss me off then you better block your ears. No one (except family) has seen me pissed off as I kinda bottle everything up and take it out on myself later. I am a weakling when it comes to fights, unless you've made yourself my worst enemy/punching bag. I reckon in a fight I will get my ass kicked as I go down after one hit, I am weak. I can lift a lot of weight as I went to the gym four times a week for a year, but muscles dont help in fights unless you know how to use it. If you want to know personal personal details about me, talk to on msn (brad_focker@hotmail.com) and become a good friend of mine, I dont hold many secrets but I can keep them to my grave. I really want some friends to talk to and help me out with my personal life where Trudy can't help (which is not often but more than you think). If you can't be bothered to read all this than dont be my friend because I'm bothered to read yours and I want the same respect in return, and that's th only thing I ask of friendship, Respect. I believe if you have something personal or embarressing to say, you can tell me and I will be 100% honest and serious, anyone can talk to me about anything and I will do my best to help and be honest. In a relationship, I tend to like being dominated over because it makes me feel safe. Thank You to all my friends that helped me though my rough spot (my school friends know what I'm on about).