I love to write and read poety... ive been writing poems for a while.... i love quotes songs and to read... i write about the way i feel... i can be sweet but i also can be mean... but it depends on what mood im in if u say the wrong thing at the wrong time u are liable to wish u hadn't... im very out spoken but im very loveable lol well thats about it so leave me a comment! Im really not an adult theres just alot of poems i like to read that are only for adults I also like to dance in my room in my underwear lol... I'm a very strong person!
This is my adopted daddy Theater Of Dreams
This is my adopted sister Stingersinger53
Me and Emily....
Floorboard's filled with baby toys,
An' empty coke bottles an' coffee cups.
Drivin' through the rain with no radio,
Tryin' not to wake her up.
Cell 'phone says "low battery",
God, what if I break down?
I'm just lookin' for an exit with a lotta lights,
A safe little interstate town.
Just a cheap hotel,
With a single bed,
And cable TV:
Is good enough for me an' Emily.
Some day, when she's old enough,
She's gonna start askin' questions about him.
Some kid at school brings his Dad for show an' tell,
An' gets her little mind a-wonderin':
"Where's my Daddy? Do I have one?
"Does he not love me like you do?"
Oh, maybe I'll find someone to love the both of us,
An' I'll tell her when she's old enough to know the truth.
Will it break her heart?
Will she understand,
That I had to leave?
That's what was best for me an' Emily.
That house was never clean enough; his dinner never warm enough.
Nothing I did was ever good enough to make him happy.
So, I guess, he gave me what he thought I deserved,
But it would kill me if he ever raised his hand to her.
Big rigs are throwin' rain on my windshield,
An' I feel like they're laughin' at me.
Fin'lly the storm is lettin' up,
An' the mornin' is breakin' free.
It's a brand new day,
It's a second chance.
Yesterday is just a memory,
For me an' Emily.
Ah.
Floorboard is filled with baby toys,
An' empty coke bottles an' coffee cups.
Least there's one good thing that he gave me,
An' she's startin' to wake up.
Wild one....
They said change your clothes
She said no I won't
They said comb your hair
She said some kids don't
And her parents' dreams went up in smoke
They said you can't leave
She said yes I will
They said don't see him
She said his name is Bill
She's on a roll and it's all uphill
She's a wild one
With an angel's face
She's a woman-child
In a state of grace
When she was three years old on her daddy's knee
He said you can be anything you want to be
She's a wild one runnin' free
She loves Rock and Roll
They said it's Satan's tongue
She thinks they're too old
They think she is too young
And the battle lines are clearly drawn
She's a wild one
With an angel's face
She's a woman-child
In a state of grace
When she was three years old on her daddy's knee
He said you can be anything you want to be
She's a wild one runnin' free
She has future plans and dreams at night
When they tell her life is hard she says that's all right
She's a wild one
With an angel's face
She's a woman-child
In a state of grace
When she was three years old on her daddy's knee
He said you can be anything you want to be
She's a wild one runnin' free
Kelly Clarkson
Because Of You...
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stay too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stay too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
In the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
I never stay too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you
by Simple Plan
I open my eyes
I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light
I can't remember how
I can't remember why
I'm lying here tonight
And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the pain
How could this happen to me?
I've made my mistakes
I've got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?
Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I'm sleeping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done
No I can't
How could this happen to me?
I've made my mistakes
I've got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?
I've made my mistakes
I've got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?
by Simple Plan
I open my eyes
I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light
I can't remember how
I can't remember why
I'm lying here tonight
And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the pain
How could this happen to me?
I've made my mistakes
I've got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?
Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I'm sleeping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done
No I can't
How could this happen to me?
I've made my mistakes
I've got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?
I've made my mistakes
I've got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?
I never knew my father
I never knew his pain
Or that an empty home life
Would break him down again
So when I feel like running I have to look inside
I want to find the answer
I want to break my line
Fear falls down like rain
And it makes me whole again
Fear falls like rain
Take me as I am
I'm not broken
Pieces of my life are not tokens
I want to let you know that I'm still learning
How to love again and stop hurting
I want to roll my darkness into a million suns
I need to find forgiveness when all the pain is done
I want to hear I'm sorry, I want to let you go
I have to find my own life, I want to learn to grow
Fear falls down like rain
And it makes me whole again
Fear falls like rain
Take me as I am
I'm not broken
Pieces of my life are not tokens
I want to let you know that I'm still learning
How to love again and stop hurting
It makes me whole again
Take me as I am
I'm not broken
Pieces of my life are not tokens
I want to let you know that I'm still learning
How to love again and stop hurting!!
QUOTES
1) dear you,
i want you to realize that i'm only human.
& that the things you're doing to are only tearing us farther apart.
i'm sorry that i'm not perfect, i have issues..
i know that i'm not as pretty as her --
i'm probably not as fun as her either..
but answer this question for me ;;
will you find another girl that loves you as much as i do?
is there another girl out there that can accept your every flaw?
2) Only my pillow knows - the tears I’ve cried. The many nights I’ve stayed awake at night missing what we used to have & all that could have been. ONLY MY PILLOW KNOWS - the pain I’ve put myself through & all the countless memories that have raced through my head since we said goodbye. Only my pillow knows - how true my love is for you. How I long to be in your arms again & how desperate & lonely I feel right now. Only my pillow knows - that we belong together.
3) feeling a little messed up & a little bit down
wishing you'd call & say "hey, I’m coming down to see you"
knowing that you're probably too busy with your recent swing to even notice that some things are different. Some things aren't the same.
Things have feelings too.
Lies & broken promises hurt more than you think.
Your shifty eyes flip through apologies
flip & flap as you must, but none will be good enough.
None will answer my questions,
and none will make up for what you've done.
Or better yet, what you haven't done.
Lies & broken promises hurt more than you think!
4) A true friend is someone u can tell everything to. All the good things you've done in life and all the horrible things you've done in life, and yet never judges you on what you did in life never judges your past or your future but judges you as your loyalty to them a true friend knows who you are inside. They know the true, loyal, respectful friend you are, they know that you mean so much good by everything you do... Good or bad and even if ur in a situation so deep that it would take years to reach the surface and more years for everything to be fine... they always stand by you. for they know you meant good, they know what you're going through and even if they don’t they always try to understand a true friend is someone you can tell everything to and not once will thy judge you not once will they think less of you, not once would they think "omg who would ever do that? Why am I friends with this person" because they know you will always be loyal to them...*
5) People are afraid of themselves, of their own reality; their feelings most of all. People talk about how great love is, but that's bullshit. Love hurts. Feelings are disturbing. People are taught that pain is evil and dangerous. How can they deal with love if they're afraid to feel? Pain is meant to wake us up. People try to hide their pain. But they're wrong. Pain is something to carry, like a radio. You feel your strength in the experience of pain. It's all in how you carry it. That's what matters. Pain is a feeling. Your feelings are a part of you. Your own reality. If you feel ashamed of them, and hide them, you're letting society destroy your reality. You should stand up for your right to feel your pain.
6) I couldn't sleep last night because I know it's over between us. I'm not bitter anymore because I know that what we had was real.
And if in some distant place in the future, we see each other in our new lives, I'll smile at you with joy and remember how we spent the summer beneath the trees.
Learning from each other and growing in love. The best love is the kind that weakens the soul and makes us reach for more,
that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds.
And that's what you've given me. That's what I'd hoped to give to you forever. I love you...
7) every girl dreams for that one guy who :
* says "i love you" and really, truly means it.
* that opens doors.
* that walks on the outside of the sidewalk so he can get hit by a car & push her out of the way.
* that cooks dinner for her.
* that says, "sex can wait."
* that says, "you're beautiful."
* that was never too busy to drive across town to see her.
* that gives her flowers and a card when she's sick
* who has given her flowers just because she is feeling a bit depressed.
* that said he would die for her.
* that really would.
* that did what she wanted to do.
* that treated her like a princess.
* that cried in front of her.
* that she cried in front of.
* that holds hands with her.
* that kisses her with meaning.
* that hugs her when she's sad.
* who would give their jacket to when she's cold.
* that calls to make sure she got home safely.
* that would sit & wait for her just to be able to see her for ten minutes.
* that just wants to cuddle.
* that will just sleep (no sex) with her.
* that reassured her that she was beautiful no matter what
* who told his secrets to her.
* that tried to show how much he cared through every word & every breathe.
* that thought maybe this could be the one.
* that believed in her dreams.
* that would have done anything so she could achieve them.
* that never laughed at her when she told him her dreams.
* that wasn't just trying to get laid.
* that actually listened
8) She tries her hardest to ignore all the butterflies and shivers she gets when he walks by her. She tries her hardest to tell everybody that asks her about him that she hates him. She tries her hardest to pretend that she doesn't even like him. She tries her hardest to hook up her friend with him. Her act is working and the boy seems to be drifting away from her. She cries when she gets hom every day because of all the stuff she put him through. But she gives in at night because thinking about him puts her right to sleep and she doesn't cry. When she wakes up she knows that she should be with him; it's obvious to her; but somehow she's not quite ready for him. She's mixed up. And the poor boy's heart is broken because of all the things she's done to him, yet, she's still everything to him and he's still everything to her. They were each other's first love and they'll never settle for anyone other than each other.
9) +kiss on the ear--------------------"i'm horny"
+kiss on the cheek-----------------"we're friends"
+kiss on the hand------------------"i adore you"
+kiss on the neck-------------------"we belong together"
+kiss on the shoulder--------------"i want you"
+kiss on the lips---------------------"i love you" or "i want you"
+holding hands-----------------------"we can learn to love each other"
+a wink---------------------------------"Let's get it on"
+slap on the butt---------------------"thats mine"
+playing with the ear----------------"i can't live without you"
+holding on tight---------------------"don't let go"
+looking into each other's eyes---"let's get romantic"
+playing with hair on head---------------"tell me you love me"
+arms around the waist -----------"i love you too much to let go"
+laughing while kissing-----------"i am completley comfortable w/you"
10) you can miss someone that died.
you can miss someone that moved away
but the worst way to miss someone,
is to miss someone you see everyday*
11) I hope you hurt like hell one night while you're laying in your bed alone cause your new girlfriend wasn't all that you thought. I hope you're thinking of me, and all that you gave up when you pushed me away...like I had never ment anything to you at all. I hope you realize your mistake. I'd given you all that I'm willing to let you take. If you want anything more from me, you can just forget it.
12) Sometimes I feel a little jealous inside, imagining someone else could please you more than me. I guess it's my insecurity acting up a bit..because I know I'm not the most beautiful or the most fun or even the most exciting person you'll ever meet. But I do know that no matter how long and hard you search, you'll never find a girl who loves you and cares you about the way I do.
13) And she said she was over him
And she said she was over
And she said she was
And she said she
And she said
And she...
is a liar
She sits there & cries
Tears of sorrow
fill her eyes
Silent screams
& cries of pain
Arms full of cuts
& scars of shame
Alone in this world,
a blade as a friend
To stop her pain,
to make it all end
She lies in her regret,
spills of blood drop
This is her way
to make it all stop!
14) All she really wants is someone who will...
catch her when she falls someone to realize
her worth and hold her hand for no reason
but the fact that they like the way it fits
with theirs [>Mr. Bear<< doesnt always
make everything okay, and all the
*tears* dont take the pain away xx3
15) DEAR SANTA,
I know it might be a little too late to write you
this, but I'm desperate. I have tried so hard all of
these years to make sure that I was very good,
& I don't think you've been dissapointed yet.
So I was writing this letter to kind of ask you
for a favor. This year, I don't want any of those
silly presents; no abercrombie jeans or coach
purses. All I want this year is someone who is
going to love me. Someone who takes time out
of his day just to make sure that I woke up
alright. Or maybe someone who will call me at
3 in the morning just to tell me that he can't
wait to see me again. I've been waiting a long
time for someone special Santa, & this year
sounds like a good year for him to be mine.
So Santa, if you read this letter & don't think
you can find anyone, that's alright. It's not
like I haven't been dissapointed before..
Love,
A Lonely Girl
16) don’t want someone because I'm scared for the ending. i'm scared to fall in love again, open up completely, & then just get shut out. think about it, it's not a completely irrational fear. you give your heart away & then you just get it back but that one little piece is always gunna be missing. everyone you give your heart away to takes a little piece of it with him, and eventually, what's left?
17) no matter how ugly you think you are
or how everyone else around you has
it better than you, there's always going
to be that one special guy that loves you
because you're * not like everyone else
18) All the smiles in the world couldn't brighten her mood,
all the makeup in the world couldn't hide her pain,
and all the medicine in the world couldn't make her stop -
her heart was broken and there was no fixing it </3
19) && i`m trying this new thing,
not to talk about anyone behind their backs.
but sweetie it`s so hard not to voice your
OPINION.
20) shee saidd dontt let it go to yourr
headd ; boyss like [y0uu] aree a
diime a d0zenn she saiddd ; y0ur
a touch overrated y0ur a lussh &
i hate itt but these graSs stains
onn my kneesss ; _ theyy w0nt`t mean a thing!
21) youu act like a asshole to me
with all that bullshit youu said
+ made ' no intention of ever
appologiesing so in one breath
i simply said "wellguesswhat
nowimnottalkingtoyou" and all
of a sudden you carred & ;; ..
decided to want me more so
you wrapped your arms '*'
around me as everyone .©
just passed and watched
i stood there thinking what
the hell but strangly .. e'nuff
i didnt say what i should've
i didnt say well now its to
latee ohh yess its to late ..
& so i just believed you but
look where y o u l e f t m e
d o y o u e v e n c a r e ? . .
cause it hurts .. ©
22) & yet she still sits there smiling;;
regardless of all the fake friends.
&& the dreams that were broken.
regardless of the guys she loved
and the hearts that were broken
you'll never completely break her.
23) she smashed the rearview mirror
with her fist, because starting today
she's never looking back.
24) Call me a slut... Call me a WHORE.
call me whatever ;; I`ve heard it
before. say that im fake say that
that I lie. Say what you want
you won't see my cry because I
know none of it's true but calling
me all this shit- ha what the fuck
does that make you? thought so
This is my adopted daddy Theater Of Dreams
This is my adopted sister Stingersinger53
Me and Emily....
Floorboard's filled with baby toys,
An' empty coke bottles an' coffee cups.
Drivin' through the rain with no radio,
Tryin' not to wake her up.
Cell 'phone says "low battery",
God, what if I break down?
I'm just lookin' for an exit with a lotta lights,
A safe little interstate town.
Just a cheap hotel,
With a single bed,
And cable TV:
Is good enough for me an' Emily.
Some day, when she's old enough,
She's gonna start askin' questions about him.
Some kid at school brings his Dad for show an' tell,
An' gets her little mind a-wonderin':
"Where's my Daddy? Do I have one?
"Does he not love me like you do?"
Oh, maybe I'll find someone to love the both of us,
An' I'll tell her when she's old enough to know the truth.
Will it break her heart?
Will she understand,
That I had to leave?
That's what was best for me an' Emily.
That house was never clean enough; his dinner never warm enough.
Nothing I did was ever good enough to make him happy.
So, I guess, he gave me what he thought I deserved,
But it would kill me if he ever raised his hand to her.
Big rigs are throwin' rain on my windshield,
An' I feel like they're laughin' at me.
Fin'lly the storm is lettin' up,
An' the mornin' is breakin' free.
It's a brand new day,
It's a second chance.
Yesterday is just a memory,
For me an' Emily.
Ah.
Floorboard is filled with baby toys,
An' empty coke bottles an' coffee cups.
Least there's one good thing that he gave me,
An' she's startin' to wake up.
Wild one....
They said change your clothes
She said no I won't
They said comb your hair
She said some kids don't
And her parents' dreams went up in smoke
They said you can't leave
She said yes I will
They said don't see him
She said his name is Bill
She's on a roll and it's all uphill
She's a wild one
With an angel's face
She's a woman-child
In a state of grace
When she was three years old on her daddy's knee
He said you can be anything you want to be
She's a wild one runnin' free
She loves Rock and Roll
They said it's Satan's tongue
She thinks they're too old
They think she is too young
And the battle lines are clearly drawn
She's a wild one
With an angel's face
She's a woman-child
In a state of grace
When she was three years old on her daddy's knee
He said you can be anything you want to be
She's a wild one runnin' free
She has future plans and dreams at night
When they tell her life is hard she says that's all right
She's a wild one
With an angel's face
She's a woman-child
In a state of grace
When she was three years old on her daddy's knee
He said you can be anything you want to be
She's a wild one runnin' free
Kelly Clarkson
Because Of You...
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stay too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stay too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
In the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
I never stay too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you
by Simple Plan
I open my eyes
I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light
I can't remember how
I can't remember why
I'm lying here tonight
And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the pain
How could this happen to me?
I've made my mistakes
I've got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?
Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I'm sleeping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done
No I can't
How could this happen to me?
I've made my mistakes
I've got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?
I've made my mistakes
I've got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?
by Simple Plan
I open my eyes
I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light
I can't remember how
I can't remember why
I'm lying here tonight
And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the pain
How could this happen to me?
I've made my mistakes
I've got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?
Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I'm sleeping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done
No I can't
How could this happen to me?
I've made my mistakes
I've got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?
I've made my mistakes
I've got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?
I never knew my father
I never knew his pain
Or that an empty home life
Would break him down again
So when I feel like running I have to look inside
I want to find the answer
I want to break my line
Fear falls down like rain
And it makes me whole again
Fear falls like rain
Take me as I am
I'm not broken
Pieces of my life are not tokens
I want to let you know that I'm still learning
How to love again and stop hurting
I want to roll my darkness into a million suns
I need to find forgiveness when all the pain is done
I want to hear I'm sorry, I want to let you go
I have to find my own life, I want to learn to grow
Fear falls down like rain
And it makes me whole again
Fear falls like rain
Take me as I am
I'm not broken
Pieces of my life are not tokens
I want to let you know that I'm still learning
How to love again and stop hurting
It makes me whole again
Take me as I am
I'm not broken
Pieces of my life are not tokens
I want to let you know that I'm still learning
How to love again and stop hurting!!
QUOTES
1) dear you,
i want you to realize that i'm only human.
& that the things you're doing to are only tearing us farther apart.
i'm sorry that i'm not perfect, i have issues..
i know that i'm not as pretty as her --
i'm probably not as fun as her either..
but answer this question for me ;;
will you find another girl that loves you as much as i do?
is there another girl out there that can accept your every flaw?
2) Only my pillow knows - the tears I’ve cried. The many nights I’ve stayed awake at night missing what we used to have & all that could have been. ONLY MY PILLOW KNOWS - the pain I’ve put myself through & all the countless memories that have raced through my head since we said goodbye. Only my pillow knows - how true my love is for you. How I long to be in your arms again & how desperate & lonely I feel right now. Only my pillow knows - that we belong together.
3) feeling a little messed up & a little bit down
wishing you'd call & say "hey, I’m coming down to see you"
knowing that you're probably too busy with your recent swing to even notice that some things are different. Some things aren't the same.
Things have feelings too.
Lies & broken promises hurt more than you think.
Your shifty eyes flip through apologies
flip & flap as you must, but none will be good enough.
None will answer my questions,
and none will make up for what you've done.
Or better yet, what you haven't done.
Lies & broken promises hurt more than you think!
4) A true friend is someone u can tell everything to. All the good things you've done in life and all the horrible things you've done in life, and yet never judges you on what you did in life never judges your past or your future but judges you as your loyalty to them a true friend knows who you are inside. They know the true, loyal, respectful friend you are, they know that you mean so much good by everything you do... Good or bad and even if ur in a situation so deep that it would take years to reach the surface and more years for everything to be fine... they always stand by you. for they know you meant good, they know what you're going through and even if they don’t they always try to understand a true friend is someone you can tell everything to and not once will thy judge you not once will they think less of you, not once would they think "omg who would ever do that? Why am I friends with this person" because they know you will always be loyal to them...*
5) People are afraid of themselves, of their own reality; their feelings most of all. People talk about how great love is, but that's bullshit. Love hurts. Feelings are disturbing. People are taught that pain is evil and dangerous. How can they deal with love if they're afraid to feel? Pain is meant to wake us up. People try to hide their pain. But they're wrong. Pain is something to carry, like a radio. You feel your strength in the experience of pain. It's all in how you carry it. That's what matters. Pain is a feeling. Your feelings are a part of you. Your own reality. If you feel ashamed of them, and hide them, you're letting society destroy your reality. You should stand up for your right to feel your pain.
6) I couldn't sleep last night because I know it's over between us. I'm not bitter anymore because I know that what we had was real.
And if in some distant place in the future, we see each other in our new lives, I'll smile at you with joy and remember how we spent the summer beneath the trees.
Learning from each other and growing in love. The best love is the kind that weakens the soul and makes us reach for more,
that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds.
And that's what you've given me. That's what I'd hoped to give to you forever. I love you...
7) every girl dreams for that one guy who :
* says "i love you" and really, truly means it.
* that opens doors.
* that walks on the outside of the sidewalk so he can get hit by a car & push her out of the way.
* that cooks dinner for her.
* that says, "sex can wait."
* that says, "you're beautiful."
* that was never too busy to drive across town to see her.
* that gives her flowers and a card when she's sick
* who has given her flowers just because she is feeling a bit depressed.
* that said he would die for her.
* that really would.
* that did what she wanted to do.
* that treated her like a princess.
* that cried in front of her.
* that she cried in front of.
* that holds hands with her.
* that kisses her with meaning.
* that hugs her when she's sad.
* who would give their jacket to when she's cold.
* that calls to make sure she got home safely.
* that would sit & wait for her just to be able to see her for ten minutes.
* that just wants to cuddle.
* that will just sleep (no sex) with her.
* that reassured her that she was beautiful no matter what
* who told his secrets to her.
* that tried to show how much he cared through every word & every breathe.
* that thought maybe this could be the one.
* that believed in her dreams.
* that would have done anything so she could achieve them.
* that never laughed at her when she told him her dreams.
* that wasn't just trying to get laid.
* that actually listened
8) She tries her hardest to ignore all the butterflies and shivers she gets when he walks by her. She tries her hardest to tell everybody that asks her about him that she hates him. She tries her hardest to pretend that she doesn't even like him. She tries her hardest to hook up her friend with him. Her act is working and the boy seems to be drifting away from her. She cries when she gets hom every day because of all the stuff she put him through. But she gives in at night because thinking about him puts her right to sleep and she doesn't cry. When she wakes up she knows that she should be with him; it's obvious to her; but somehow she's not quite ready for him. She's mixed up. And the poor boy's heart is broken because of all the things she's done to him, yet, she's still everything to him and he's still everything to her. They were each other's first love and they'll never settle for anyone other than each other.
9) +kiss on the ear--------------------"i'm horny"
+kiss on the cheek-----------------"we're friends"
+kiss on the hand------------------"i adore you"
+kiss on the neck-------------------"we belong together"
+kiss on the shoulder--------------"i want you"
+kiss on the lips---------------------"i love you" or "i want you"
+holding hands-----------------------"we can learn to love each other"
+a wink---------------------------------"Let's get it on"
+slap on the butt---------------------"thats mine"
+playing with the ear----------------"i can't live without you"
+holding on tight---------------------"don't let go"
+looking into each other's eyes---"let's get romantic"
+playing with hair on head---------------"tell me you love me"
+arms around the waist -----------"i love you too much to let go"
+laughing while kissing-----------"i am completley comfortable w/you"
10) you can miss someone that died.
you can miss someone that moved away
but the worst way to miss someone,
is to miss someone you see everyday*
11) I hope you hurt like hell one night while you're laying in your bed alone cause your new girlfriend wasn't all that you thought. I hope you're thinking of me, and all that you gave up when you pushed me away...like I had never ment anything to you at all. I hope you realize your mistake. I'd given you all that I'm willing to let you take. If you want anything more from me, you can just forget it.
12) Sometimes I feel a little jealous inside, imagining someone else could please you more than me. I guess it's my insecurity acting up a bit..because I know I'm not the most beautiful or the most fun or even the most exciting person you'll ever meet. But I do know that no matter how long and hard you search, you'll never find a girl who loves you and cares you about the way I do.
13) And she said she was over him
And she said she was over
And she said she was
And she said she
And she said
And she...
is a liar
She sits there & cries
Tears of sorrow
fill her eyes
Silent screams
& cries of pain
Arms full of cuts
& scars of shame
Alone in this world,
a blade as a friend
To stop her pain,
to make it all end
She lies in her regret,
spills of blood drop
This is her way
to make it all stop!
14) All she really wants is someone who will...
catch her when she falls someone to realize
her worth and hold her hand for no reason
but the fact that they like the way it fits
with theirs [>Mr. Bear<< doesnt always
make everything okay, and all the
*tears* dont take the pain away xx3
15) DEAR SANTA,
I know it might be a little too late to write you
this, but I'm desperate. I have tried so hard all of
these years to make sure that I was very good,
& I don't think you've been dissapointed yet.
So I was writing this letter to kind of ask you
for a favor. This year, I don't want any of those
silly presents; no abercrombie jeans or coach
purses. All I want this year is someone who is
going to love me. Someone who takes time out
of his day just to make sure that I woke up
alright. Or maybe someone who will call me at
3 in the morning just to tell me that he can't
wait to see me again. I've been waiting a long
time for someone special Santa, & this year
sounds like a good year for him to be mine.
So Santa, if you read this letter & don't think
you can find anyone, that's alright. It's not
like I haven't been dissapointed before..
Love,
A Lonely Girl
16) don’t want someone because I'm scared for the ending. i'm scared to fall in love again, open up completely, & then just get shut out. think about it, it's not a completely irrational fear. you give your heart away & then you just get it back but that one little piece is always gunna be missing. everyone you give your heart away to takes a little piece of it with him, and eventually, what's left?
17) no matter how ugly you think you are
or how everyone else around you has
it better than you, there's always going
to be that one special guy that loves you
because you're * not like everyone else
18) All the smiles in the world couldn't brighten her mood,
all the makeup in the world couldn't hide her pain,
and all the medicine in the world couldn't make her stop -
her heart was broken and there was no fixing it </3
19) && i`m trying this new thing,
not to talk about anyone behind their backs.
but sweetie it`s so hard not to voice your
OPINION.
20) shee saidd dontt let it go to yourr
headd ; boyss like [y0uu] aree a
diime a d0zenn she saiddd ; y0ur
a touch overrated y0ur a lussh &
i hate itt but these graSs stains
onn my kneesss ; _ theyy w0nt`t mean a thing!
21) youu act like a asshole to me
with all that bullshit youu said
+ made ' no intention of ever
appologiesing so in one breath
i simply said "wellguesswhat
nowimnottalkingtoyou" and all
of a sudden you carred & ;; ..
decided to want me more so
you wrapped your arms '*'
around me as everyone .©
just passed and watched
i stood there thinking what
the hell but strangly .. e'nuff
i didnt say what i should've
i didnt say well now its to
latee ohh yess its to late ..
& so i just believed you but
look where y o u l e f t m e
d o y o u e v e n c a r e ? . .
cause it hurts .. ©
22) & yet she still sits there smiling;;
regardless of all the fake friends.
&& the dreams that were broken.
regardless of the guys she loved
and the hearts that were broken
you'll never completely break her.
23) she smashed the rearview mirror
with her fist, because starting today
she's never looking back.
24) Call me a slut... Call me a WHORE.
call me whatever ;; I`ve heard it
before. say that im fake say that
that I lie. Say what you want
you won't see my cry because I
know none of it's true but calling
me all this shit- ha what the fuck
does that make you? thought so
- Last seen on Nov 14 12:04 PM 2007. Member since January 14, 2005.
- I'm a tigereye texture poet for 1,376 comments.
- My mood is , and quote is "Its all good!".
- I am a 17 year old girl from Georgia (United States)
- When I'm not writing, I'm a school.
- I have 1,376 comments, 9 contests, 1 addline, 60 poems, 2 stories
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Xx-Erin-xX on July 2, 2007I love some of the songs you have on you page. I haven't heard "Me and Emily" in a long time. Who sings it? "Wild One" is Faith Hill, isn't it? Have you heard the "Because of You" duet that Reba McEntire and Kelly Clarkson sing?
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Icry4YOU2mrow on October 22, 2006Hey hun i havent talk to u in ages. i just seen ur name on my favorites list & cliked it. no new writes i see...but damn we havent talked since july yeah? wow alot has happened 4 me so far. & u????
~lil locita bonita~
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Icry4YOU2mrow on July 17, 2006Hey strawberrie its been awhile since ive talked to you...havent seen any new work up either!...well check ya later...and i was wondering how everything whent i was so worried 4 you!!!!!!
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