I’m Phillip
Guitar is my life if i didn't play i would lose my mind
Poetry is my biggest outlet next to music.....i am having some serious writers block though
-R.I.P Britton I miss you...why did you kill yourself? Im getting through it slowly.
R.I.P Cazzie we love you and wished you had stayed
-I had a little sister, Lena-bug, who ment the world to me....she was Autistic and had a lot of medical problems but she never complained. she was the single most amazing nine year old ever. She is gone now, she died Thursday March 6th, 2008 she is gone and i don't know what is left. But I will always remember how much you hated me Lena when i tried to kill myself. for you im staying here and im getting myself straight!
-im 17
-this is my second chance at life (attempted suicide almost succeeded.) Im NOT going to mess it up.
-i smoke WAY too much (i should quit but forget that)
-im recovering anorexic (my lowest weight was 89 yay up to 124!)
-i have a charming smile im told
-i love music (hardcore and acoustic)
-i play guitar and sing
-im lived in a group home for teen guys recovering from self harm addiction but i needed to get better and im still getting there.
-i have twelve tattoos (love them all)
-i hate hospitals (been there too many times)
-i play lacrosse (goalie) for and elite team here in VA
-i ballroom dance (love it!)
-i TRY to write poetry
I have been trying to figure life out and now I know I need God's help.
I became a Christian and I am really trying. . . I know i amm FAR from prefect and thats how im supposed to be but I am trying harder and harder to live like jesus and I know he is with me in ALL my struggles and He wants me to forget my past and look to Him and to the future. Im gonna be okay
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- I'm a supertopaz delight poet for 78 comments.
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- I am a 17 year old guy from Virginia (United States)
- When I'm not writing, I'm taking on this thing called life head first!.
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- I have 78 comments, 1 contest
My Poetry
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I’ll admit now every time I hear that song
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This optimism has begun to fade with all the pain I’ve seen these days
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this is more like a declatration...im taking my power back. (i turned this into a song and preformed it at a gig.)
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*ash* colored circles surround
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til the day i die : *Happy* on August 23what's up??
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peregrin on August 12You do ballroom?!
So do I!
*high five*
lol
Talk to me anytime!!!
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xyermysunshiinex on August 6Hey babe hope everythings going well.
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til the day i die : yo on July 21 i told you!!! your one of my favs!!! haha lol what up?
