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What's up?

For the people that haven't read it yet:

I am my own person, I tend to write whats on my mind. Im just your normal guy, trying to fit in in the world, and do something productive at the same time. Poetry seems to be my fix. Im curently a Junior and recieve horrible grades in english class, not too sure why that is. I love music more than anything else in the world (almost anything). It helps me to relax and also to let my emotions out. Good stuff. Im kind of a lonely kid, despite having lots of friends around me all of the time. Its more of my decision then actually a forced feature about me. I like being alone and sitting in the dark, I find it to be relaxing and comforting at the same time. Thats why, along with writing love poems, a lot of my work is dark. I like dark poetry probably more than any other kind, but nothing can cheer me up like a good love poem every once and a while. Some time reading those is the best thing for you. Lets see, what else...

The new stuff:
New stuff, new stuff. God, I got tired of looking at the same old thing everytime I signed on here, ya know? Gah, depressing for me. Always upsets me when I go back and read the way that I describe myself, sheesh. Let's see, that's all the boring stuff up there, what should I write down here? I guess I could say I'm single, and not really looking for anyone, although it would be nice to finally have a relationship going. I'm a weird kid I guess. No one but my best friends can understand why I've never been in a relationship before. I don't know, still confused myself really. I think it would be nice to finally understand what I'm writing about in alot of my stuff, but I guess I'm suited for the time being. No intrests to speak of, everything's fine as it is now.

God, just read that first paragraph up there again, makes me sound like I'm all, outcast and stuff, which I'm really not. In fact, I really like being around people, especially friends. And I must say, I'm getting a lot better with strangers too. o_0 not really sure how I got on that topic. So yeah, that's about it, so much for an uptade I guess.

11/3/05
Update to you my friends. I'm sure that by now I don't have any readers, or if I do, I'm sure they are in the small numbers. ANyways, I've started to pick the pen back up again and get some thoughts down, although, most of my newer work is somewhat lacking the umph that I had in my earlier stuff. Nothing new to report about. No muses, nothing really stands out as a subject of creativity. Schools a drag but what's new eh?

7/13/06
I'm still alive... I think. I'm not writing as much now as I had been in the past, but I have a feeling that that will all be changing very soon. I put a new piece up, that I wrote just now, so don't expect anything very good to be put up. I'm still alive...

10/26/06
I've started to write again, not on the level that I did before, but started again none the less. My life has taken a happy turn this year that has been much accepted by myself and friends. Everyone has said I seem to be a lot more cheerful lately, which may have something to do with someone coming into my life. I vary well may be falling in love for the first time in my life. If this is indeed what it feels like, I think I rather enjoy it. I've written several pieces in the last few weeks, haven't had the time to put them up yet though. I've been trying to decide where or not I want them up for everyone to see, or if I just want to keep them personal. I guess I don't get too many hits either way, so why not let the few that do stumble across my page enjoy them? School has been back in for a while now and I've just finished first semester. Senior year is taking too long, I'm ready to get out of this place. I know it will be sad to leave everyone behind, as most of my friends (and girlfriend) are younger than me, but it just feels like it's time to get on with my life. Until again..

6/1/07
It's been a while... A really long while... Days have come and gone, both good and bad, but I'm still alive and ticking. I've come back to AP once again, looking for others for inspiration and to share new material that I will soon begin working on. While in the past months my subject has switched to stories, I'll never give up my passion for poetry. I've been through a lot of stress in the past four months, coping with the separation from one of the best people in my life, someone that I truly loved and cared for, and still do to this day. I've caused her just as much pain as she's caused me during our time apart, and so we just recently made amends. From what I can tell, things are going exceedingly well; however, I'm not sure what will happen in the coming months, I can only hope good things, but... Well, no use getting my hopes up for something that's only child's thought, right? Anyway, to all that care and keep up with me, I'm doing better now and I'll try to get new pieces up as soon as I am able to.

If you wanna get in touch with me:
AIM: smallfry645645
YIM: smallfry645
MSN: smallfry645@hotmail.com
Mail: smallfry645@hotmail.com

Drop me a line sometime if you want, I'd be more than happy to talk with you. And please comment if you would, I really like to know what people think about my writing. Even if its just a sentence, and even if its flaming, I'll take what ever I can get. I need to be critiqued in order to improve on my writing.