Sk8erxxemoxxgirlxx93• Show poetry

Hey, my name is Gabriela, be wowed by my poetry page♥
i dont know what to write... well most
of my poems talk about girls
who lost ther love or a crushing realy
hard but the guy dosent know. some talk about girls who
dont know who they are , they are trying
to find out who they are but
they are having a very thoug
h time doing that. i am one of those girls,i talk about depression and death alot in my poems....
also about suicide and running away
sometimes i even kill people in my poems....i cut my self alot.....i have atempted suicide a couple of times.... but it didnt go to well...... i was also recently put into a mental health rehab program for 2 months because i jumped out of my car while my dad was driving.
i sometimes think that if i died things
would run so much smoother,
i want to die beacuse i am so sick every fricken person blaming everysingle fuking thing on me it's like why dont you blmae me for being born while you're at it, i have too many problems goig on right now i just dont want to go throught them. no one and i do mean no one understands how i fuking feel on the inside, why i cry my self to sleep, why i tried ti take my damm life away so many times. i just want to go, i really do..... it is unusual but i dont feel anytnithing when i cut my self... it is like im there physicaly but not mentally....
i play the gutar and the violin, i also play alot of piano and sometimes i play the drums.... i love music... music is really what has kept me alive all these yaers. i get very very very pissed offf at my dad when he takes my i pod away.i have ran away from home 7 times since i was 13 i am now 14 and turning 15 in one month. i also think that if it wasnt for my cat skitles, i wouldnt be here, she is like my child. i hate that at school people call me emo becuse of the way i dress and beacuse im usually hiding behind my bangs. i also like to draw alot. i ahte judgemntal people so much its like they need to stop talking *bunny* about other poeples problems when they know they have dammmm problems of thir own! i am kind of guilty of being emo, but im also punk and skater, soooo that makes a emo punk skater i guess......

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i have some quotes that i made up.

"it takes a minute to have a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone, but it takes a lifetime to forget someone." -gabriela

"love starts with a smile, growns with a kiss, and ends with a tear"- gabriela

" should i smile beacuse we're friends or cry beacuse that is all we will ever be?" - gabriela

"not all scars show, not all wounds heal, you can't always see the pain someone feels."- gabriela
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i love music a lot alot a lot, sooo im going to make a list.
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fallout boy
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my chemical romance
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allister
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deathcab for cutie
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bullet for my valentine
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circle takes the square
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from first to last
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suicidal tendencies
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senses fail
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taking back sunday
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chiodos
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dashboard confessional
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jimmy eat world
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tokio hotel
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all time low
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angels and airwaves
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white stipes
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rolling stones
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AC DC
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shattedred faith
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rancid
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kill hannah
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thusday
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boys like girls
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cute is what we aim for
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30 seconds to mars
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three days grace
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motion city sound tracks
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green day
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paramore
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metallica
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papa roach
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evanescence
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misfits
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static-x
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panic! at the disco
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the academy is...
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aiden
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underoath
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whole wheat bread
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system of a down
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what i really like is scremo, and indie.
♥L.I.V.E♥L.O.V.E♥B.U.R.N.♥D.I.E♥

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my most favorite songs are
cancer-MCR
cancer-panic at the disco
carpal tunnel of love-FOB
great escape- boys like girls
mama-MCR
famous last words- MCR
iam not okay-MCR
do you know what they do to guys like us in jail-MCR
i never told you what i do fo a living-MCR
thankyou for the poison-MCR
ghost of you-MCR
helena-MCR
beautiful distster- kelly clarkson
our need to bleed - circle takes the square
honey this mirror isn't big enough for the two of us-MCR
no one puts baby in a corner-FOB
thnks for the mmrs-FOB
i got all this ringing in my head but none in my ears-FOB
our lawyers made us change the name of this song to we would not get sued-FOB
beautiful lie- 30 seconds to mars
tears dont fall- bullet for my valentine
this is how i dissapear- MCR
city is at war- cobra starship
almost home- the academy is
yep i got more songs to out on here but my fingers are burning.
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every thought about jumping of a bridge?
yes

have you ever tried to commit suicide?
yes

do you want someone that you cant have?
yes

who is it?
his name is kyle

are you single?
no

if your answer was no, are you happy?
sort of?

have you ever been treated for depression?
yes

do you cut yourself?
yes

why do you?
to drain my pain

if you could die would you?
yes

if your answer was yes, why?
beacuse i am going to die sometime in my life so life is realy pointless, people break your dreams and heart no one need to go through this *bunny* so why not just kill your self

do you have anger issues?
no

are you popular at school?
in my crowd but i will nevr be a cheerleader *bunny*.

do you have many close friends?
no

are you an outsider at school?
not like someone who dosent talk to like no one not even teachers i takl to people but just not everyone.

have you ever drank?
yes

smoked anything?
once

if your answer was yes to last two, would you do it again?
who knows

would you eve kill someone?
i dont know

are youa social buterfly?
hell no

have you or are you currently in a band?
yes and currently

do you like music?
yes!!!!!!!!!
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i dont like to get close to people at all and the reason why is because i know soon enough im going to have to let go. so i mean being the outsider works for me beacuse then you dont have a reason to get close to anybody.
i love kyle.i love kyle.i love kyle.i love kyle.ilove kyle
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i have moved to 11 different schools since i was 5.
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I havent cut my self since:march 21
I havent tried to kill myself since:march 22

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i have a question for anyone who reads this.

What do you do when the one who broke your heart is the only one who can fix it?
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