Sinabelle• Show poetry

I am Sinabelle. You may call me Sina.
I write poetry (duh). Recently my friend Shassidy (she has an account here too; go read her poems!) has introduced me to slam poetry. I'm not all that great at it, but it's bunches of fun-ness.
I have an account on fanfiction.net. The username is Sinabelle, just like here. Check it out?
I tend to be a bit shy, but I love people. Anyone is welcome to talk to me about anything, regardless of whether or not I know you.
I am 16 years old. I am bisexual.
I am finally learning to love life, and it feels so good.
I am an ex-cutter. I miss it all the time and I doubt that that feeling will ever go away.
I've made my mistakes, and I learned from them. I like to believe I'm a better person because of that.
I'm only so strong because I've been broken so many times before.
I have a crazy obsession with Kingdom Hearts.
I like...
...reading.
...wriiting.
...music (except rap, pop, and country).
...snow.
...walking in the rain.
...walking on the beach.
...the beach in general.
...laying under the stars.
Ummm... That's all.

92% of American teens today would die if Abercrombie & Fitch or Hollister said it wasn’t cool to breathe anymore. If you’re part of the 8% that would be laughing their butts off, put this in your profile.

Have you ever...
( ) Smoked a cigarette
( ) Drank so much you threw up
(X) Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
(x) Been in love
(X) Lied to a friend
(X) Been dumped
( ) Been arrested
( ) Gone on a blind date
( ) Skipped school
( ) Seen someone die
( ) Been to Canada
(X) Been to Florida
( ) Been to Mexico
(X) Been on a plane
(X) Been lost
(X) Been on the opposite side of the country
( ) Gone to Washington , DC
( ) Swam in the ocean
(X) Felt like dying....
(X) Cried yourself to sleep
( ) Played cops and robbers
( ) Recently colored with crayons
(X) Sang karaoke badly
(X) paid for a meal with only coins
(X) Done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(X) Made prank phone calls
( ) Laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
( ) Laughed until liquid came out of the other end
(X) Caught a snowflake on your tongue.
(X) Danced in the rain
(X) Written a letter to Santa Claus
( ) Been kissed under the mistletoe
(X) Watched the sun rise with someone you care about
(X) Blown bubbles
( ) Made a bonfire on the beach
( ) Crashed a party
(X) Gone roller-skating
(X) Ice-skating

You know you're getting better when...
*your memories make you smile instead of break into tears.
*someone else's pain hurts you more than your own.
*you can tell someone else life really DOES go on.
*one day you wake up and you don't have to remind yourself to breathe.
*you want to find a way to leave your grief in the past.
*you find you are actually enjoying living.
*you can come home and be content in an empty house.

I think I'm finally okay again...