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The name is Stephanie Jean Allen. Call me Stephanie, Allen, Stevey, whatever you please. I really don't care.


I'm 18 and I just graduated from Reuther Central.


I don't know what I want to do with my life, but that's okay because admitting this is the first step to sanity, oh wait...I think I'm confused.


But I do know that I enjoy helping others. It makes life so much better and easier to get thru.


I'm very intraverted. Meaning that I don't trust easily and rarely speak my true feelings. If you don't like it, I don't care!


I may not be happy with who I am, but I'm the only one to blame for this. Not you or anyone else can fix it. So, do yourself and everyone else a favor and cut the pitty act.


I have made mistakes, I do not regret any part of my life, all but one. Perhaps, *GOD* will forgive me for this mistake, but I haven't forgiven myself.


I live to read and write. I love poetry. It's my escape from life. It may not be good in your eyes or anyone elses but I don't care because it's what I feel and have expierenced.


I have few friends because I cut ties with all my friends due to the fact that I have trust issues. And none of my friends really seemed to understand who I am. Don't take it personally.


I'm not a bitch, I just tell it like it is. And I'm generally a nice happy person.


I AM NOT MEXICAN OR BLACK OR WHATEVER ELSE YOU PLAN ON ASKING! I'm Hawaiian, Chineese, Portguese, German, and French-Canadian. And I'm damn proud of it.


No I don't do the whole hula thing...so don't ask!


I am not obsessive compulsive (aka OCD) but I do like to have things my way...everything has to be a certain way. I can't help it.


I use hand sanitizer a little too much.


I am a grammar nazi. I correct everyone. Including teachers.


I hate odd numbers except for the numbers 3, 5, and 7.


I hate scuffing my boots/shoes...scuffs equals bad, really bad.


I don't wear jewlery ... except for my National Guard bracelet (I've only taken it off once...eep! Bad NCOS bad!! Making me take my USANG off! eep!) and the ocasional earings...mhmm.


I love, love, love working with kids...


Cartoons are awesome! Eighteen or not..they're awesome! Mhmm...


I am single, single, single, single! Bahaha...No boyfriend needed! They just cause trouble anyhow...


Yes, I believe in "god" or a god that is. So, please don't start preaching to me about how I need GOD in my life. I have different beliefs than most Christians, and if you can't accept that fact then you aren't a true Christian yourself.


God loves ugly! ♥


I love making new friends.


I blog way too much.


I'm an animal lover to the max. Especially hippos, monkies, penguins, pigs, cows, horses, and dogs.


I'll make you smile even if you don't like me. I can make just about anyone smile. You'd have to be a real jerk to no think I'm funny or at least a little stupid.


I love to jam it out.


I'm the type of person that will be completely serious one minute and flip out on your stupid ass for making a mistake and the next minute I'm spinning in circles.


Most people find me annoying because:

I correct people.

I completely phaze out into my own little world in the middle of a conversation.

I laugh for no reason.

I whine a lot!

I try and comfort everyone.

I am a know-it-all to the max.

I will bust out singing in the middle of class.

And so much more.


I am morbidly obese and oddly enough I think I'm somewhat beautiful.


I am probably the laziest person you will ever meet.


Yet the most active and random person you will ever meet.
I am who I am...deal with it!!!!


  • Last seen on Aug 27 12:10 PM. Member since January 12.
  • I'm a jade dragon poet for 241 comments.
  • My mood is , and quote is The only person that can change who you are is you. Not anyone else; therefor, the only person you should change for is yourself..
  • I am a 18 year old woman from Wisconsin (United States)
  • When I'm not writing, I'm a nanny for three children..
  • Visit my homepage at xsgtsgtx.deviantart.com
  • I am in the groups APs Next Top Poet, Another Place For Poets
  • I have 241 comments, 4 contests

Poems I'm focused on

  • A poem I wrote for my ex boyfried and never gave it to him. I still love and miss him.
    40 lines, 9 comments, January 13
  • The sound that drowns my screams Swallows me whole.
    21 lines, 3 comments, January 13
  • Mocked by all those surrounding Causing a retreat
    27 lines, 6 comments, January 13

My Poetry

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  • This one's for you Sarah. My best friend, love of my life, my shoulder to lean, and yadayada all that mushy good stuff.
    53 lines, July 3. In love
  • Slow your mind to freeze
    4 lines, June 25
  • Everything changes if you
    6 lines, 5 comments, June 18
  • I had this long heart to heart talk with my ex, and believe it or not he made some pretty good points. I do not trust myself; therefore, I can not trust others. I break off all connections when I begin t
    105 lines, June 18

My Stories

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  • I walked alone today. I was lonelier than ever before, and as I silently watched the funeral prescion of a local police officer I was ashamed. I've never felt so ashamed in my entire life. So, there I stood on the corner of W
    185 lines, 1 comment, January 28. In <600 words
  • Detectives stood over Ginney's bloodstained body. Pulling on a pair of rubber gloves a gray haired man stood with a leg on each side of her body. "Was there any identification found on the victim's body?" he asked looking b
    700 lines, 1 comment, January 28. In 600-2000 words
  • Chapter One1 / She didn't know what went wrong between the two of them. All she knew was that she couldn't love a man like him any more ... a man just like her asshole of a father. He had made
    587 lines, January 28. In <600 words

Visitor Book

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  • emotionXxXoverload : kool page. on March 23
    i really like your name
  • KillerRain : changed your name? on February 18
    Nice to know youyr not half empty any more. are you half full now. lol jk. glade that your better. sorry when it ends like all things do. hopfully it won't end for long when it does. KillerRain.
  • Skittle Girl on February 15
    Heylo, There is a story at the bottem of this bottle and I'm the pen, and I just want this story to end, so I guess for now that I will just pretend. mew if you dont like the story of life then burn it or stab it with a knife. why did I write this stuff taking up space on your page you might ask?, cus I ish bored
  • aArticfalcon : love it on February 4
    love it you
    And your Bi sexual freedom
    Would love to sit to just listen to you spaek
    Yur are beautiful I dont care what they say...Wow..What a wonderfull woman God has made....Love to meet you send me pics....whistlinghowls@hotmail.com or gmail me at: articfalcon7@gmail.com

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