Well hi… erm… what to write…
I’ve been writing for about 2 years, basically since I got out of a really bad relationship. When I was 18 I started dating this guy who really I should never have gone with, he was fairly awful, I guess you could even say abusive. I left after 2 years when he raped me resulting in a pregnancy and the subsequent birth of my son.
That whole chapter of my life messed me up a bit resulting in my having to receive counselling, I basically became terrified of everyone, refusing to leave the house convinced that I couldn’t trust anyone and that something awful would happen if I went anywhere.
I know, sounds stupid, there are people who have gone though far worse and survived. Anyway, while in counselling I was invited to a group session of abuse victims, they thought that meeting others in similar situations may help me, and it did. Not only did I find that I was not alone but hearing what some others had survived really inspired me to get my own life back in order.
I am now pregnant with my second child. I met my boyfriend at one of those group sessions, he is a survivor of quite awful child abuse from his parents and a sibling, he is also a member of this site though I have not yet looked to find his profile.
So there we are, the last few years (probably the most significant years) of my life condensed into 3 paragraphs lol.
I’ve been writing for about 2 years, basically since I got out of a really bad relationship. When I was 18 I started dating this guy who really I should never have gone with, he was fairly awful, I guess you could even say abusive. I left after 2 years when he raped me resulting in a pregnancy and the subsequent birth of my son.
That whole chapter of my life messed me up a bit resulting in my having to receive counselling, I basically became terrified of everyone, refusing to leave the house convinced that I couldn’t trust anyone and that something awful would happen if I went anywhere.
I know, sounds stupid, there are people who have gone though far worse and survived. Anyway, while in counselling I was invited to a group session of abuse victims, they thought that meeting others in similar situations may help me, and it did. Not only did I find that I was not alone but hearing what some others had survived really inspired me to get my own life back in order.
I am now pregnant with my second child. I met my boyfriend at one of those group sessions, he is a survivor of quite awful child abuse from his parents and a sibling, he is also a member of this site though I have not yet looked to find his profile.
So there we are, the last few years (probably the most significant years) of my life condensed into 3 paragraphs lol.
- Last seen on Dec 25 3:25 PM 2007. Member since September 11, 2006.
- I'm a amethyst understanding poet for 29 comments.
- I am a 22 year old girl (Great Britain)
- I am in the groups Cool Mommies, Poets Against Child Abuse, Rape Victims, emotional abuse victims
- I have 29 comments, 1 contest
My Poetry
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After 2 years of hell
I finally got away, -
I always choose the wrong men,
Never as they seem58 lines, 2 comments, September 12, 2006. In Personal -
“I love you and I’m sorry”
Words far over used,
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silver-moon-goddess on October 1, 2006sorry that you have been through such things. I have never expirianced hurt from relitives, but I have seen how that can affect a person from my boyfriend and his relationship with his family (esspessially his father, who is quite seriously the most sadistic evil ****** I have ever met)
abusive ex-boyfriends I know far more about...
I guess the world just has to test us at times, no matter how unfair that may seem -
xx unwanted teen xx on October 1, 2006Sorry to hear about that (your authors page). Thank for the poem comment. If you read my authors page you know my life has been very hurtful also. not just boyfriend or exboyfriends but relatives. take care and keep in touch.
xoxo, Stephanie anne -
suey-78 on September 13, 2006oh honey you seem so dam brave, iv been to hell an back as well but i think you may of been there a few more times then me and to come out the other end it just trully amazing, i give you credit and you give hope to all the other victims of abuse out there...
