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"eyes only show you so much, your heart leads others" - holly

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well one of the best people ive met on this site is tina marie, u kno im always here for u and ur always there for me no matter what, ur one of the few people in this world that actually understand me and u always try and cheer me up wen im upset. i honestly dont kno wat i wuld do if anythin ever happened to u, i feel like ive known u forever and u can message me anytime and u kno i always try to calm u down ur an amazing
person and anyone who says otherwise can go fuck themselves ur a great sis! i love u!

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Jessica you are one of the most amazing people i have ever met in my life. you are truely a big sister to me. i really think we're related i really dont know what i would do without you. i love you so much and you are such a strong beautiful girl. you've taught me its okay to make mistakes, it doesn't make me a bad person. you know nobody is perfect and you've come so far in life. you make me feel loved when i talk to you because i know at least there is one person who truely cares. i never wanna loose you sis. and i'm trying so hard to hang on. i've promised you that year. i intend on trying to keep that promise. thank you so much jess. words cannot describe how much i appreciate everything you've done for me. i love you big sister, forever

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3/18/92 - 3/8/07 rest in peace taylor, i never met u but u seemed like an amazing girl from all the pictures and stories ive read. u touched the lives of so many, i wish i could have been there to take away the gun, you will never be forgotten

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aJKiyF88KFM&feature=related

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my 2 favorite bands are linkin park and 3OH!3

but heres a list of other bands i love:
cash cash
every avenue
there for tomorrow
mayday parade
mercy mercedes
all time low
brokencyde
we the kings
hey monday
metro station
cobra starship
forever the sickest kids
tokio hotel
paramore
evanescence
stereo skyline
hit the lights
broadway calls
kill paradise
the ready set
V factory
owl city
escape the fate
dead by sunrise

and many more i just dont feel like writing them all! haha


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"A shot to kill the pain
A pill to drain the shame
A purge to stop the gain
A cut to break the vein
A smoke to ease the crave
A drink to win the game
An addiction's an addiction
Because it always hurts the same"

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I’m not a bitch . . . I just like being rude.
I'm not a sinner . . .I just cant do anything right.
I'm not depressed . . I'm just always sad.
I'm not crying . . .My eyes are just full of tears.
I’m not living . . .I just keep breathing.
I'm not a thief . . .I just take what I need.
I'm not a slut . . .I just embrace my sexuality.
I'm not stupid . . .I just don’t get it.
I’m not trying . . .I’ve already given up.
I'm not weird . . . I'm just different.
I'm not a rebel . . .I just don’t take orders.
I'm not worthless . . .I just don’t know my value.
I'm not a believer . . .I’ve already lost hope.
I'm not a fuck up . . .I just make mistakes.
I'm not beautiful . . .Its only skin deep.
I'm not emotional . . .I just have a lot of feelings.
I'm not a cutter . . .I just found a way to get rid of pain.
I'm not immature . . .I'm just growing up.
I'm not a quitter . . .I just stop and re-think.
I'm not laughing . . .I need to smile first.+.
I'm not impulsive . . .I just act before I think.
I'm not obsessed . . .I'm just in love.
I'm not perfect . . .I don’t want to be.
I'm not ignoring . . .I just choose not to listen.
I'm not a gossip . . .I have my own life.
I'm not pessimistic . . .I just don’t get my hopes up.
I'm not impatient . . .I just don’t like to wait.
I'm not happy . . .I do have sparks of joy.
I'm not tough . . .I just don’t take shit.
I'm not clingy . . .I just wanna be held.
I'm not opinionated . . .I just voice what I think.
I'm not questioning . . .I just have my doubts.
I'm not hiding . . .I just want to disappear.

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i'll draw you a picture,
but im gonna draw it with a twist,
im gonna draw it with a knife,
and i'll draw it on my wrist.

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Guest Book

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  • Fallen-Thumper on November 20
    shampooey hiii,

    hows choo?
    (im in school and bored senseless,miss you and i hope things with everyone are going well)
    iloveyou
  • Fallen-Thumper on November 18
    hii sweety

    iloveyou

    miss you
  • Xxcant runxX : silentlove<3 on November 13
    hey they blocked this thingy at my sschool so if i dont right back emediatly then yeah thats why but whats up
  • Fallen-Thumper on November 9
    &
    im just falling apart sweetie but nothing major, ill be ok in the end... i think :S

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