Shroomgremlin• Show poetry

Many new re-vamps coming to my page soon!I've written some killer songs in the time I've been away.Depression,anger,and fear are often my favorite tools used to paint a vivid picture in the readers mind.Lately,I've been quite full of all these things.Get ready,because when I start posting new shit again,it will blow you out of the water.Take care,and enjoy my already posted works. (If you're gonna read it,comment on it!I appreciate good feedback!)





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Some powerful lyrics that get to me...

"Godhead's Lament" by Opeth on the album Still Life



Marauder

Staining the soil midst of stillness

beloved fraternity to an end

red eyes probe the scene

all the same

stilted for the beholder

depravity from the core

handcarved death in stonelaiden aisles





I hide the scars from my past

yet the sense my mute dirge

this is when it all falls apart

white hands grasping for straws





Sly smile,poisoned glare behind

undisguised manmade nova

mute cry,don't dare to tread

searing beams tracking you down





Adoring what never has been

some will bring with them all they have seen





Searching my way to perplexion

the gleam of her eyes

in that moment she knew





Though I could not leave this place

on this imminent day

as I've reached the final dawn

to what's gone astray

What would they care if I did stay

no one would know

what would they care if I did stay

no one should know





Still brooding,soothing calm

that rigid,twisted face

blank godhead,tear my name

lost virtue,frantic lust





Searching my way to perplexion

in crumbling faith I saw her

bearing her pain in the wilderness

the gleam of her eyes

the moment she knew





"Moonshield" by In Flames on the album The Jester Race



Tired of dull ages,I walk the same ground

collecting the tragidies still

hollow ambition in a hollow mind

carried my cross to the hill





And how I lust for the dance and the fire

deep of the nectarine sunset to drink

spill me the wind,and it's fire

to steal of the colours-I'm the moonshield



Shattered hope became my guide

and greed and pain my friends

a brother pact in blood-ink penned

declared my silent end





And how I lust for the dance and the fire

deep of the nectarine sunset to drink

spill me the wind,and it's fire

to steal of the colours-I'm the moonshield





Naked and dying under worlds of silent stone

reaching for the moonshield that once upon us shone





"Socio" by Stone Sour on the album Come What(ever) May





I remember now,but I still have my doubts

I think it's gonna be today

everybody came,but it's just not the same

why did it have to be today?

now my chest is tight-no I am not all right

it doesn't have to be this way

why does it have to be this way?



I don't know what's wrong

it's like I'm too far gone

it doesn't matter,anyway

fear is in my heart-just when I stop,it starts

and I can never live this way



Freedom in a cage-no sun and too much rage

I don't know how much I can take

push it down inside,but it knows just where I hide

I know that "normal" is hard to fake

bleeding into life-it's like a thousand knives

are slowly turning me to this

why does it have to be like this?





I don't know what's wrong

it's like I'm too far gone

it doesn't matter,anyway

fear is in my heart-just when I stop,it starts

and I can never live this way





I lost again,today





I don't know what's wrong

it's like I'm too far gone

it doesn't matter,anyway

fear is in my heart-just when I stop,it starts

and I can never live this way

living with a curse,sometimes it's even worse

it slowly kills me everyday

something I despise,is gonna take my life

I guess I'll try again today\





"Cloud Connected" by In Flames on the album Reroute to Remain



People like you,you live in a dream world

you despise the outside and you fear the next one

it's in your dream,there's just one question

should I kill,or should I be left behind

sick and tired of all your complaints

this is the hour-we bring it down





I've come to realize

with every little glimpse,you fade

I was told that I could fly

when least expected,cloud connected



You seem to be,so introverted

how come we fail with all that is given

you crossed the line,you remember my name

time runs backwards as long as you're headed that way



I've come to realize

with every little glimpse,you fade

I was told that I could fly

when least expected,cloud connected



"In Mist She Was Standing" by Opeth on the album Orchid



Seven Milestones

Under a watching autumn eye

contorted trees are spreading forth

the message of the wind



With frozen hands I rode with the stars



With anger the wind blew

Giving wings to my stallion

clouds gathered across the moon

blazing,the white light



Passing the lake I know so well

I am near,yet so far away



Arrival...

I saw her standing in the darkness

awaiting me like the night

awaits the day

standing silent smiling at my presence

a black candle holds the only light



Darkness encloses

and the candle seem to expire

in her cold,cold hand

and as a forlorn soul



It will fade away



Touching her flesh in this night

my blood froze forever



Embraced before the dawn

a kiss brought total eclipse



And she spoke

once and forever

I am so cold

in mist enrobed the twilight

she was standing...





"Bleed Me An Ocean" by Acid Bath on the album Paegan Terrorism Tactics



Let the blackness roll on...



Mothers cool reptilian womb

ain't so cold tonight

my fingers trace the exit wounds

by graveyard light

there's bone dust in my throat and everything is dead

but it's alright

take it easy

you bleed so easy



Bleed me an ocean

Bleed me an ocean

tonight

by electric graveyard light

bleed me an ocean

let me rot beneath the sky

teach me how to die

bleed me an ocean

as the blossom eats the butterfly

can you feel the cold death that rides along your spine



Let the blackness roll on

You bleed so easy

let the blackness roll on



I was sexless in the clouds again

I was chasing the cold,cold wind

I've become bored flesh and bone again

the deepest alone

I was riding the turbulence

an ocean of Hades

it's all downhill from here on the outer nowhere



Let the blackness roll on

You bleed so easy

let the blackness roll on



I was stoned to the drone

of blackness that hums

I've become bored with flesh and bone again

the endless hum of the highway drone

I was riding the turbulence

an ocean of Hades

taste of dead sex on my tongue

on my tongue yeah



Let the blackness roll on

you bleed so easy

let the blackness roll on



Just like a rain drop

I was born,baby to fall

and scale these prison walls





It was over before you were born

sucked into the vacuum of this universal tomb

it was over before you were born

sucked into the vacuum of this universal tomb



An old blossom dies

like a young man breathes

the insects hum with their hunger and grieve

an icon of pale bone

static white dream

blind in the wilderness

everybody scream

I couldn't find my way out the door

we all died,woke up on the floor





I ride the painted whore

she gives good universal screams

I ride the painted whore

she gives good universal screams



"Zzyzx Rd." by Stone Sour on the album Come What(ever) May



I don't know how else to put this-it's taken me so long to do this

I'm falling asleep and I can't see straight

my muscles feel like a melee-body is curled in a u shape

I put on my best,but I'm still afraid

Propped up by lies and promises-saving my place as life forgets

maybe it's time I saw the world

I'm only here for awhile-but patience is not my style

and I'm so tired that I got to go



What am I supposed to hide now?What am I supposed to do?

did you really think I wouldn't see this through?

tell me I should stick around for you,tell me I could have it all

I'm still too tired to care and I gotta go



I get to go home in one week,but I'm leaving home in three weeks

they throw me a bone just to pick me dry

I'm following suit and directions-I crawl up inside for protection

I'm told what to do and I don't know why

I'm over existing in limbo-I'm over the myths and placebos

I don't really mind if I fade away...

I'm ready to live with my family-I'm ready to die in obscurity

cuz I'm so tired that I got to go



Where am I supposed to hide now?What am I supposed to do?

You still don't think I'm gonna see this through

Tell me I'm a part of history-tell me I could have it all

I'm still too tired to care and I gotta go



The 6 Minute Survey



1. Start Time: 5:12 PM

2. Name: Fred

3. Nickname: Shroomgremlin

4. Astrology sign: pisces

5. Gender: I'm a guy

7. Hair color: brown

8. Eye color: blue/gray/green (changes colors with mood)

10. Favorite color: Black

11. Glasses: nope

13. tattoos: 2 ('Fuck It All' is on my arm,and I have a shroom on my calf)

14. birthplace: Vero Beach,Florida

15. Single or taken: taken (finally lol)

16. Siblings names: My younger bro Nathan



******HAVE YOU EVER*****



17. Cut your own hair? yeah



18. Did something in the past month that you will regret? yes



19. Have you ever met someone you were not supposed to? yeah



20. Skipped school? yeah



22. Bungee jumped? no



24. Punched someone? Alot of someones



25. Cheated on someone? only once,and it was for revenge,and I still feel like shit for doing it.



26. Been arrested? no,those slow bastards can never catch me



27. Broken into someone's house? other than my own?not to my knowledge lol.I do drink alot now tho,so I'm not sure



30. Been rejected? yes



31. Been to a funeral? yes



32. Used a lighter?yeah who hasn't?



33. Been on stage? yeah i love to perform



*****FAVORITE*****



34. Season: Summer

35. Food: i love food cant pick just one

37. School subject(s): Science

38. Candy: chocolate

40. Breakfast cereal: Cocoa Puffs

41. Book(s): i read a lot hard to choose

42. Movie(s): Evil Dead Trilogy,any H.P. Lovecraft story.

43. Song(s): I love too much music to have enough room to list my favorite songs

44. Park: my driveway?

45. State: Alaska

46. Place: The Shower

47. Sport to watch on TV: none

50. Letter(s): What kind of survey is this?

51. Favorite fast food restaurant: wendy's

52. Disney Princess: How would I know?

53. TV station: fuse, Cartoon Network

54. Name for a son: Anything but Fred

55. Name for a daughter: I'm not good at choosing names



******DO YOU PREFER*****



56. Chocolate or Vanilla? chocolate

57. Alcoholic or non? Definently alcoholic

58. Long relationships or one night stands? long relationships most of the time,but sometimes it's all about the sex

59. Dogs or cats? i love both but I love dogs more

60. Scary movies or comedies? scary,of course

61. Short or long hair? long lol,considering I have long hair

62. croutons or bacon bits? Dogs don't know its not bacon.But I think I'm catching on



******FIRST THINGS THAT COME TO MIND******



64. Mexicans: Hey!They stole my T.V.!! lol,just kidding

65. School: What's that?

67. Cows: MOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

68. Canada: eh

69. Mouse: football

70. Hand: keyboard



*****THE PAST 3 DAYS, HAVE YOU*****



71. Talked on the phone? yeah

72. Watched a movie? yeah

73. Cried? yup.(not afraid to admit it)

74. Smoked? yup

75. Drank a glass of water? unfortunately

76. Done Drugs? hell yeah

77. Read a book or magazine? yeah

78. Watched TV? a lot of it

79. Looked in the mirror? yeah

80. Taken a shower? yeah

81. Taken a picture? yeah

82. Listened to music? I can't survive without music

83. Told someone you love them? hell yeah.my new woman is great!



84. end time: 5:21 PM





I stole this survey from someone's website.I don't remember who's.lol.Good survey,but it was more than 6 minutes long.More like 9.lol.



My AP family:

Madd Hatter (wife)-She won me in a card game lol.Great poet,great friend.Check out her shit.NOW!allpoetry.com/poets/Madd%20Hatter



Friday (sister)-A good friend and one of the best poets of this time.

allpoetry.com/poets/Friday