the day the child realizes all adults are imperfect, he becomes an adolescent; the day he forgives them he becomes an adult... the day the child forgives himself he becomes wise.
-Alden Nowlan
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So... let’s start out with my name ... my names Chloe , my closest friends call me Clo , but really you can call me what you choose . I was born on December 22 in the year 1992... I was born on a small island called Kauai where I am still currently living. I have one sibling a younger sister who goes by the name Jessica; she came into my life August 7, 2006. I enjoy all kinds of art, writing, photography, design ... and alot more... I enjoy reading. If I have to pick my favorite author it would have to be Julie Ann Peters .
A joy in my life is music , I enjoy listing to music anytime anywhere. My favorite genre would have to be rock , all kinds of it... I like night time. I like peaceful places to think and hangout, but I also like loud and crazy places... I can’t really think of any fears at the moment, the only one that pops in my head is rejection. Although I do take it well, it still tends to bother me weeks after... I’ve got to say during this short period of life I have been living. I have gone through alot... about 2 years ago I wasn’t who I am today. I was this whole different person who didn’t even care about one thing. And one day I realized I had to change... it was a very difficult process but I think I did well... I guess I could say I’m happy with who I turned out to be... so... my names Chloe, I’m here if you want to chat or just need advice... I’m here if you need a friend or a shoulder to cry on…
love me,
whoever i am
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DONT JUDGE-someone you don't know, get to know them first
DONT LIE-it takes away you trust, thats hard to regain
DONT CHEAT-on anything or anyone, dont cheat on life period
DONT STEAL-its just plainly not right, theres always another way
DONT HURT-anyone or anything, its called hurt because it hurts, trust me i know
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Favorite quotes:
-The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had.
-It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives.
-Giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they'll love you back! Don't expect love in return; just wait for it to grow in their heart but if it doesn't, be content it grew in yours. It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone, but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.
-Don't go for looks; they can deceive. Don't go for wealth; even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright. Find the one that makes your heart smile.
-May you have enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human, enough hope to make you happy.
-The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.
-Happiness lies for those who cry those who hurt, those who have searched, and those who have tried, for only they can appreciate the importance of people who have touched their lives.
-When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling. Live your life so that when you die, you're the one who is smiling and everyone around you is crying.
Quotes I made-
- If you get hurt again don’t bother calling me, oh who am i kidding... I’ll always be there for you
- Is this going to be another hopeful wish that won't come true?
- I hate that i cant know, i hate that no matter how much you tell me you love me, i just... cant believe you because i don’t want to lose you
- I will never really know how you really feel about me, because you never tell the truth
- I hate this feeling, this deep dark feeling like something’s going to go wrong
- I just want to know the truth, no matter how sad; how screwed up it will make me... i just want to know the truth... so please tell me
------GIRL FACTS:
---When a girl bumps into your arm while walking she wants you to hold her hand
---When she wants a hug she will just stand there
---When you break a girl’s heart, she still feels it when you run into each other 3 years later
---When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind.
---When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply.
---When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around.
---When a girl answers, "I'm fine,” after a few seconds, she is not at all fine.
---When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are so wonderful.
---When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever.
---When a girl says that she can't live without you, she has made up her mind that you are her future.
---When a girl says, "I miss you,” no one in this world can miss you more than that
---When a girl is mean to you after a breakup she wants you back, but she's scared she'll get hurt and knows you're gone forever
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She asked me if I liked her; I said 'no.' She asked me if she was pretty; I said, 'no.' She asked if she was in my heart; I said, 'no.' She asked me if I would cry if she walked away; I said, 'no.' So she walked away...I grabbed her arm and said, 'I don't like you, I love you. You're not pretty, you're beautiful. You're not in my heart, you are my heart. And I wouldn't cry if you left, I would die...I love you."
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HOMOPHOBIA IS WRONG
I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.
I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.
I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.
We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.
I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.
I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.
I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.
I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.
We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.
I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.
I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.
I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.
I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.
I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.
I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn’t have to always deal with society hating me.
I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.
I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.
*Repost this in your journal if you believe homophobia is wrong.*
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~I'm EMO, so I MUST cut my wrists.
I'm BLACK, so I MUST carry a gun.
I'm HISPANIC, so I MUST be dirty.
I'm ASIAN, so I MUST be smart.
I'm JEWISH, so I MUST be greedy.
I'm GAY, so I MUST have AIDS.
I'm a LESBIAN, so I MUST have a sex-tape.
I'm ARAB, so I MUST be a terrorist.
I SPEAK MY MIND, so I MUST be a bunny
I'm OVERWEIGHT, so I MUST have a problem with self control.
I'm RELIGIOUS, so I MUST shove my beliefs down your throat.
I'm an ATHEIST, so I MUST hate the world.
I DON'T HAVE A RELIGION, so I MUST not have morals.
I'm REPUBLICAN, so I MUST not care about poor people.
I'm DEMOCRAT, so I MUST not believe in being responsible.
I'm JAMICAN so I must smoke weed.
I am LIBERAL, so I MUST be gay.
I'm SOUTHERN, so I MUST be white trash.
I TAKE ANTI-DEPRESSANTS, so I MUST be crazy.
I'm a GUY, so I MUST only want to get into your pants.
I'm IRISH, so I MUST have a bad drinking problem.
I'm INDIAN, so I MUST own a convenient store.
I'm NATIVE AMERICAN, so I MUST dance around a fire screaming like a savage
I'm PREPPY, so I MUST shun those who don't wear Abercrombie & Hollister.
I'm a CHEERLEADER, so I MUST be a stuck up bunny.
I'm on a DANCE team, so I must be stupid, stuck up, and a bunny.
I wear skirts a lot, so I MUST be a bunny.
I'm a PUNK, so I MUST do drugs.
I'm YOUNG, so I MUST be naive.
I'm RICH, so I MUST be a conceited snob.
I WEAR BLACK, so I MUST be a goth.
I'm BLONDE, so I MUST be a stupid ditz.
I'm a WHITE GIRL, so I MUST be a nagging, steal-your-money kind of girlfriend.
I'm CUBAN, so I MUST spend my spare time rolling cigars.
I'm MEXICAN, so I MUST have hopped the border.
I'm NOT A VIRGIN, so I MUST be easy.
I FELL IN LOVE WITH A MARRIED MAN, so I MUST be a home-wrecking bunny.
I'm a TEENAGE MOM, so I MUST be an irresponsible bunny.
I'm POLISH, so I MUST wear my socks with my sandals.
I'm ITALIAN, so I must have a big peter.
I GOT A CAR FOR MY BIRTHDAY, so I MUST be a spoiled brat.
I'm PRETTY, so I MUST not be a virgin.
I HAVE STRAIGHT A'S, so I MUST have no social life
I DYE MY HAIR CRAZY COLORS, so I MUST be looking for attention.
I DRESS IN UNUSUAL WAYS so I MUST be looking for attention.
I'm INTO THEATER ART, so I MUST be a homosexual.
I'm a VEGETARIAN, so I MUST be a crazy political activist.
I HAVE A BUNCH OF GUY FRIENDS, so I MUST be bunny them all.
I HAVE A BUNCH OF GIRLS WHO ARE FRIENDS, so I MUST be gay.
I HAVE BIG BOOBS, so I MUST be a bunny.
I'm COLOMBIAN, so I MUST be a drug dealer.
I WEAR WHAT I WANT, so I MUST be a poser.
I'm RUSSIAN, so I MUST be cool.
I'm GERMAN, so I MUST be a Nazi.
I hang out with GAYS, so I MUST be GAY TOO
I'm BRAZILIAN, so I MUST have a BIG BUTT.
I'm PUERTO RICAN, so I MUST look good and be conceited.
I'm SALVADORIAN, so I MUST be in MS 13.
I'm POLISH, so I MUST be greedy.
I'm HAWAIIAN, so I MUST be lazy.
I'm a STONER, so I MUST be going in the wrong direction.
I'm a VIRGIN, so I MUST be a prude.
I'm a FEMALE GAMER, so I MUST be ugly or crazy.
I'm BLACK, so I MUST love watermelon and fried chicken.
I'm BI, so I MUST think every person I see is hot.
I'm ASIAN, so I MUST have a small penis.
I'm a GUY CHEERLEADER, so I MUST be gay.
I'm SKINNY, so I MUST be anorexic.
I'm PREP, so I MUST be rich.
I don't FLIRT WITH GUYS AT SCHOOL so I MUST be gay.
I don’t like the SUN so I MUST be albino.
I have a lot of FRIENDS, so I MUST love to drink and party.
I wear tight PANTS and I'm a guy, so I MUST be emo.
I wear BOY'S CLOTHES so I MUST be a lesbian.
I'm POSTING THIS so I MUST be a groupie.
~*Post this in your profile if you think stereotyping is just plain wrong*~
-Alden Nowlan
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So... let’s start out with my name ... my names Chloe , my closest friends call me Clo , but really you can call me what you choose . I was born on December 22 in the year 1992... I was born on a small island called Kauai where I am still currently living. I have one sibling a younger sister who goes by the name Jessica; she came into my life August 7, 2006. I enjoy all kinds of art, writing, photography, design ... and alot more... I enjoy reading. If I have to pick my favorite author it would have to be Julie Ann Peters .
A joy in my life is music , I enjoy listing to music anytime anywhere. My favorite genre would have to be rock , all kinds of it... I like night time. I like peaceful places to think and hangout, but I also like loud and crazy places... I can’t really think of any fears at the moment, the only one that pops in my head is rejection. Although I do take it well, it still tends to bother me weeks after... I’ve got to say during this short period of life I have been living. I have gone through alot... about 2 years ago I wasn’t who I am today. I was this whole different person who didn’t even care about one thing. And one day I realized I had to change... it was a very difficult process but I think I did well... I guess I could say I’m happy with who I turned out to be... so... my names Chloe, I’m here if you want to chat or just need advice... I’m here if you need a friend or a shoulder to cry on…
love me,
whoever i am
_________________________________________________________
DONT JUDGE-someone you don't know, get to know them first
DONT LIE-it takes away you trust, thats hard to regain
DONT CHEAT-on anything or anyone, dont cheat on life period
DONT STEAL-its just plainly not right, theres always another way
DONT HURT-anyone or anything, its called hurt because it hurts, trust me i know
_________________________________________________________
Favorite quotes:
-The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had.
-It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives.
-Giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they'll love you back! Don't expect love in return; just wait for it to grow in their heart but if it doesn't, be content it grew in yours. It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone, but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.
-Don't go for looks; they can deceive. Don't go for wealth; even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright. Find the one that makes your heart smile.
-May you have enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human, enough hope to make you happy.
-The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.
-Happiness lies for those who cry those who hurt, those who have searched, and those who have tried, for only they can appreciate the importance of people who have touched their lives.
-When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling. Live your life so that when you die, you're the one who is smiling and everyone around you is crying.
Quotes I made-
- If you get hurt again don’t bother calling me, oh who am i kidding... I’ll always be there for you
- Is this going to be another hopeful wish that won't come true?
- I hate that i cant know, i hate that no matter how much you tell me you love me, i just... cant believe you because i don’t want to lose you
- I will never really know how you really feel about me, because you never tell the truth
- I hate this feeling, this deep dark feeling like something’s going to go wrong
- I just want to know the truth, no matter how sad; how screwed up it will make me... i just want to know the truth... so please tell me
------GIRL FACTS:
---When a girl bumps into your arm while walking she wants you to hold her hand
---When she wants a hug she will just stand there
---When you break a girl’s heart, she still feels it when you run into each other 3 years later
---When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind.
---When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply.
---When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around.
---When a girl answers, "I'm fine,” after a few seconds, she is not at all fine.
---When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are so wonderful.
---When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever.
---When a girl says that she can't live without you, she has made up her mind that you are her future.
---When a girl says, "I miss you,” no one in this world can miss you more than that
---When a girl is mean to you after a breakup she wants you back, but she's scared she'll get hurt and knows you're gone forever
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She asked me if I liked her; I said 'no.' She asked me if she was pretty; I said, 'no.' She asked if she was in my heart; I said, 'no.' She asked me if I would cry if she walked away; I said, 'no.' So she walked away...I grabbed her arm and said, 'I don't like you, I love you. You're not pretty, you're beautiful. You're not in my heart, you are my heart. And I wouldn't cry if you left, I would die...I love you."
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HOMOPHOBIA IS WRONG
I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.
I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.
I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.
We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.
I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.
I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.
I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.
I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.
We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.
I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.
I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.
I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.
I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.
I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.
I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn’t have to always deal with society hating me.
I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.
I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.
*Repost this in your journal if you believe homophobia is wrong.*
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~I'm EMO, so I MUST cut my wrists.
I'm BLACK, so I MUST carry a gun.
I'm HISPANIC, so I MUST be dirty.
I'm ASIAN, so I MUST be smart.
I'm JEWISH, so I MUST be greedy.
I'm GAY, so I MUST have AIDS.
I'm a LESBIAN, so I MUST have a sex-tape.
I'm ARAB, so I MUST be a terrorist.
I SPEAK MY MIND, so I MUST be a bunny
I'm OVERWEIGHT, so I MUST have a problem with self control.
I'm RELIGIOUS, so I MUST shove my beliefs down your throat.
I'm an ATHEIST, so I MUST hate the world.
I DON'T HAVE A RELIGION, so I MUST not have morals.
I'm REPUBLICAN, so I MUST not care about poor people.
I'm DEMOCRAT, so I MUST not believe in being responsible.
I'm JAMICAN so I must smoke weed.
I am LIBERAL, so I MUST be gay.
I'm SOUTHERN, so I MUST be white trash.
I TAKE ANTI-DEPRESSANTS, so I MUST be crazy.
I'm a GUY, so I MUST only want to get into your pants.
I'm IRISH, so I MUST have a bad drinking problem.
I'm INDIAN, so I MUST own a convenient store.
I'm NATIVE AMERICAN, so I MUST dance around a fire screaming like a savage
I'm PREPPY, so I MUST shun those who don't wear Abercrombie & Hollister.
I'm a CHEERLEADER, so I MUST be a stuck up bunny.
I'm on a DANCE team, so I must be stupid, stuck up, and a bunny.
I wear skirts a lot, so I MUST be a bunny.
I'm a PUNK, so I MUST do drugs.
I'm YOUNG, so I MUST be naive.
I'm RICH, so I MUST be a conceited snob.
I WEAR BLACK, so I MUST be a goth.
I'm BLONDE, so I MUST be a stupid ditz.
I'm a WHITE GIRL, so I MUST be a nagging, steal-your-money kind of girlfriend.
I'm CUBAN, so I MUST spend my spare time rolling cigars.
I'm MEXICAN, so I MUST have hopped the border.
I'm NOT A VIRGIN, so I MUST be easy.
I FELL IN LOVE WITH A MARRIED MAN, so I MUST be a home-wrecking bunny.
I'm a TEENAGE MOM, so I MUST be an irresponsible bunny.
I'm POLISH, so I MUST wear my socks with my sandals.
I'm ITALIAN, so I must have a big peter.
I GOT A CAR FOR MY BIRTHDAY, so I MUST be a spoiled brat.
I'm PRETTY, so I MUST not be a virgin.
I HAVE STRAIGHT A'S, so I MUST have no social life
I DYE MY HAIR CRAZY COLORS, so I MUST be looking for attention.
I DRESS IN UNUSUAL WAYS so I MUST be looking for attention.
I'm INTO THEATER ART, so I MUST be a homosexual.
I'm a VEGETARIAN, so I MUST be a crazy political activist.
I HAVE A BUNCH OF GUY FRIENDS, so I MUST be bunny them all.
I HAVE A BUNCH OF GIRLS WHO ARE FRIENDS, so I MUST be gay.
I HAVE BIG BOOBS, so I MUST be a bunny.
I'm COLOMBIAN, so I MUST be a drug dealer.
I WEAR WHAT I WANT, so I MUST be a poser.
I'm RUSSIAN, so I MUST be cool.
I'm GERMAN, so I MUST be a Nazi.
I hang out with GAYS, so I MUST be GAY TOO
I'm BRAZILIAN, so I MUST have a BIG BUTT.
I'm PUERTO RICAN, so I MUST look good and be conceited.
I'm SALVADORIAN, so I MUST be in MS 13.
I'm POLISH, so I MUST be greedy.
I'm HAWAIIAN, so I MUST be lazy.
I'm a STONER, so I MUST be going in the wrong direction.
I'm a VIRGIN, so I MUST be a prude.
I'm a FEMALE GAMER, so I MUST be ugly or crazy.
I'm BLACK, so I MUST love watermelon and fried chicken.
I'm BI, so I MUST think every person I see is hot.
I'm ASIAN, so I MUST have a small penis.
I'm a GUY CHEERLEADER, so I MUST be gay.
I'm SKINNY, so I MUST be anorexic.
I'm PREP, so I MUST be rich.
I don't FLIRT WITH GUYS AT SCHOOL so I MUST be gay.
I don’t like the SUN so I MUST be albino.
I have a lot of FRIENDS, so I MUST love to drink and party.
I wear tight PANTS and I'm a guy, so I MUST be emo.
I wear BOY'S CLOTHES so I MUST be a lesbian.
I'm POSTING THIS so I MUST be a groupie.
~*Post this in your profile if you think stereotyping is just plain wrong*~
- Last seen on Jun 19 8:50 PM. Member since February 6, 2006.
- I'm a carnelian hope poet for 110 comments.
- My mood is , and quote is "theres a part of me that wants to say "i love you" & the other part wants to say "good-bye"".
- I am a 15 year old girl from Hawaii (United States)
- When I'm not writing, I'm hmm... let me think.


- I am in the groups A Shoulder To Cry On, Bis Lesbians Gays and Transgendered, Girl Interrupted, Music Rules My Life, Poets Against Child Abuse
- I have 110 comments, 1 contest, 2 addlines, 56 poems, 2 stories, 1 philosophy
Poems I'm focused on
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i love you
reminding myself
My Poetry
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there used to be this person someone i used to know44 lines, 1 comment, September 25, 2007
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there is not only things as words
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you asked me who i am / i told you / "to take a closer look / if you look at my eyes / you will see my youths innocence / if you look at my smile / you can see its parshly fake / if you look at my face / you
My Stories
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662 lines, June 28, 2006. In 600-2000 words
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180 lines, June 28, 2006. In <600 words
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Creatress on February 24, 2008I like how you call whores bunny's...its so cute
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Empty.On.The.Inside on October 30, 2006Heya, how have you been doing latley? I've been writing a bit more latly so will be on here a little bit more, ive not been around much! What a great bib sis eh?! LOL
Hope your good your peotrys great
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lillmissunshine on September 17, 2006hey chloe, sorry, i didn't see you posted on my page, but i just did so i decided to stop in and say hey back!!!
hope you are doing fine
ttyl
Kim
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-Charlotte- on June 26, 2006Nothings kicking, I'm getting ready to go home in two days. What's up with you? Do anything exciting lately?
