I'm weird at times and can often be caught writing! I love writing. I love vampire stuff! And dark stuff! It kinda seems like a lot of people don't take the time to get to know me. So if you just want read my poetry and that's it then fine but I'd like to make new friends! Cause most of my friends don't write that much. So they aren't on this site.
Designedtofade- U rule and you're the greatest friend ever
Sinfulreminiscence- I love you and miss you! I wish life was better for you! R.I.P. October 10, 2005
Xdemonicgracex- Great person!
xxcrimsonxkissesxx- awesome poet
Broken Romeo- cool person/poet
Black Death- Awesome poet too
DarkFable- Awesome poet!!!!
I know there are more! I love you all tho!
Now for some good writing in my opinion. It reminds me of myself but i did not write it.so here goes
~Sorrows Underneath~
I think of all my problems.
I think of all of my pain.
I think of all my sorrows,
Until I go insane.
I think of all the smiles I've worn,
Which hide sorrows underneath
No one seems to notice,
That I go through so much grief
My tears seem to keep flowing,
Inside my tired eyes
Each time I try to tell you
My words come out as lies.
These days I'm feeling distant,
Far away and weak,
My sadness pulls me further,
From the happiness I seek.
I've just begun to realize,
That my hopes and dreams are gone,
I'm walking down a dead-end road
Humming a tuneless song
I'm standing on a rooftop
Although I'm scared of heights
I'm watching the cars beneath me move
And some how this doesn't feel right
Now I think of what I'm doing
How I should find a way
To beat through my depression
Will I be able to someday?
Someone might be there
To help me make it through
Maybe they will listen
And tell me what to do
I'm seeing through the darkness
And I'm starting to trust a few
I think I'll try to make it
So I can be there for them too
~Zihanna Rahman~
So yeah wasn't that good?!?!? I think so.
Now for some good lyrics!
(my theme song I guess well I have a lot of those)
"The Way It Really Is"
I kept talking to myself
I had to get the words out of my head
So I did
You barely said a thing
You kind of heard me out and then you said
You said:
"You're crazy, why do you keep doing this?
Everything is fine."
Then I think, I'm crazy
I do this all the time
Until I start to think that nothing's even wrong
[Chorus]
Maybe I am
Hiding in my own confusion
Maybe we're just
A picture in my head
Maybe what if it could be
The way I wish it really was
Maybe I don't wanna see it
The way it really is
Sometimes your intentions
Are totally impossible to read
What does that mean?
Sometimes even I
Have no idea what I need
I wish I did.
I'm crazy
Why do I keep doing this?
Everything is fine.
Then you think I'm crazy
I do this all the time
Until I start to think
That something's really wrong
[Chorus]
Looking out my window
At the big blue sky
Lazy sun shining and so I run outside
To look for you
I look for you
And then it starts to rain
Maybe I am
Is that the way it really is?
Maybe we're just
A picture in my head
Maybe what if it could be
The way I wish it really was
Maybe I don't want to see it
The way it really is
[Chorus x2]
Maybe I don't want to see it
Maybe I don't want to see it
The way it really is
The way it really is
The way it really is
The way it really is
~Lisa Loeb
Jewel.... is brilliant... at least in my opinion I like this song..
*"I'm Sensitive"
*I was thinking that I might fly today
Just to disprove all the things you say
It doesn't take a talent to be mean
Your words can crush things that are unseen
So please be careful with me, I'm sensitive
And I'd like to stay that way.
You always tell me that is impossible
To be respected and be a girl
Why's it gotta be so complicated?
Why you gotta tell me if I'm hated?
So please be careful with me, I'm sensitive
And I'd like to stay that way.
I was thinking that it might do some good
If we robbed the cynics and took all their food
That way what they believe will have taken place
And we can give it to people who have some faith
So please be careful with me, I'm sensitive
And I'd like to stay that way.
I have this theory that if we're told we're bad
Then that's the only idea we'll ever have
But maybe if we are surrounded in beauty
Someday we will become what we see
'Cause anyone can start a conflict
it's harder yet to disregard it
I'd rather see the world from another angle
We are everyday angels
Be careful with me 'cause I'd like to stay that way
~Jewel~
And now for Evanescence:
Missing
Please please forgive me
But I won't be home again
Maybe someday you'll look up
And barely concious you'll say to no one
Isn't something missing?
You won't cry for my absense I know
You forgot me long ago
Am I that unimportant?
Am I so insinifficant?
Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?
*chorus*
Even though I'm the sacrifice
you won't try for me, not now
Though I die to know you love me
I'm all alone
Isn't someone missing me?
Please please forgive me
But I won't be home again
I know what you do to your self
Breathe deep and cry out
Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?
(chours)
Even though I'm the sacrifice
you won't try for me not now
Though I die to know you love me
I'm all alone
Isn't someone missing me?
And if I bleed, I'll bleed
Knowing you don't care
And if I sleep just to dream of you
I'll wake without you there
Isn't something missing
Isn't someone
Even though I'm the sacrifice
you won't try for me not now
Though I die to know you love me
I'm all alone
Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?
GOODNESS!!! YAY AMY LEE!!!! I love her! that's my favorite song by Evanescence right now! I love it!! It rocks!! If you guys think this sounds a little familiar it's probably cause my name used to be kittychickedo and you've already read this! lol! anyway i switched my username! kittychickedo was getting kinda old and seems dumb now that i think about it! lol! but yeah that's my announcement/statement.
And for all those hot guys out there go you!
Now I have to say this Amelia Atwater-Rhodes is a genious!! Well at writing anyway! Who ever hasn't read her books needs to! Much inspiration can be obtained by reading her books!!! I luv you all! You rock! Yeah that's all for now! ttfn!
Designedtofade- U rule and you're the greatest friend ever
Sinfulreminiscence- I love you and miss you! I wish life was better for you! R.I.P. October 10, 2005
Xdemonicgracex- Great person!
xxcrimsonxkissesxx- awesome poet
Broken Romeo- cool person/poet
Black Death- Awesome poet too
DarkFable- Awesome poet!!!!
I know there are more! I love you all tho!
Now for some good writing in my opinion. It reminds me of myself but i did not write it.so here goes
~Sorrows Underneath~
I think of all my problems.
I think of all of my pain.
I think of all my sorrows,
Until I go insane.
I think of all the smiles I've worn,
Which hide sorrows underneath
No one seems to notice,
That I go through so much grief
My tears seem to keep flowing,
Inside my tired eyes
Each time I try to tell you
My words come out as lies.
These days I'm feeling distant,
Far away and weak,
My sadness pulls me further,
From the happiness I seek.
I've just begun to realize,
That my hopes and dreams are gone,
I'm walking down a dead-end road
Humming a tuneless song
I'm standing on a rooftop
Although I'm scared of heights
I'm watching the cars beneath me move
And some how this doesn't feel right
Now I think of what I'm doing
How I should find a way
To beat through my depression
Will I be able to someday?
Someone might be there
To help me make it through
Maybe they will listen
And tell me what to do
I'm seeing through the darkness
And I'm starting to trust a few
I think I'll try to make it
So I can be there for them too
~Zihanna Rahman~
So yeah wasn't that good?!?!? I think so.
Now for some good lyrics!
(my theme song I guess well I have a lot of those)
"The Way It Really Is"
I kept talking to myself
I had to get the words out of my head
So I did
You barely said a thing
You kind of heard me out and then you said
You said:
"You're crazy, why do you keep doing this?
Everything is fine."
Then I think, I'm crazy
I do this all the time
Until I start to think that nothing's even wrong
[Chorus]
Maybe I am
Hiding in my own confusion
Maybe we're just
A picture in my head
Maybe what if it could be
The way I wish it really was
Maybe I don't wanna see it
The way it really is
Sometimes your intentions
Are totally impossible to read
What does that mean?
Sometimes even I
Have no idea what I need
I wish I did.
I'm crazy
Why do I keep doing this?
Everything is fine.
Then you think I'm crazy
I do this all the time
Until I start to think
That something's really wrong
[Chorus]
Looking out my window
At the big blue sky
Lazy sun shining and so I run outside
To look for you
I look for you
And then it starts to rain
Maybe I am
Is that the way it really is?
Maybe we're just
A picture in my head
Maybe what if it could be
The way I wish it really was
Maybe I don't want to see it
The way it really is
[Chorus x2]
Maybe I don't want to see it
Maybe I don't want to see it
The way it really is
The way it really is
The way it really is
The way it really is
~Lisa Loeb
Jewel.... is brilliant... at least in my opinion I like this song..
*"I'm Sensitive"
*I was thinking that I might fly today
Just to disprove all the things you say
It doesn't take a talent to be mean
Your words can crush things that are unseen
So please be careful with me, I'm sensitive
And I'd like to stay that way.
You always tell me that is impossible
To be respected and be a girl
Why's it gotta be so complicated?
Why you gotta tell me if I'm hated?
So please be careful with me, I'm sensitive
And I'd like to stay that way.
I was thinking that it might do some good
If we robbed the cynics and took all their food
That way what they believe will have taken place
And we can give it to people who have some faith
So please be careful with me, I'm sensitive
And I'd like to stay that way.
I have this theory that if we're told we're bad
Then that's the only idea we'll ever have
But maybe if we are surrounded in beauty
Someday we will become what we see
'Cause anyone can start a conflict
it's harder yet to disregard it
I'd rather see the world from another angle
We are everyday angels
Be careful with me 'cause I'd like to stay that way
~Jewel~
And now for Evanescence:
Missing
Please please forgive me
But I won't be home again
Maybe someday you'll look up
And barely concious you'll say to no one
Isn't something missing?
You won't cry for my absense I know
You forgot me long ago
Am I that unimportant?
Am I so insinifficant?
Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?
*chorus*
Even though I'm the sacrifice
you won't try for me, not now
Though I die to know you love me
I'm all alone
Isn't someone missing me?
Please please forgive me
But I won't be home again
I know what you do to your self
Breathe deep and cry out
Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?
(chours)
Even though I'm the sacrifice
you won't try for me not now
Though I die to know you love me
I'm all alone
Isn't someone missing me?
And if I bleed, I'll bleed
Knowing you don't care
And if I sleep just to dream of you
I'll wake without you there
Isn't something missing
Isn't someone
Even though I'm the sacrifice
you won't try for me not now
Though I die to know you love me
I'm all alone
Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?
GOODNESS!!! YAY AMY LEE!!!! I love her! that's my favorite song by Evanescence right now! I love it!! It rocks!! If you guys think this sounds a little familiar it's probably cause my name used to be kittychickedo and you've already read this! lol! anyway i switched my username! kittychickedo was getting kinda old and seems dumb now that i think about it! lol! but yeah that's my announcement/statement.
And for all those hot guys out there go you!
Now I have to say this Amelia Atwater-Rhodes is a genious!! Well at writing anyway! Who ever hasn't read her books needs to! Much inspiration can be obtained by reading her books!!! I luv you all! You rock! Yeah that's all for now! ttfn!
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She sits alone on a bench in the park breathing in the cold night air. Her breath is visible and she watches it slowly disappear into the rays of light above her. The only stre876 lines, 1 comment, November 22, 2004. In <200 lines, Crime
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His silhouette stood out underneath the streetlight. He was a handsome man with very defined features. He breathed in the cold night air thinking of all the hearts he had broke363 lines, 2 comments, October 21, 2004. In <200 lines, Crime
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"Erin........" I hear my name and rise from my bed. The door ahead is stained red. I open the door to look for who was calling me. Then I see Aubrey hanging from the ceiling he393 lines, 2 comments, October 20, 2004. In <200 lines, Other
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SouthernDownpour on August 17, 2008Wow that cool. Shattered reflections was one of my old names

i think theres something about that name and liking roses. i had them on my page at the time to x]
hehe. you rock!
and hiii
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Shadowess on November 6, 2006omg erin u have such a gift... i can hardly think of anything to write to u thats how speechless u've made me... i love almost everything u've written its pure genuis...
i feel honoured to have read any of them....
luv ya
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XPinKxRoSEsX on August 15, 2006I love your background
and i hope you don't mind, but I've added you to my favorites
God Bless
Becca
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xsuicidaldemonx on July 27, 2006Hello shatteredreflection, my name is Dante and I was wondering if you would be intrested in being in our group A Darkened City Of The Morbid Minded? It's home to dark poets and outcasts.
We'd really appreciate it if you join our home of dark souls.
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