Serenexscene• Show poetry

heyro pplz! i am veronica! you can call me veronicx serene. i am not ur ordinary self-loathing, darkened soul that i appear to be. i am more than just that, but i prefer to keep myself locked inside my fragile and broken body. i hate that ppl label themselves and people who label other people because they are "different". At least they have the guts to be not the same as everyone else. I HATE LABELS! i believe they are for cans not ppl! i would not label myself anything because i am just myself but i do have to say that i would fall into the emo/scene category! although i cannot hide how i am! it shows through my emotions and that is just how i am! people judge me all the time, and yes they point and stare too! i am use to it by now! and when i go home i immediately go into my room, my santuary, the one place i feel welcomed, safe, away from all those hurting ppl and souls out there. i try to make a habit of crying. it's good to get those out every now and then.  My parents try to get me to tell them what is wrong but i shouldn't have to. They're my thoughts and feelings so why should i share them to someone who wont understand.  That is how i got into poetry...

on a happier note...
here is my awesome music! woot woot

♥ SAOSIN! BEST BAND EVER!
*under0ATH
*circle takes the square
*the juliana theory
*brand new
*panic! at the disco
*alkaline trio
*blindside
*the academy is...
*from first to last
*mxpx
*dropkick murphys
*the offspring
*fallout boy
*hot action cop
*hot water music
*street dogs
*atreyu
*aiden
*rufio
*hopesfall
*amber pacific
*no use for a name
*boys night out
*plain white t's
*the unseen
*wilhelm scream
*underminded
*nural
*mae
*zao
*greeley estates
*strike anywhere
*pennywise
*flogging molly
*hawthorne heights
*millencolin
*the bled
*bleeding through
*halifax
*armor for sleep
*motion city soundtrack
*bleed the dream
*death by stereo
*silverstein
*gatsbys american dream
*my american heart
*cue the doves
*the beautiful mistake
*roses are red
*youth group
*go betty go
*left alone
*afi
*my chemical romance
*the used
*strung out
*the matches
*matchbook romance
*hidden in plain view
*name taken
*secret machines
*tsunami bombs
*the phenomenauts
*him
*cky
*led zepplin
*chevelle
*velvet revolver
*less than jake
*gingerjake
*janes addiction
*the transplants
*avenged sevenfold
*shadowsfall
*SENSES FAIL
*lamb of god
*relient k
*bloodsimple
*mudvayne
*americanheadcharge
*killswitch engage
*metallica
*story of the year
*taking back sunday
*all american rejects
*greenday
*yellowcard
*anti-flag
*the fall of troy
*epoxies
*bloodhound gang
*blackflood diesel
*no fault
*many more if i mist ne IMPORTANT ONES THAT U JUST CANNOT LIVE WITHOUT LET ME KNO

i am a music fiend! i would not be able to live without it! i spazz without having batteries for my crappy cd player b/c i cannot survive one second without listening to my music!  i would define my taste as EMO/SCREAMO/HARDCORE/POST-HARDCORE/ all that good kind!

stay hXc

¢¾ serenexscene

here is my info;
aol-vLUVZsheckler
yahoo-spankyzsk8ergrl@yahoo.com
msn-lonelysk8ergrl@hotmail.com
myspace.com/xdontxcryx

so feel free to add me peeps! muah cos ya kno i am juss that hardcore

i am in a band called "chaos theory" i play the drums, i chose that instrument b/c i have dumb hand/muscle spasms.  It works out in the end tho.


NOTE TO SELF- FROM FIRST TO LAST

Two roads split off from here,
and my life goes running in opposite directions.
Exaggerating the barrier between who I am,
and who I want to be.

I wanted to be the breath of fresh air,
When everything smelled so insincere.
But this taste still lingers in my mouth,
Deceit has ways of sticking around.
And I'm ready to disappear,
Vacation seems far... seems far from here.

Note to self:
I miss you terribly.
This is what
we call a tragedy.
Come back to me,
Come back to me,
To me.
(repeat)

I can feel my mind,
wandering again.
Into where I dont know,
and will I ever get home?
Time starts moving,
faster than I can.
And I'm sick of this scene,
I need to break the routine.
(repeat)

Two roads...
Split off from here,
and my life goes running in opposite directions.
Exaggerating the barrier between who I am,
and who I want to....

Which part of me is lost?
I feel so close,
and yet I am so far.
Which part of me is lost?
I feel so close,
and yet I am so far.


TRANSLATING THE NAME-SAOSIN ♥
Oh, start send me grieves and before breathing
(I have your voice on tape in a southern accent screaming at me)
I was only one and we weren't prepared for one before dreaming
(I have your voice on tape in a southern accent screaming at me)

Know things look lovely to you
Holding back, now and forever
Sweetheart, know things look lovely
Hoping for midnight and I deny
You were walking so peculiar like (Still so deadly)
You were lost in somebody else
You were walking so peculiar like (Still so deadly)
You were lost in somebody else

Sweet penance for a sound
It might explode in our hands

I'm falling in a brown pigmentation of
Where the element guards cut short, turned in, and stopped
I've been watching rose give in and
I wish that I could taper away so
I've been watching rose give in to it
Severing the ties between mother and son
I've been watching rose give in to it
Severing the ties between mother and son

Know things look lovely to you
Holding back, now and forever
Sweetheart, know things look lovely
Hoping for midnight and I deny
You were walking so peculiar like (Still so deadly)
You were lost in somebody else
You were walking so peculiar like (Still so deadly)
You were lost in somebody else

Sweet penance for a sound
It might explode in our hands
It might explode
Sweet penance for a sound
It might explode in our hands
It might explode

Oh, I once saw many place the end
I promised the world and a dozen roses
Oh, I once saw many place the end
I promised the world and a dozen roses



*BOLD*I PROMISED THE WORLD AND A DOZEN ROSES!!!!!!!!!!*BOLD*