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Haven't you ever noticed that of all the people to sabotage your life, you yourself are the worst?

I realized, I'm a poet. like actually.
Thanks michael for pointing that one out.
(like actually srs. xD)

Please, if you read my poetry, leave a comment. I'm always looking for ways to improve, so critique if you will.

People worth a mention:
Chris (aka Ascry). Hes been my best friend since year 5, like a brother to me. wouldnt have him any other way.
Liz (aka God is a woman). what can say? i'd die for her, shes my best friend in the whole wide world.
Tal (aka evil-incarnate) whilst new, i really like her! its unexpected, but man shes alright.
Simone (aka S-i-m-o-n-e) how long have i known her? well, shes the best.
Michael (aka imonlyatraveler) i love you like soup. one day, we'll be grown up and famous with kids and a nice house. promise.
Corey (aka anon-moot) love you. But you really need to update your page my dear. More poems, if you please.
Erika (aka DeathOfSeducers) Actually my sister. I can't believe it, but shes on here and shes not bad. Up her reads man!
Carrisa (aka chrissy-princess) closest real-girl friend. love her to pieces, we has the same birthday!!!
Kieran (aka killergorilla) yeah, we ARE friends.
WORDS THAT INSPIRE ME

Otep - Nein

My pain, my pride
these scars are mine
my pain, my pride
these scars are mine

i will tell you a story,
that's never been told
i will tell you a secret,
5 lifetimes old ...

my life has been a prison,
a labyrinth built beneath the mountain of tragedy.
i'm a stain on the cloth.
i'm just an after-thought.
but i
would die
for this ....

but through the veins of decay
i'll remain to betray
to live like caesar.
to die like jesus.
to build my own religion,
no gods, no laws
to celebrate pain
forsaken & ashamed
to watch them all,
crawl beneath us ...

on this bed of nails & regret
dying of fevers, betrayal, & sweat
i cry ...

my organs are rotting,
my enemies are plotting ...
i am made of pages
paragraphs & inspirations
paper girl, burn the world,
i pass the flame to you!!

murder
mayhem
hurt her
hate him
murder
mayhem
hurt her
hate him

murder mayhem
hurt her hate him

murder
mayhem
fuck her
slay them!!


my pain, my pride
these scars are mine
my pain .....

my misery has been formulated
into an equation of nein
my sanity wrote
a suicide note
but one of us is illiterate
and the other ... is blind

my 1st act of treason
was picking up a pen
my 1st act of love
was finding myself again
the hardest thing to do
was standing up to you
now i'm off my knees
now you're begging me "please"
i'm the wound & the weapon
the fracture & the fist


my organs are rotting,
my enemies are plotting ...
i am made of pages
paragraphs & inspirations
paper girl, burn the world,
i pass the flame to you!!

murder
mayhem
hurt her
hate him
murder
mayhem
hurt her
hate him

murder mayhem
hurt her hate him

murder
mayhem
fuck her
slay them!!

that stabbing in your heart,
that black hole in your soul,
slowly ripping you apart .... that's me!!!
that's me!!!

so let it be written,
so let it be done!
the brighter they shine,
the darker we become!!

vae victus!
abomination!

Korn - Faget


HIM!

Here I am different in this normal world
Why did you tease me? Made me feel absurd
Fucking stereotypes feeding their heads
I am ugly. Please just go away

HIM!
I can see it's hard to find
This blessing in disguise
HIM!
Why do you treat me this way?
Made the hate stay (Made the hurt stay)

I sound like I can never seem to escape
all the laughing, all the pain
If you were me, what would you do?
Nothing, probaly. You'd just throw me away

Faget!

I'm just a pretty boy, whatever you call it
You wouldn't know a real man if you saw it
It keeps going on day after day, son
you fake, if we don't want none
I'm sick and tired of people treating me this way everyday
Who gives a fuck?!
Right now I got something to say to all the people that think
I'm strange and I should be out here locked up in a cage
You don't know what the hell is up now anyway
You got this pretty-boy feeling
like I'm enslaved to a world that never
appreciated shit
YOU CAN SUCK MY DICK AND FUCKING LIKE IT!!!

He had my gun but he had a body mighty, anysay
He had my gun but he had a body mighty, anyway
He had my gun but he had a body mighty, not going to say
he had my gun but he had a body mighty, anyway
He had my gun but he had a body mighty, anysay
He had my gun but he had a body mighty, not going away
He had my gun but he had a body mighty, not going to say
He had my gun but he had a body mighty, anyway

I'm just a pretty boy, I'm not supposed to fuck a girl
I'm just a pretty boy, living in this fucked up world

All my life, who am I?

I'm just a faget!
Faget!
I'm a faget!
Faget!
I'm not a faget
What am I?
Faget!
You mother fucking queers!

Parkway Drive - Carrion

Carrion
In a moment I’m lost
Taken from the inside
Her eyes take me away
Tear me apart from the inside out
Did I speak in volumes?
But a mass refuse to move
Could this ever be the last time?
The final time that we take this road
Give me the strength to return
Return the breath you’ve stolen
Give me the means to resist
Resist
Her heart I’ve broken again
Reflections built up on sorrow
We’re walking the darkest road
And it just got lit with regret
In a moment I’ve lost
Taken from the inside
Her eyes take me away
Tear me apart from the inside out
Oh
From the inside out
The inside out
We’ve been running blind
Now we’re falling through the cracks
We’re left running
We are running blind
Now we’re falling
Falling through the cracks
Into the world of the dead
Her shutting eyes
Her shutting eyes
They’re shutting eyes want your return
Back to the world of the dead
In a moment I’ve lost
Taken from the inside
Her eyes take me away
Tear me apart from the inside out
My love I left
My heart I left
With my promise to return
A promise to return