Scarred by the River• Show poetry

Hello, my name is Jessica, and I am sixteen years old. I love to write, especially poetry. I know my poems aren't great but many people enjoy them. So with the proper practice, I think I'll be a great writer. That is my ambition....to become a writer. I am a very deep person, I like to look down deep in to things to get the inner most feel of it. I don't write things like you would find in Dr. Seuss, not that I don't love Dr, Seuss, just because I'm sixteen people think I could not possibly have that deep of feelings, nor look at the world the way I do, so I do prove them wrong through my poetry. My poems are about,life, death, sorrow, pain, love, misery, and the world through my eyes...I have this saying, that has gotten me through some things,'After the first death, there is no other'...and also, I am a very goodhearted person, and some of the people on here are very mean, I don't know why, but that's just not healthy...lol.I go to Tate High school. I'm a Junior. I have had to deal with hurt that I didn't even know existed!!...if you want to know more message me!=)

ABOUT ME!
*Basic info*
Name*Jessica*
age*16*
Grade*10th*
School*Tate High School*
Birthday*October 1st*

*Apperence*
Hair*Brown*
Eyes*brown/hazel*
Height*5.7*
Best feature

*RANDOM*
*My favorite food is chicken*
*My favorite color is black*
*My favorite movie is STAND BY ME*
*My favorite actor is the late RIVER PHOENIX*
*My favorite show is the WONDER YEARS*
*My favorite book is the OUTSIDERS*
*My favorite poem is IF*
*My favorite shoes are BLACK HIGHTOP CONVERSE*
*My Favorite quote is,YOU WANNA BE THE LONE RANGER OR THE CISCO KID?*
*My favorite song is FAITHFULLY BY JOURNEY*
*My favorite beverage is MOUNTAIN DEW*

*FUN FACTS*
*I LIKE TAKING PICTURES*
*I LOVE MY BABY*
*MY BEST FRIEND IS ABIE*
*MY DOG'S NAME IS SADIE*
*I LIKE TO FISH*
*I LIKE TO BOWL*
*I LIKE TO BE WITH MY FRIENDS*
*LOVE TO GO TO THE MOVIES*
*I'M VERY SENSITIVE*
*I LOVE TO HAVE FUN*
*I LIKE TO WRITE, I'M IN THE MIDDLE OF A NOVEL NOW*
*I'M VERY CONTENT*
*I'M INDEPENDENT*
*I TRY TO TREAT OTHERS THE WAY I WANT TO BE TREATED*



IF YOU WANT TO KNOW MORE JUST ASK!=)
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Jesus, I believe you are the Son of God.
I confess that I am a sinner in need of Your Forgiveness.
I believe you shed Your blood and died on the cross to pay for my sins.
I ask You to forgive me and wash away my sins with Your blood.
I choose to turn back on my sinful way and renounce the works of darkness.
I choose to follow Your ways, the rest of my life.
Come into my life, fill me with Your Spirit and be my Lord. In Jesus' name, AMEN.
- ( SALVATION PRAYER )

For God So Loved The World
That he Gave his ONE AND ONLY SON
THAT Whoever Believes In Him
Shall not Perish But have
Eternal LIFE!!!
John 3:16

Even though you can't see God, He is there...
if you believe in God, put this in your profile.


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*.♥.*.♥~A true friend can see the suffering in your eyes,
while everyone else can just see the smile on your face~♥~

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There is this boy...I would tell you about him but then
you would fall in love with him too..

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~*Post this in your profile if you think stereotyping is just plain wrong*~

I'm EMO, so I MUST cut my wrists.
I SPEAK MY MIND, so I MUST be a bitch
I'm an ATHEIST, so I MUST hate the world.
I DON'T HAVE A RELIGION, so I MUST not have morals.
I'm DEMOCRAT, so I MUST not believe in being responsible.
I'm SOUTHERN, so I MUST be white trash.
I TAKE ANTI-DEPRESSANTS, so I MUST be crazy.
I'm a PUNK, so I MUST do drugs.
I'm YOUNG, so I MUST be naive.
I WEAR BLACK, so I MUST be a goth.
I'm a WHITE GIRL, so I MUST be a nagging, steal-your-money kind of girlfriend.
I'm PRETTY, so I MUST not be a virgin.
I HAVE STRAIGHT A'S, so I MUST have no social life
I DYE MY HAIR CRAZY COLORS, so I MUST be looking for attention.
I DRESS IN UNUSUAL WAYS so I MUST be looking for attention.
I'm INTO THEATER ART, so I MUST be a homosexual.
I HAVE A BUNCH OF GUY FRIENDS, so I MUST be fuck them all.
I HAVE A BUNCH OF GIRLS WHO ARE FRIENDS, so I MUST be gay.
I HAVE BIG BOOBS, so I MUST be a slut.
I WEAR WHAT I WANT, so I MUST be a poser.
I hang out with GAYS, so I MUST be GAY TOO
I'm a VIRGIN, so I MUST be a prude.
I'm SKINNY, so I MUST be anorexic.
I don't FLIRT WITH GUYS AT SCHOOL so I MUST be gay.
I dont like the SUN so I MUST be albino.
I have a lot of FRIENDS, so I MUST love to drink and party.
I wear BOY'S CLOTHES so I MUST be a lesbian or a dyke.
I'm POSTING THIS so I MUST be a groupie.

~*Post this in your profile if you think stereotyping is just plain wrong*~

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Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot.....
who calls you back, even though you just hung up on him...
who thinks you are perfect even though he knows the worst things about you...
who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.
Wait for the boy who kisses your forehead...
who wants to show you off to the world when you are in a t-shirt and sweatpants...
who holds your hand in front of his friends...
who thinks you're cute when you've just woken up ...
one who is constantly reminding you of how much he loves you
one who reminds you how lucky he is to have you...
The one who turns to his friends and says "That's her! That My Girlfriend!"
***************-And then you've found the perfect boi

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Place an X by all the things you've done,
or remove the X from the ones you have not,
and send it to all of your friends (including me).
This is for your entire life!
() Smoked a cigarette
() Drank so much you threw up
(x) Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
() Been arrested
(x) Gone on a blind date
(x) Skipped school
() Seen someone die
() Been to Canada
(x) Been to Florida
() Been to Mexico
() Been on a plane
(x) Been lost
() Been on the opposite side of the country
() Gone to Washington , DC
(x) Swam in the ocean
(x) Felt like dying....
(x) Cried yourself to sleep
(x) Played cops and robbers
(x) Recently colored with crayons
(x) Sang karaoke badly
(x) paid for a meal with only coins
(x) Done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(x) Made prank phone calls
(x) Laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
() Laughed until liquid came out of the other end
() Caught a snowflake on your tongue.
(x) Danced in the rain
(x) Written a letter to Santa Claus
() Been kissed under the mistletoe
(x) Watched the sun rise with someone you care about
(x) Blown bubbles
() Made a bonfire on the beach
() Crashed a party
(x) Gone roller-skating
() Ice-skating
() started a mosh pit
() own a knife
() ran away for more then a day
() get in a fight and lost
(x) get in a fight a won
(x) get dumped
() get smaked then dumped
() smack some one then dump em
() go to court
() go to jail
() get picked up by the cops
() tell a cop to :go to hell, go fuck him /her self ect...
() own a gun
(x) love some one
(x) hate some one
(x) love and hate some one ..what?
(x) think some one loves you
(x) think some ones hates you
() is gay
() is lez
() is bi
() is gay but no ones knows
() is lez but know one knows
() is bi but know one knows
(x) isint any of them
() has a fagot parent
(Long time ago) is beat by mom or dad
(x) works out
() has a tattue
() is goth
() is emo
(x) is something
() is an alien
(x) is "idk"
() is a freak
() has ever been in boot camp
() ever been to juvy
(x) loves life
(x) hates life
() whants to die
(x) whants to live
() whants to die but not kill them self
() whants to kill them self
(x) has ever cut
() likes to cut
() loves to cut
() fuckin loves to cut
(x) thinks cutting is wrong
() thinks cutting helps
(x) is a drama king/queen
(x) dosnt care what pepole think
() cares what pepol think
(x) has more then 1 friend
(x) has a best friend
() is a goody goody
(x) is a bad ass
(x) has gone out with a someone for over a month
(x) beleves in one gf one bf relation ships
(x) has some one to talk to
() think your smart
(x) think your dumb
(x) thing ur cool
(x) thik your lame
() liked this thingy?
(x) disliked this thingy
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95% of the kids out there are concerned with being popular and fitting in.
If you're part of the five percent who aren't, copy this, put it in your profile.

80% of Americans say "I LOVE YOU".
20% actually mean it.
If you honestly are in the 20%,
paste this into your profile.

92% of teens have moved onto rap.
If you are part of the 8% that still listen to real music
then put this on your Profile.

92% of teens today would die if Abercrombie & Fitch said
"it isn't cool to breathe anymore"
If you're part of the 8% that would be
laughing their butts off,
put this in your profile

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Put this on your page if your against abuse of any kind or have been abused

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*****WHAT YOU MAY THINK OF ME IS WRONG***********************
************WHAT YOU DON'T THINK OF ME IS RIGHT**************
***BUT THE MOMENT YOU START THINKING ABOUT*******************
WHAT IT IS THAT YOU SHOULD AND SHOULDN'T BE THINKING ABOUT ME
IT BECOMES WRONG*********************************************

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**Stereotypes**
I'm not an Emo,
I'm not a Nerd,
I'm not a skank.
I'm not a Jock,
I'm not a Punk,
I'm not a Loser,
I'm not a Goth,
I'm not a Geek,
I'm not a Rocker,
I'm not a Gangster,
I'm not a Prep,
I'm not a Dumb Blond,
I'm not a Whore,
I'm not a Stereotype,
So STOP calling me ONE!!
(did i get all of them?)

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♥__♥___♥__♥ Put this
♥___♥_♥___♥ heart
_♥___♥___♥_ on your
__♥_____♥__ page if
___♥___♥___ you love
____♥_♥____ someone
_____♥_____ very much



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Put this on your page if your in love

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To every girl...


To every girl that is SCARED to put her heart out there again, because she has been HURT too many times.
To every girl that dresses cute, not skanky.
To every girl who wants to be called beautiful, not hot.
To every girl that will spend her whole day looking for the perfect present for you.
To every girl that would die to have a decent boyfriend.
To every girl who would just once like to be treated like a princess.
To every girl that just wants to hold hands.
To every girl that kisses him with meaning.
TO EVERY GIRL WHO JUST WISHES HE CARED MORE.
To every girl who just once, wants a guy to give their jacket up when she is cold.
To every girl who just wants him to call.
To every girl who lies awake at night thinking about him.
To every girl that just wants to cuddle.
TO EVERY GIRL WHO SHOWS HOW MUCH SHE CARES BUT GETS NOTHING BACK.
To every girl that ever thought "Maybe this one could be the one."
To every girl that laughs at stupid stuff when she actually doesn't think it is funny.
To every girl who is just looking for that one and only and is having a rough time along the way.
To every girl that doesn't want a guy who just plays with her emotions but actually cares about how she feels.
TO EVERY GIRL WHO WANTS WORDS BACKED UP WITH ACTIONS.
TO EVERY girl that FELL for ALL the LIES ONLY TO FIND THEMSELVES ALONE in the END.
To every girl that gave her heart away to have it shoved back in her face.
To every girl that has faith that "tomorrow will be a better day." And it will be.

-If you are a nice girl repost this as: "To every girl."
-If you are a guy that truly thinks every girl should try to think about even a few of these things repost it as "I am looking for this girl" or if u have this girl repost this as “I have this girl"


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To every guy...


To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait"
To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful."
To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her.
To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick.
To every guy who has given her flowers just because.
To every guy that said he would die for her.
To every guy that really would.
To every guy that took time to do what she wanted to do.
To every guy that she cried in front of.
To every guy that holds hands with her.
To every guy that kisses her with meaning.
To every guy that hugs her when she's sad.
To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all.
To every guy who would give their jacket up for her.
To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe.
To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes.
To every guy that would give his seat up.
To every guy that just wants to cuddle.
To every guy that reassured her that she was beautiful no matter what.
To every guy who told his secrets to her.
To every guy that tried to show how much he cared through every word and every breath.
To every guy that thought maybe this could be the one.
To every guy that believed in her dreams.
To every guy that would have done anything so she could achieve them.
To every guy that never laughed at her when she told him her dreams.
To every guy that walked her to her car.
To every guy that gave his heart.
To every guy who prays that she is happy even if you are not with her.

...This one bulletin is for you...

Not many girls appreciate nice guys anymore...
And because of this, there are not many left out there...

I guarantee 90% of the men on your page will not repost this cuz they care more about their image

If you are a nice guy repost this with "We're a Dying Breed "

If you are a girl that thinks every guy should treat a girl this way
repost this with: "To Every Guy...

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Girl and guy were speeding, on a motorcycle, over 90 mph on the road...
Girl: Slow down. I’m scared.
Guy: No, this is fun.
Girl: No, it’s not. Please, it’s too scary!
Guy: Then tell me you love me.
Girl: Fine, I love you. Slow down!
Guy: Now give me a BIG hug.
*Girl hugs him*
Guy: Can you take my helmet off & put it on yourself? It’s bugging me.

(In the paper the next day) A motorcycle crashed into a building because of break failure. Two people were on it, but only one survived. The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his breaks broke, but he didn’t want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him & felt her hug one last time, then had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it meant that he would die.

If you would ever do this for someone....then post this on your page A.S.A.P!!!


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*To every one that would cancel plans to be with you
*To everyone that would tell you the truth no matter how bad it was
*To every one that loves you enough to say it
*To every one that ever needed a shoulder to cry on
*To evry one that wants to have someone there for them
*To every one that laughs with you for no apparent reason
*To evey one that would walk ten miles to see you
*To every one that would stay up all night praying for you if your hurting
*To every one that thinks about you everyday
*To every one that misses you when your gone
*To every one that is a best friend to some body