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Savemysoul

my name is jordan.
i'm 14 years old.
i'm lost.
i'm afraid.
and i'm trying.


that's all that really matters.







My Poetry

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  • work, please work.
    i want something to work. my dad says pills will, but he also said that it could take months. i need something now. my life is practically over, and i'm only 14. i don't know what to do, i just can't make it through the day anymore. everything's so hard, nothing's okay, and i'm falling apart. i'm pushing my friends a
    November 21, 100 words. → 2 comments, Add one?
  • i suppose.
    i go outside, i listen to my ipod, and i scream. i scream all the time because i can't cry. the one thing i need to do is cry, someone dies, i still can't cry, someone yells, i still can't cry, someone tells me they miss me, i still can't cry, someone shows me how much they don't care, i still can't cry, i cut, and
    November 12, 100 words. → 1 comment, Add one?
  • down, down, down.
    for some reason, some very odd reason, i just can't seem to overcome the call of the blade. it's so loud, and everywhere i go i'm reminded of it. and i just want to feel it against my skin. i don't know what to do. and i'd really appreciate advice, or stories on how you overcame something, or how i should go about o
    November 8, 100 words. → 6 comments, Add one?

Guest Book

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  • lonestar : Never Surrender! on November 10
    Hey Jordan! You've given up on life? But your only 14 years old, honey!!!! Your journey in this life hasn't even begun yet. I know life can be harsh and cruel sometimes, believe me, I've been where you are at now. Things in this life for you will one day change, in fact, it already has! You just had your eyes shut, that's all. You already impacted and touched the hearts of a lot of your family of poets on here and made new friends, me being one of them! I think the world of you, Jordan, I think your an amazing person and poet as well and Hey, I'm never wrong when it comes to picking my friends, you being at the top of my list.

    Don't let this world discourage you. It will, if you let it. You should be proud of who you are and what you accomplished in life so far.
    It's easy to simply lay down and give up--but that's not you.
    If you are getting harsh criticism from the rest of the world, that means you are trying and they are not! The ones who never get criticized are the ones hiding underneath a rock somewhere afraid of what people will say.
    My poems on here has came under heavy attack by a few knot-heads, telling me, I shouldn't be on this site, and I should leave, that I stink as a poet---but do ya think their words are going to stop me? Never!
    I'm not giving up, and neither should you--deal? If you want, I'd love to add you to my home page as your AP father, whatcha say? No? Yes? Stay away from me, Crazy Man? lol
    Chin up and keep moving forward---you're reach your destination before you know it!

    God Bless You, Jordan

    ~steve~
  • exclamationpoint. on November 5
    heyy sweetie! sorry i havent gotten back to you as of late..it's been flat-out insane on my side of townnxp i feel soo bad! how are ya, love? anything new and excitingg? im here to listen(:
    and umm, well, if you still care..about tht poem i wrote....oh okay you know what im getting in wayy over my head. before we talk about me lets talk about youu! =DD i plan on reading some of your recent works tonight!!♥karaanne.
  • exclamationpoint. on October 20
    haha heyy hun!
    what can i call you for future reference?? (:
  • exclamationpoint. on October 15
    bahaha awwe, i was afraid that i'd like creep you out!! but im soo thrilled to hear that i could be of assistance. i totally get the whole "troubled" thing [i'd say you have no idea, but im assuming that you do.] i've got yo back, girl!

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