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ugh..my name is hayley..i am 17..i hate my self i hate every god damn thing.i want to die.i have tried to kill myself multiple times..i love to fucking cut...it takes some of the pain away. my life is shyt..i get hurt a lot. ppl are always letting me down.i cant stand all this shyt.why do i try anymore..i used to have ppl i could trust but now there is no one...no reason to even care...life is horrible..it has no meanine.its just...fucked up..no one is perfect but i am expected to be..im expected to forgive everyone when they hurt me and not care..thats not gonna happen..im not gonna be like some toy u use till u get bored and throw away and then decide to play with again.fuck all of u...

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**previous sn - darkness-is-my-life, forever-hers, lost.to.darkness

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Place an X by all the things you've done.
(x) Smoked a cigarette
(x) Drank so much you threw up
(X) Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
() Been arrested
(x) Gone on a blind date
(X) Skipped school
(x) Seen someone die
() Been to Canada
(x) Been to Florida
() Been to Mexico
() Been on a plane
(x) Been lost
() Been on the opposite side of the country
(x) Gone to Washington, DC
(x) Swam in the ocean
(X) Felt like dying...
(X) Cried yourself to sleep
(x) Played cops and robbers
(X) Recently colored with crayons
(X) Sang karaoke badly
(X) Paid for a meal with only coins
(X) Done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(X) Made prank phone calls
(X) Laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
() Laughed until liquid came out of the other end
(X) Caught a snowflake on your tongue.
(X) Danced in the rain
(X) Written a letter to Santa Claus
(x) Been kissed under the mistletoe
(x) Watched the sun rise with someone you care about
(X) Blown bubbles
() Made a bonfire on the beach
(x) Crashed a party
(X) Gone roller-skating
(X) Ice-skating
() Started a mosh pit
(X) Own a knife
(x) Ran away for more then a day
() Got in a fight and lost
(x) Got in a fight a won
(x) Got a new girlfriend
(x) Been dumped
() Been smacked then dumped
(x) Smacked someone then dumped them
(x) Gone to court
() Gone to jail
() Been picked up by the cops
(x) Tell a cop to: go to hell, go fuck him/her self ect...
() Own a gun
(X) Love someone
(X) Hate someone
(X) Love and hate someone
(x) Think someone loves you
(X) Think someone hates you
() Is gay
() Is lez
(x) Is bi
() Is gay but no one knows
() Is lez but no one knows
() Is bi but no one knows
() Isn't any of them
() Works out
(x) Has a tattoo
(x) Is a goth
(x) Is emo
(x) Is something
() Is an alien
(x) Is "idk"
() Is no one
() Has ever been in boot camp
() Ever been to juvy
() Loves life
(X) Hates life
(X) Wants to die
() Wants to live
() Wants to die but not kill themself
(X) Wants to kill themself
(X) Has ever cut
(X) Likes to cut
(X) Loves to cut
(X) F*cking loves to cut
() Thinks cutting is wrong
(X) Thinks cutting helps
() Is a drama king/queen
(X) Doesn't care what people think
() Cares what people think
(X) Has more than one friend
(x) Has a best friend
() Is a goody-goody
() Is a bad-ass
(x) Has gone out with a girl for over a month
(X) Believes in one gf one bf relationships
(x) Has someone to talk to
(x) Thinks you're smart
(x) Thinks you're dumb
() Thinks you're cool
() Thinks you're lame
(x) Liked this thingy
() Disliked this thingy

Honesty/Crime

[] I am a terrible liar.
[X] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't
[X] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[X] I've snuck out of my house.
[X] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[X] I am keeping a secret from the world
[X] I've cheated while playing a game.
[X] I've cheated on a test.
[_] I've run a red light.
[X] I've been suspended from school.
[X] I've witnessed a crime.
[X] I've been in a fist fight.
[X] I've been arrested.
[X] I've shoplifted


Drugs/Alcohol

[X] I've consumed alcohol.
[X] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.(i think))
[X] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[X] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[_] I can't swallow pills.
[X] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[X] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[X] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[_] I take anti-depressants.
[_] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[X] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[X] I'm addicted to adrenaline
[X] I've hurt myself on purpose
[X] I'm addicted to self harm
[X] I've woken up crying.
[X] I've cried myself to sleep.


Death and Suicide

[_] I'm afraid of dying.
[X] I hate funerals.
[X] I've seen someone dying.
[X] Someone i no has attempted suicide.
[X] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[X] I've attempted suicide.


Random

[X] I can sing well.
[_] I open up to others easily.
[_] I watch the news.
[_] I don't kill bugs.
[_] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[X] I curse regularly.
[_] I sing in the shower.
[_]I am a morning person.
[_] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[_] I'm a snob about grammar.
[_] I am a sports fanatic.
[X] I twirl my hair
[_] i have x's in my screen name
[_] I love being neat
[_] I love Spam
[_] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day
[X] I bake well.
[X] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue
[X] I would wear pajamas to school.
[_] I like Martha Stewart.
[_] I am in love with love. (with the thought of love)
[X] I laugh at my own jokes.
[X] I believe in ghosts.
[_] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[X] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[_] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[X] I am really ticklish.
[X] I bite my nails
[_] I play video games
[_] I'm good at remembering faces.
[_] I'm good at remembering dates.
[X] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.

[X] My answers are totally honest

Repost this on your page and put X's in the boxes that apply to you and _ that don't

[_] You have a boyfriend/girlfriend.
[X] You have your own room.
[x] You own a cell phone.
[x] You have a mp3 player or ipod.
[x] Your parents are still married.
[_] You love your family.
[_] There is a pool/spa in your backyard.
T 0 T A L: 4

[x] You dress the way you want to.
[x] You hang out with friends more than once a week.
[x] There is a computer/ laptop in your room.
[_] You have never been beaten up
[x] You are allowed to listen to the music you want to.
[X] Your room is big enough for you
[_] People don't use you for something you have.
[x] You have been to the movies.
T 0 T A L: 11

[_] You have over 500 friends on facebook
[x] You have pictures on facebook
[x] Your parents let you have a facebook
[_] You get allowance
[_] You collect something normal.
[_] You look forward to going to college
[_] You don't wish you were someone else.
[x You play a sport.
[x You want to do something after school.
T 0 T A L: 15

[_] You own a car/truck.
[_] You usually don't fight with your parents
[_] You have never got a failing grade on a report card in your life
[x] You have friends.
[_] You never got a detention
T O T A L: 16

[_] You know what is going on in the world.
[_] You are happy with your life.
[_] You usually aren't sick.
[_] You know more than one language.
[x] You have a screen name.
[_] You own a pet.
[x] You know the words to more than 5 songs.
[_] You don't have any enemies.

Total over all: 18

Multiply by 3=54

101%+: A+
90-100%: A
80-89%: B
70-79%: C
60-69%: D
00-59%: F
Repost as "i got a F in life"





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Isn't it funny that when you go to the shops with your friends you look down at the girl with black jeans and studs but smile at the girl wearing a a mini with a t-shirt that barely cover anything?

Isn't it funny you can change your music taste to impress a guy but when it comes to a girl who likes her own music and her own style, you give her a mouthful?

Isn't it funny that a guy can get away with being a gangsta but the emo gets a mouthful from everyone

Are you laughing?

Isn't it funny an emo can be quiet all through the week but gets more *bunny* from everyone than the girl who sleeps around and sells her virginity?

Isn't it funny that you don't mind your friends drinking, smoking but the minute someone mentions emo music you can give them a lecture on melodramatic teenage outcasts?

I'm not laughing

Its so funny that you and your friends can make a girl's life hell and not know anything about the silent battle she might be fighting.

Isn't it funny that you can call emos, punks, goths the retards but still manage to get through your day without an inch of guilt in your heart.

HOW YOU CAN CALL A GIRL A POSER, HOW CAN YOU SAY "YOUR NOT EMO" OR "ATTENTION SEEKER" WITHOUT SPENDING A SECOND TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHY THERE ARE CUTS ON HER WRISTS AND WHY SHE SPENDS HER LUNCHTIMES CRYING INSTEAD OR LAUGHING WITH HER FRIENDS

keep on laughing




Isn't it funny you can say and do all this without any idea of what is going on in this persons life without knowing her situation with her friends or her family or her LIFE

BRAVE ISN'T GOING UP ON STAGE AND STRIPPING

BRAVE IS NOT SAYING A SPEECH

OR DUMPING YOUR BOYFRIEND

BRAVE IS

GOING TO SCHOOL ON MUFTI DAY AND NOT FOR A SECOND CARE WHAT THE *bunny*S AROUND YOU ARE SAYING ABOUT YOUR CLOTHES

ITS LISTENING TO YOUR OWN MUSIC AND BEING PROUD OF IT

ITS GOING THROUGH EVERY DAY WITH THE THINGS PEOPLE SAY TO YOUR FACE AND BEHIND YOUR BACK AND YOU STILL KEEP QUIET

ITS KNOWING WHAT YOUR "FRIENDS" ARE SAYING ABOUT YOU AND STILL CALLING THEM YOUR FRIENDS

BRAVE IS KNOWING THAT TOMMOROW ISN'T A BRIGHT AND HAPPY FUTURE

ITS ANOTHER DAY OF *bunny*ING AND DODGING RUMORS

keep on laughing
if you agree put this on ur blog
and advise others to do so
screw THE EMO HATERS.


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