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Have you ever felt abandoned? Felt so lost that you were stranded? Just like all the walls are closing in…And you were left inside? Have you ever felt like your days were numbered? Stuck under a tree in thunder, Seems to be no way out. Slowly watching people waste away, Havin' fun, bein' cool like in high school. Elementary romance... feelin' nervous at the dance, Crack a smile hold it down, Whatever the circumstance, Sex, Drugs, Had be cool, All the things we learned in school, Typical teenage machines, Anyone tell me what this means? I could learn, I could try, Wish I did, that's no lie. Everybody's asking…Why? You got to know I don’t have answers for you! This drives me crazy. It's not over, There’s so much more to life then this.
First off…I’m that kid in the back of the class room, with no emotion on her face or a questionable look in her eye. Is she sad? Is she happy? You wonder what kind of person she is. Can’t tell heads or tails... but shoot her down before you get to know her. My name is Marina; I'm 17, I live in a little Southern town of Indiana called French Lick....Yeah that's the name! I live with my grandparents, because I ran away from my dad's back in February (2006)...long story! My real mom lives in Florida and I don't really won't to move down there my Junior year of high school and start over. Sometimes I feel as if my dad has given up on me! But my dad being stupid makes me that much stronger!
I’m one of those individual…people like to talk about. I'm a very up front, loud, and crazy. I mean if I don't like you, trust me you will know it. I'm not afraid to get up in your face if I think your not hearin’ me right. I speak my mind. I cause a lot of trouble... I think I’m pretty easy to get along with if I like you and I can be friendly...I'm like any other teenager. I like to snowboard, ride4-wheelers and ride dirt bikes every chance I get! I play alot of music. Guess it runs in the family, my dad playes about everything that makes noise! I play bass guitar, learning how to play piano (for a music class)I play Trumpet in pepband and concert band. I mess around on the drums...I'm in Drumline a school. I play bass drum. I run Track & Cross Country. I'm In FCA and S.A.D.D. I guess you could say I'm pretty active @ school, but I'm not! I like to hang out with my friends but I like to be alone more!

I'm a Christian and PROUD of it. JESUS IS TURELY MY HOMEBOY! We connect to one another! Try talking to him sometime he will listen, you my not get an answer back, but he's always listening! I go to church and youth group regularly. I go to CHRISTIAN concert alot. I love rockin out in a mosh pit and stage driving

I dont have much of an ap family, so if you're interested, let me know and we'll figure something out! Thanks!

ap family~~~~

Takayuki~ Is my best friend and a sister. allpoetry.com/poets/Takayuki

Shakes-spear~ Is my ap dad. http://allpoetry.com/Shakes-spear