"You and i have found out that being 'normal' sucks . Because we're freaks. The advantage of being a freak is it makes you stronger." - Dr. Gregory House
Welcome Home (Sanitarium)-
by metallica <--- (FUCKERS)
Welcome to where time stands still
No one leaves and no one will
Moon is full, never seems to change
Just labeled mentally deranged
Dream the same thing every night
I see our freedom in my sight
No locked doors, No windows barred
No things to make my brain seem scarred
Sleep my friend and you will see
That dream is my reality
They keep me locked up in this cage
Can't they see it's why my brain says Rage
Sanitarium, leave me be
Sanitarium, just leave me alone
Build my fear of what's out there
cannot breathe the open air
Whisper things into my brain
Assuring me that I'm insane
They think our heads are in their hands
But violent use brings violent plans
Keep him tied, it makes him well
He's getting better, can't you tell?
No more can they keep us in
Listen, damn it, we will win
They see it right, they see it well
BUT THEY THINK THIS SAVES US FROM OUR HELL!!!!!!!!!
Sanitarium, leave me be
Sanitarium, just leave me alone
Sanitarium, just leave me alone
Fear of living on
Natives getting restless now
Mutiny in the air
Got some death to do
Mirror stares back hard
Kill, it's such a friendly word
Seems the only way
For reaching out again.
*THE CHOSEN: *
*A special warm thank you to my dear friend and brilliant author
TEARDROP, www.allpoetry.com/poets/teardrop for inviting me to join AP.*
*My favorite fellow hermit and inspiring author Natari Moon, www.allpoetry.com/poets/Natari Moon *
*DISCLAIMER: I may use such words in my writings as - god,gods,heaven ,hell,demons,angels etc. that in no way implies that i believe in any such mythical characters, i simply use them metaphorically,as similes, or just objects of our current society"*
*FAVORITE MOVIES!*
"*DEAD POET'S SOCIETY -ROBIN WILLIAMS (GREAT APPRECIATION FOR READING AND WRITING)
*"FIGHT CLUB* -BRAD PITT (DARK,MORBID,TWISTED,DEMENTED AND TRUE,GO FIGURE
*FINDING FORRESTER* -SEAN CONNERY A 'MUST SEE' FOR *ANY* WRITER ON ANY LEVEL. LET ALONE SEAN IS IN IT WHICH AUTOMATICALLY MAKES IT WORTH THE WATCH
*EQUILIBRIUM* - CHRISTIAN BALE (THIS MOVIE WAS RECOMMENDED TO ME MY A DEAR FRIEND OF MINE FROM AUSTRALIA. IT TRIES TO ELIMINATE EMOTIONS BY MAKING IT A CAPITOL OFFENSE PUNISHABLE BY DEATH. NO EMOTIONS = NO WAR INTERESTING,YET CONTRADICTORY.)
some of my favorite quotes (this will be updated frequently):
*"broken hearts and dirty windows,make life difficult to see.
thats why last night and this morning always look the same to me" - john prine*
*"comes a time when the blind man takes your hand and says 'don't ya see?' "- jerry garcia/robert hunter*
*"a box of rain will ease the pain and love will see you through" -robert hunter/phil lesh*
*"most of us walk away from our dreams for fear we will fail or ,worse yet ,for fear that we will succeed" - william forester (sean connery) , "finding forester"*
*"Poetry is living life now so I can write about it later." - Centricity (from the poem 'AMERICAN HISTORY X' ) allpoetry.com/poets/Centricity *
*"brought into this world well they say your born in sin,
at least they gave me somethin',i didn't have to steal or have to win" *
- "blaze of glory" ,bon jovi
*"advertising has us chasing cars and clothes,working jobs we hate,so we can buy SHIT,WE DON'T NEED...We're the middle children of history,man.We have no Great War. No Great Depression. Our Great War is a spiritual war... our Great Depression is our lives.
We've all been raised on television to believe that one day we'd all be millionaires, and movie gods, and rock stars... But we won't. And we're slowly realizing that fact. And we're very, very pissed off.*"
" tyler durden - "fight club"
*"You are not a beautiful and unique snowflake. You are the same decaying organic matter as everyone else, and we are all part of the same compost pile." TYLER DURDEN ~Chapter 17~ FIGHT CLUB
*"You're not your job. You're not how much money you have in the bank. You're not the car you drive. You're not the contents of your wallet. You're not your fucking khakis. You're the all-singing, all-dancing crap of the world."* (GUESS WHO) ~FIGHT CLUB
*"i didn't write these pages,and my script's been rearanged.well,there's noone home in my house of pain" - faster pussycat
*
Welcome Home (Sanitarium)-
by metallica <--- (FUCKERS)
Welcome to where time stands still
No one leaves and no one will
Moon is full, never seems to change
Just labeled mentally deranged
Dream the same thing every night
I see our freedom in my sight
No locked doors, No windows barred
No things to make my brain seem scarred
Sleep my friend and you will see
That dream is my reality
They keep me locked up in this cage
Can't they see it's why my brain says Rage
Sanitarium, leave me be
Sanitarium, just leave me alone
Build my fear of what's out there
cannot breathe the open air
Whisper things into my brain
Assuring me that I'm insane
They think our heads are in their hands
But violent use brings violent plans
Keep him tied, it makes him well
He's getting better, can't you tell?
No more can they keep us in
Listen, damn it, we will win
They see it right, they see it well
BUT THEY THINK THIS SAVES US FROM OUR HELL!!!!!!!!!
Sanitarium, leave me be
Sanitarium, just leave me alone
Sanitarium, just leave me alone
Fear of living on
Natives getting restless now
Mutiny in the air
Got some death to do
Mirror stares back hard
Kill, it's such a friendly word
Seems the only way
For reaching out again.
*THE CHOSEN: *
*A special warm thank you to my dear friend and brilliant author
TEARDROP, www.allpoetry.com/poets/teardrop for inviting me to join AP.*
*My favorite fellow hermit and inspiring author Natari Moon, www.allpoetry.com/poets/Natari Moon *
*DISCLAIMER: I may use such words in my writings as - god,gods,heaven ,hell,demons,angels etc. that in no way implies that i believe in any such mythical characters, i simply use them metaphorically,as similes, or just objects of our current society"*
*FAVORITE MOVIES!*
"*DEAD POET'S SOCIETY -ROBIN WILLIAMS (GREAT APPRECIATION FOR READING AND WRITING)
*"FIGHT CLUB* -BRAD PITT (DARK,MORBID,TWISTED,DEMENTED AND TRUE,GO FIGURE
*FINDING FORRESTER* -SEAN CONNERY A 'MUST SEE' FOR *ANY* WRITER ON ANY LEVEL. LET ALONE SEAN IS IN IT WHICH AUTOMATICALLY MAKES IT WORTH THE WATCH
*EQUILIBRIUM* - CHRISTIAN BALE (THIS MOVIE WAS RECOMMENDED TO ME MY A DEAR FRIEND OF MINE FROM AUSTRALIA. IT TRIES TO ELIMINATE EMOTIONS BY MAKING IT A CAPITOL OFFENSE PUNISHABLE BY DEATH. NO EMOTIONS = NO WAR INTERESTING,YET CONTRADICTORY.)
some of my favorite quotes (this will be updated frequently):
*"broken hearts and dirty windows,make life difficult to see.
thats why last night and this morning always look the same to me" - john prine*
*"comes a time when the blind man takes your hand and says 'don't ya see?' "- jerry garcia/robert hunter*
*"a box of rain will ease the pain and love will see you through" -robert hunter/phil lesh*
*"most of us walk away from our dreams for fear we will fail or ,worse yet ,for fear that we will succeed" - william forester (sean connery) , "finding forester"*
*"Poetry is living life now so I can write about it later." - Centricity (from the poem 'AMERICAN HISTORY X' ) allpoetry.com/poets/Centricity *
*"brought into this world well they say your born in sin,
at least they gave me somethin',i didn't have to steal or have to win" *
- "blaze of glory" ,bon jovi
*"advertising has us chasing cars and clothes,working jobs we hate,so we can buy SHIT,WE DON'T NEED...We're the middle children of history,man.We have no Great War. No Great Depression. Our Great War is a spiritual war... our Great Depression is our lives.
We've all been raised on television to believe that one day we'd all be millionaires, and movie gods, and rock stars... But we won't. And we're slowly realizing that fact. And we're very, very pissed off.*"
" tyler durden - "fight club"
*"You are not a beautiful and unique snowflake. You are the same decaying organic matter as everyone else, and we are all part of the same compost pile." TYLER DURDEN ~Chapter 17~ FIGHT CLUB
*"You're not your job. You're not how much money you have in the bank. You're not the car you drive. You're not the contents of your wallet. You're not your fucking khakis. You're the all-singing, all-dancing crap of the world."* (GUESS WHO) ~FIGHT CLUB
*"i didn't write these pages,and my script's been rearanged.well,there's noone home in my house of pain" - faster pussycat
*
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My Poetry
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Sitting in a blackened room with a darkness one can feel,
is someone you once knew before,back when life was real. -
For in my world,you must understand,VERY few get in,
The walls are thick, the gates are sealed and scrutiny never thin.55 lines, 9 comments, April 15, 2005. In Personal -
The things we're *sold* to dream about are ludicrous on their face,
no, thank you once again, i may be human,but I'm not in the race.
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natari on May 30Hey Soup Man how are you? Just thought I'd give you a holler
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teardrop : Hey Doll on March 27Hi Sweety!! Was thinking about you and thought I would see if you had been here to AP lately. I haven't been for quite sometime and just today I have spent quite some time here. Missing you!! Email me sometime!!!
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natari on February 6Hi soupie,
long time no speak. i hope you are well.
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teardrop : Hello Friend on October 17, 2008Missing you and hope is going alright. Let's try to get together in chat or PM sometime soon! This time lets make sure we do! Would love to talk to you.
