Hopelessly adrift in the eyes of the ghost again
Down on my knees and my hands in the air again
Pushing my face with the memory of you again
but i never know if its real
Never know how I wanted to feel
Never quite said what i wanted to say to you
Never quite managed the words to explain to you
Never quite knew how to make them believeable
But now the time has gone
Another time undone
Hopelessly fighting the devil futility
Feeling the monster climb deeper inside of me
Feeling him gnawing my heart away hungrily
I'll never lose this pain
Never dream of you again
It was the sweetness of your skin
It was the hope of all we might have been
That filled me with the hope to wish
impossible things
and every time I try to pick it up
like falling sand
as fast as I pick it up
it runs away through my clutching hands
and there's nothing else I can really do at all
Down on my knees and my hands in the air again
Pushing my face with the memory of you again
but i never know if its real
Never know how I wanted to feel
Never quite said what i wanted to say to you
Never quite managed the words to explain to you
Never quite knew how to make them believeable
But now the time has gone
Another time undone
Hopelessly fighting the devil futility
Feeling the monster climb deeper inside of me
Feeling him gnawing my heart away hungrily
I'll never lose this pain
Never dream of you again
It was the sweetness of your skin
It was the hope of all we might have been
That filled me with the hope to wish
impossible things
and every time I try to pick it up
like falling sand
as fast as I pick it up
it runs away through my clutching hands
and there's nothing else I can really do at all
- Last seen on Nov 15 11:40 PM. Member since May 28, 2008.
- I'm a moonstone path poet for 479 comments.
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, and quote is "In a way this dream is over...blown away our four leaf clover...theres no reason why...theres just me and my ...big ideas...tears for fears". - I am a woman from New York (United States)
- When I'm not writing, I'm at work thinking about writing .
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(47)- I am in the groups Those of Us Seeking Inspiration, the power of darkness
- I have 479 comments, 12 contests, 219 poems
My Poetry
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steelheartstrings on October 13im new i just wanted to say that i really like your stuff
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Rheea on October 9The poem on your page just rips me apart I wish you well, you are a writer.
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KelsiEvermore on May 3Hi! I thought I should stop by and say thanks. Because of one of your contests, I started writing poetry, and now I can't stop!
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Liquid memories : Have wonderful day on January 30May sunshine and flowers brighten your day
with love, happiness and hope for the future.
