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I don’t suppose I have a particular style it’s however things come out, they often tend to rhyme though, even the dark ones seem to, but not all,

    About myself well I’m 27 & never been married or even asked, I have no children(i'm kinda diffrent i suppose).  After a series of less than pleasant events last year I reevaluated my life & came to some realizations.

   Only 2 people have seen me cry, To see tears fall from my eyes in the last  15 years.
   For me to trust and care for some body to that sate is a rare thing. To show any such emotion is actually rare to be honest, but for the few that have ever penetrated me.
   Once was in July of 2005 when my father was passing I was at work and in shock my boss seen my state & asked if everything was ok.. 1st time
   The second was this summer, some one was being unfair & unjust, & I tried hard, but a young gentleman I know, came out and sat with me on the side walk outside a bar, and that was the second time.
   Strong girls don’t cry, good girls don’t cry, to be strong for the world it seems, sometimes I just need the shoulder to support me as I weep, but it don’t exist, so I go on, and try to hold on to my own reality and sanity.

   Something in me drives me to do for others & I admittedly overlook myself, I would willing do just about anything for just about anyone, if I enjoyed doing it or they truly needed help.  I truly believe most people are good.  

   Pain builds a wall brick by brick I think my wall has gotten kind of thick.

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To Me You Are A Hero

you let every one in
loving all unconditionally
no matter friends
nor family
you took them all on
to you they all belonged
you were so strong
adopting everyone
though you lived meekly
you did not see bleakly
everyone was worth the keeping
but now you are gone
you soul has moved on
to the light of the new dawn
may your blessings shine on
you’ll for ever be in our memories
for you love will keep
ever endearing
rest in peace
9/4/2006

In Memory of  Edna “Granny” Trout
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when i put my poems in here some of them are older poems & i as i put them in i am trying to date them for the date they were actually wrote & not when i entered them on here.