Rainbow emo• Show poetry

name: *ava*
hair color: well it was brown, then black. now its RAINBOW!!! i love making my hair diff. colors. i get bored with the same thing over and over.
eye color: depends on my mood
gender: girl
sexual orientation: bi
in a relationship: NO! (darn it!!!)
zodiac sign: scorpio
favorite bands: underoath, blood on the dance floor (i know its perverted), as summer dies, slipknot,the veronicas, afi, flyleaf,the almost, the used,escape the fate, muse, i gots too many to put down!!!

favorite songs: supermassive black hole----muse,the only survivor was miraculiously unharmed----underoath

favorite movies: basically anything tim burton. he's the best! oh and anything jim henson. labrynth and the dark crystal, heart them.

favorite colors: hot pink, melanoid, turquaise, yellow-green, purple, magenta, neon green. ooh! ooh! and rainbow!

favorite store: hot topic and claire's (but only for accessories, gotta hav my hello kitty) favorite season fall, would be winter(but i don't like snow, it is very pretty though)

favorite music: i like mildly heavy stuff, some techno, power-op, thrash, anything i can dance to. it has to be catchy.

favorite books:twilight saga (i got so attached!)

email: abadajoy9@yahoo.com  (you so have to email me, i love making new friends)

lil bit about me:

*emo, love to be, don't care who complains about it.

* i heart funky neon colors

*i am bi, and single: email me cute emo guys and girls (hint, hint)

*i love hanging out with my friends and listening to all kinds of music. don't stick to one genre

*my moto: its boring to be normal, or try to fit in. so STOP! what is normal anyway?

*i am in totally in heart with hello kitty. oh and dinosaurs

*rawr (my fave. word)

*grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

*my friends are kind of outcast. those are the best kind though.i luv them!

*i did cut myself. i am trying to stop(honest!) not working out so well.

*i didn't cut for attention.(i swear) everyone asks me why i do it. ppl i don't even know. it is so stupid.

*can't stand preppy snobs. raise your hand if you agree.

*dislike posers. why d they even try?!?!

* i love belt, i hav so many. oh, and little hair clips.

*i really like drawing. and taking pics, of myself.

*i heart hair dye!

*wrist bands are the best, and other bracelets

*i love care bears too.

*veryone thinks i'm always depressed, i'm not. that annoys me. everyone judges ppl so fast, when they don't know them.

*i really only had one true emo friend. he moved and i wish he would move back. i really miss him.

*i play the clarinet, and would love to play bass guitar and the drums.

*i love and am in love with vampires

wow i wrote alot, i wouldn't blame you if you didn't read all that.

"Day burns down to night

 burns the edge of my soul

 In the night i break into sparks of suns

 and become fires in a dust of bones

 Night knifes my breaths swallows whole my tonge

 Turn back reverse return

 In the night i see the real concealed in the days bright lie

 Eyes stiched shut white teeth smile

Sleep walks and talks and feet mark time of day"  

-the invisible (i love this poem, and movie)

these poems are all from a book i read called 'queen geeks in love' it was a good book. they are all alice in wonderland themed.

sweet, mary ann, i send you greeting from the rabbit hole.

and hope you have the fur and whiskers writhing in your sole.

more words to come i will ipart to others, by and by,

a fan, some tea, a little cake, and oysters as they sigh.

'twas brillig and the slithy toves,

were walking at the comic-con.

all radiant wherever becca goes,

this bunny wants to be the one.

tweedledee and tweedledum were twins

 both shot and stature

 the cheshire cat grinned all day long

like i'd do if i had you.

oh, becca, sweet, when will you see this rabbit longs for your company?

 we all do play so many parts

but i want you as my queen of hearts.

i was born to love [you],

and i will never be free.

you'll always be a part of me.

i liked them. now... *drum solo* a story by... ME!!!

the black lights twist in the darkness, you walk down the long hallway. as boards fall from the ceiling, leaving large gaps for the moonlight to shine through. doors open as you pass by, letting their contents crash to the floor. bending downto pick one of the contents up. the slimy objest beats loudly in your crimson arms. noticing this, you hold it in your arms, as if it were alive. it drips warm liqid on your whit pj's. your red-speckled slippers scraping on the wooden floor. causing dead things to gaze through the open doors. their eyes glow red, teeth sharpened and ready. they like the beating sound, though to them, it is loud and distracting. it entaginizes them, luring them in with every beat. your eyes shut tight, you lift the objest up,and kiss it lightly.
you lift it high over you head, the creatures going crazy.
needle in hand, you stab and rip at the beating object.

the warm liquid flows out,

covering the floor and drowning the ceiling.

without warning all the creatures,

the ones with the hungry red irises,

leap out in attempt to grab the objest,

and the liquid it once held.

one of the creatures comes up to you.

as it goes to jump at you, you leap up onto his back.

wrapping your arms securely around it's neck, 

you sink your own teeth into the base of it's neck.

you sit up in bed, a cold sweat sliding down your neck.

'it was just a dream,' you had said. 
'well, most of it is,' you hear a hungry voice say.
you felt yourself being slammed against the bedspread.

your head hit the head board,

and warm crimson tricled down your hair.
the creature,same that was in your dream, couldn't contain itself.

you felt a sharp pain in your neck.

everything went black and you soon stopped struggling.

all went limp.

did you like it?


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*can you here them

do you here them;

the voices
the whispers
the screams?
calling my name,
and yours.
they're asking something,

they want our help.

with what?

they won't say.

something good?

something bad?
they don't sound happy,
or angry, or sad.
they sound like nothing,
lifeless
blank.
'but they aren't real,' you said that night.
'maybe they are,' i had replied.
now we stand in an empty room.
clueless.
thinking odd thoughts.
but about what?
the mystery remains hidden,
but we still think of it once in a while.
what they whisper must be true,
for they still whisper my name.
and yours.

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*stay away

if i call your name, please stay back.
we will be together one day,
but i need you to resist me.
i'm no good for you, your no good for me.
i'll just keep calling you,
i'll still remember you,
but you must resist, because i can't.
i'm relentless,

i can't help it.
i'm doing this for you;
locking me up inside this clostorphobic prison.
this lonely asylum.
and i'm doing all i can to make it easy,

even though it seems hard.
i know this must be tearing your insides apart,

but i have to keep you safe.

i can'trisk hurting you,

you mean too much.

don't be brave, don't come close.

we'll be together one day,

but for now...

stay away.

email me - there's always room for friends  

 promise to write more

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