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I am falling into a hole so deep, that I will never be able to fight it; so why try?

I am falling back into depression. I am sorry. I have been trying to fight it. And maybe once again I will get better. But I will make no promises until then.

October 10th is going to be the hardest day of my life. He was too young.

They say angels never cry, well either i'm not an angel like so many think, or angels do cry. I think it is the first one.

I can't open up to anyone anymore. And I refuse to. I have trusted for the last time. I am sorry. I didn't want to open up last time, but I did, and look what happened; it almost killed me.

I wish I was with him. Playing guitar. Learning guitar. Holding him. This isn't fair.

I don't know what else to do but give up.

So it's here, I have given up. I have lost the battle. I will give into depression. There is no fighting it.

I wanna be just like him. And I will be, in EVERY way.

[Chorus:]
How long how long will I slide
Separate my side I don't
I don't believe it's bad
Slit my throat
It's all I ever

I heard your voice through a photograph
I thought it up it brought up the past
Once you know you can never go back
I've got to take it on the otherside

Centuries are what it meant to me
A cemetery where I marry the sea
Stranger things could never change my mind
I've got to take it on the otherside
Take it on the otherside
Take it on
Take it on

[Chorus]

Pour my life into a paper cup
The ashtray's full and I'm spillin' my guts
She wants to know am I still a slut
I've got to take it on the otherside

Scarlet starlet and she's in my bed
A candidate for my soul mate bled
Push the trigger and pull the thread
I've got to take it on the otherside
Take it on the otherside
Take it on
Take it on

[Chorus]

Turn me on take me for a hard ride
Burn me out leave me on the otherside
I yell and tell it that
It's not my friend
I tear it down I tear it down
And then it's born again

[Chorus]

How long I don't believe it's bad
Slit my throat
It's all I ever

I will always love my Baby Bear. I will never forget him, but I will see him soon.

Smiling hurts, laughing kills, I hate life.

Ifind it kinda funny
I find it kinda sad
That dreams in which i'm dieing
Are the best I've ever had





-BABYGIRL-






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  • ATsGirl 03 on November 30, 2005
    I don't want to hang by your strings anymore..
  • ATsGirl 03 on November 15, 2005
    Thank you for your comment. I'm just so afraid that things will never be great again. Not boyfriend-wise, but ex-boyfriend wise. Yesterday all I kept thinking was "he wanted me to move on and I did, so why am I so annoyed that he has too?" But I couldn't expect him to love me forever. I mean, I love him, but I'm not IN love with him. Love is love is love, and there is no going back. Sometimes things just don't work out for some reason. And to quote MASH "I thought that I got over you. But I didn't. I got over the hate, but I never got over the love." I don't know. I don't want Adam to EVER think that I'd leave him for anyone because I wouldn't. But sometimes, I just want to talk to him, you know. See how things are going. He's in love with a Missouri girl now, and she's really nice. And sometimes, I can't help but to think that maybe he wanted me to move on so I couldn't blame him for cheating. That's always been in the back of my mind. But, I'll take the knowledge that I have, and it's good enough for me.

    Thanks again for commenting on my poem!

    Love ya,

    Kelsi Michelle
  • Concrete Angel on August 29, 2005
    You totally look like someone I know! Hmmm...
  • ATsGirl 03 on March 3, 2005
    I seem to be the one one writing in here...but I don't care. I just wanted to let you know...before 10:30 that I really do love and care about you no matter what I say lol. Never is there a day that goes by that I don't think about you. You know both of our situations and you know how hard it is for both of us to be the way we are Anyway, I could ramble on...but I can do that another day in another place. Can't wait to see you tomorrow Sweets, I love you
    Kelsi
    p.s. ..I hate sap...it's all for you babes lol.

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