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My Testimony:

Well,I was never really a Christian when I was a kid.My parent(s) were hindu,and I never understood what my brother was.I went to a Christian primary school(even though my principal was Muslim...This I don't get),and finally graduated and went to a Presbyterian High School.So in many ways,I was educated into Christ,but nothing more than that.I was no more of a Christian than someone who didn't believe in anything..At all...

When I was 10,I got into a really bad social situation with some kids from my school.And I started writing..Really writing...I remember going up to my room,and writing letters to God asking Him to take my life away..And crying myself to sleep every night...I wasn't happy.I wasn't religious either.This lasted for a while,and I started to get into habits that people generally don't do..I mean it was so harsh..

Well anyway,when I got into high school,I realized that I needed something more to keep me going.I was in and out of depression,and my morality,self esteem and confidence were abandoned in a gutter somewhere.Around that time,my dad was diagnosed with a terminal illness;leukemia.We knew then,he may not make it...Over the next two years,I sort of grew close to Christ and God...I'm not even sure how,but it was like I was supposed to be close to Him then,because my father was sick..

When I was in Form 3 (grade 7 I guess), our Christian club started this  Breakfast Club. It was really cool. My friends went, so I went too.. I never really opened up to them, but during prayer, I would get closer to God. This is how I became saved.  When I was in Form 4 (grade 8), my dad died. I can honestly tell you that God came into my life at THE right time, cuz I would've hurt so much, had I not known Him, that I'd probably commit suicide. But He placed these great friends around me, that had my back

I don't have a church body, the christian group in my school is pretty much it. But I met friends there who are closer to me than anyone else. I've become a much softer person, a person who feels... And I've found that people look up to me now

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Ok, so this is the first poem someone has ever written for me
So kudoes to  TheM0of on making me blush

allpoetry.com/poem/2098252
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Poetry for my Friends I just started,so my list kinda small* Also,really great poetry!! ..Well they are,since they're my most popular.(Posted in order of writing)
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For Candace aka candamira :
You were there for me,when I really needed you..And even when I didn't...You were my strength amidst crumbling foundations,and you brought me back to faith and belief to live..I'm proud to be blessed through you through Him(if that makes sense)..And I'm ever grateful to you(but you know that)...

allpoetry.com/Poem/1614843 Thank You The 1st poemI wrote for a friend,because it's really really meaningful to me...All are..But you're the greatest..

allpoetry.com/Poem/1670279 Dear Guardian Angel Cuz I think you're mine...I think...Enjoy it!!

allpoetry.com/Poem/1871403 Seeing Me Hey, this is a cool poem for who it was being written for too. I hope you like it. And I hope you read it, if you get time... Thanks for everything Candace.

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For Raquel aka Raqy :

You got me back into poetry,so I'm really glad..I appreciate you and your friendship,and inspiration!!

allpoetry.com/Poem/1726881 Singer in the Moonlight You're a GREAT singer..I mean,WOW>...And I sorta had this in the making for awhile..So yeah!!!Hope you like it!!

allpoetry.com/Poem/1988835 Crescendo_ So I didn't think the last was good enough, so here you are. God bless
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For Radha R Maraj aka Radz:
My bestest friend like ever man!!Yayeee...Although,I know you miserable,and you know you miserable...

allpoetry.com/poem/1747064
Well it's finally here ... Yups.. Count on me,cuz I will carry you till you carry on!!I hope you like it.It's called Ode to Radz.
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For Jeremy aka Jem(my name for him).
My bud, and good friend. Thanks for accepting my valentine's request!
This is for you. I hope you don't see it before I give it to you for Valentines...
allpoetry.com/poem/1819209
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Ok,yeah,that was kinda long,but I hope you read it...

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So far...I only have a small AP Family..

AP mommy-sandygram
Sweetest mom ever!!Yay!!
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AP brother- chemically induced
Great guy, guitarist and just great all around
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AP older brother-Sharcu
Really cool guy..Really cool poetry!
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AP older brother-Josh-13
May the Lord bless you always Josh!
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AP older sister-SIPrawn
Shannnnn!!Uber ego = Uber love from me >...What more can I say??
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AP sister/mentor-Eternal Flame
Thanks for everything lol
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AP cuz-noir ecliarage
Odd,since we have the same mom...
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AP niece - Candie Girl
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