Psycogirl15• Show poetry

I am a 15 year old from North Carolina.

I started writing poems in the 6th grade. I write poems on different subjects...love, rape, abuse, depression, suicide,etc. Most of my poems are about me, some are about my friends, and some are just from my head. I like to write poems because it gives me a way to express myself without it having to come right out of my mouth. Its easier to write it on paper than to speak it aloud! I like to help people out with their problems, i know what its like not to have someone to listen to you. I hate the feeling, I hate thinking that no one cares! But honestly, there will always be someone who cares whether you can see that they care or not!

I dont like people who are racist...and I dont like stereotypes. Im a pretty nice person once you get to know me...and I will get along with almost anyone, as long as you dont piss me off. I give everyone a chance..and sometimes even a second chance but after that...there is no more!

I listen to mostly Rock music...and some country
my favorites are...
The Used
Evanescence
Bayside
Skillet
12 stones
H.I.M
NIN
Green Day
Linkin Park
36crazyfits
Marilyn Manson
Garbage
Tim McGraw
George Strait
Blaque
Richard Marx
Faith Hill
...blah blah blah...and on and on it could go, but i quit!



Im not gothic...im not punk....im not preppy(Most are annoying)...im just me! I have my own little style going on! I wear a lot of black and i wear alot of white and some other colors. I dont have a style...its take me about 10 seconds to pick out something to wear because i dont care what i look like and i dont care if my clothes match because whats the point in matching or caring about what you look like anyways?  But yeah thats just me...hehe!

Im not exactly used to being happy. Im used to being depressed all the time, and feeling useless! I used to be a cutter...yea i said it! Im not proud of it but its a part of my past and i hate seeing other people live the way i did...and sometimes im still tempted to cutt myself...but I can usually stop it...And i am willing to help anyone out who needs help!


Ok and another thing...I BELIEVE IN GOD!!! I am a christian. And if you dont have jesus in your life then you wont get anywhere! He will stick by your side through the thick and the thin...you dont have to worry about letting him down...as long as your truly sorry and you let him know that and you ask for forgiveness! Jesus forgives all...unless you refuse the holy ghost...you will not be forgiven...its in the bible!!!You need jesus to get through this lifetime...and if you dont have him you should think about it because one day it will be to late and you'll be burning in the pits of hell with the devil who will betray you and cause you more pain and suffering than your in now...yeah well...it wont be too good! But i guarantee that with jesus christ anything is possible...because he loves you! He loves you enough to die for you...to die for your sins. Even when he didnt know who you were!Read John 3:16...it explains it all!

And for all you people who have a broken heart...or have had one...i know what its like. I never thought it would happen to me..but it did! And it hurts, but in the end things will be okay. Everything in life happens for a reason, always rememeber that!

QUOTES:
~If God brings you to it, he will help you through it~
~No guy is worth your tears, and the one who is will never make you cry~
~I try to laugh but Cry instead patiently waiting for the words you never said~

~*My favorite quote*~
~Love is like a butterfly, hold it to loose and it will fly away. Hold it to tight and it will crush. But if you hold on to it just right, it will last a long time more~


Im sorry I have Bored you with all the CRAP....I hope you enjoy my poems! hehe!