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hi, its Joseph and I'm a Senior in high school and in love with English (poetry, writing, reading-the whole sha-bang).
i have a fictionpress (kinda like a allpoetry, only i have about 135 poems on it), my site is www.fictionpress.com/~jrsparkus

Random Facts:
if you go to google.com and type in christus hypercubus and click the button "i'm feeling lucky", you'll see a picture by Salvator Dali depicting christ on a hypercube cross (it's pretty cool, you should check it out).
i wear shorts year round (yes, to the idiots, i wear them during winter too).
i have very-long hair (for a boy, it rests on my neck like a brown mess).
i love perverted jokes (but i'm a fighting christian).
i have hairy legs.
i don't drink soda (just flavored water, juices, and water. oh, and milk).
i love the twilight books (yes, i lost 1000 man points reading them, but Stephanie Meyers is awesome).
i love student teaching (the middle-schoolers know me as Mr. Mop-head).
i am a member of the scholastic bowl team
i am a member of Spanish club
i am a member of Future Buisness Leaders of America (FBLA)
i am a member of Adolecents learning positive health alternatives (ALPHA)
i am a member of our scholastic bowl team.

Favorite Music type:
NONE! i am a music lover (listens to everything from opera to rock to country, including japanese techno and even german and spanish rock).

some of my favorite bands:
Epica
The Killers
Blue October
Rammenstein
American Hi-Fi
pink
panda
Chiodos
Bowling for Soup
Kasting Krowns
Skillet
Flyleaf
The Bravery
Within Temptation
Saosin
Green Day
Fall out Boy
Nickleback

Good Books:
the Twilight series
the stand
cradle and all
cat and mouse
cell
no second chance

ttyl,

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If you would jump in front of a bullet for your girlfriend, boyfriend,
ex-girlfriend, ex-boyfriend, best friend, family member, or just a
person you love, re post this onto your page!


♥_♥_♥___♥_♥_ Put this
♥___♥_♥___♥ heart
_♥___♥___♥_ on your
__♥_____♥__ page if
___♥___♥___ you love
____♥_♥____ someone
_____♥_____ very much


What A Kiss Means...
Kiss on the stomach-----"I love you"
Kiss on the Forehead ----"I hope we're together forever"
Kiss on the Ear ---"I'm corny"
Kiss on the Cheek ---"We're friends"
Kiss on the Hand ---"I adore you"
Kiss on the Neck ---"We belong together"
Kiss on the Shoulder ---"I want you"
Kiss on the Lips ---"I love you" OR "I want you"


What the gesture means...
Holding Hands ---"We definitely love each other"
Slap on the Butt ---"That's mine"
Holding on tight ---"I don't want to let go"
Looking into each other's Eyes ---"I just plain love you"
Playing with Hair ---"Tell me you love me"
Arms around the Waist ---"I love you too much to let go"
Laughing while Kissing ---"I am completely Comfortable with you"


Below is Mr. Bunny
Please paste him on your homepage
to help him on his mission to
DOMINATE the world!!!!!
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We're a Dying Breed"

To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait"
To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful."
To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her.
To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick.
To every guy who has given her flowers just because.
To every guy that said he would die for her.
To every guy that really would.
To every guy that took time to do what she wanted to do.
To every guy that she cried in front of.
To every guy that holds hands with her.
To every guy that kisses her with meaning.
To every guy that hugs her when she's sad.
To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all.
To every guy who would give their jacket up for her.
To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe.
To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours
just to see her for ten minutes.
To every guy that would give his seat up.
To every guy that just wants to cuddle.
To every guy that reassured her that she was beautiful
no matter what.
To every guy who told his secrets to her.
To every guy that tried to show how much he cared
through every word and every breath.
To every guy that thought maybe this could be the one.
To every guy that believed in her dreams.
To every guy that would have done anything
so she could achieve them.
To every guy that never laughed at her
when she told him her dreams.
To every guy that walked her to her car.
To every guy that gave his heart.
To every guy who prays that she is happy
even if you are not with her.

Girl: I'm always here for you
Boy: I know
Girl: What's wrong?
Boy: I like her so much
Girl: Talk to her
Boy: I don't know. She won't ever like me
Girl: Don't say that. You're amazing.
Boy: I just want her to know how I feel.
Girl: Then tell her.
Boy: She won't like me
Girl: How do you know that?
Boy: I can just tell
Girl: Well just tell her.
Boy: What should I say
Girl: Tell her how much you like her
Boy: I tell her that daily
Girl: what do you mean?
Boy: I'm always with her. I love her.
Girl: I know how you feel. I have the same problem. But he'll never like me
Boy: Wait. Who do you like?
Girl: Oh some boy
Boy: Oh... she won't like me either.
Girl: She does
Boy: How do you know..
Girl: Because, who wouldn't like you?
Boy: You
Girl: You're wrong, I love you.
Boy: I love you too.
Girl: So are you going to talk to her?
Boy: I just did.



Why boys and girls make out
Did you know that every night before you go to sleep there is one person of the opposite sex thinking of you? They want to kiss you, they want to be with you, they are always thinking about you, this is all true and not fake. If you repost this in 5 min the person that is longing to be with you will approach you within one month and ask you out or grab you and kiss you.

-PLEASE READ THIS-

My name is Sarah.
I am but three,
My eyes are swollen.
I cannot see,
I must be stupid.
I must be bad,
What else could have made
my daddy so mad?
I wish I were better.
I wish I weren't ugly,
Then maybe my mommy would
still want to hug me.
I can't speak at all.
I can't do a wrong
Or else I'm locked up
all the day long
When I awake I'm all alone
the house is dark
My folks aren't home.
When my mommy does come
I'll try and be nice,
So maybe I'll get just
One whipping tonight!
Don't make a sound!
I just heard a car.
My daddy is back
From Charlie's Bar.
I hear him curse
My name he calls.
I press myself
Against the wall.
I try and hide
From his evil eyes.
I'm so afraid now
I'm starting to cry.
He finds me weeping
He shouts ugly words,
He says its my fault
That he suffers at work.
He slaps me and hits me
And yells at me more,
I finally get free
And I run for the door.
He's already locked it
And I start to bawl,
He takes me and throws me
Against the hard wall.
I fall to the floor
With my bones nearly broken,
And my daddy continues
With more bad words spoken.
"I'm sorry!", I scream
But its now much too late
His face has been twisted
Into unimaginable hate.
The hurt and the pain
Again and again.
Oh please God, have mercy!
Oh please let it end!
And he finally stops
And heads for the door,
While I lay there motionless
Sprawled on the floor.
My name is Sarah
And I am but three,
Tonight my daddy murdered me.

Paste this into your profile to help stop child abuse.



Girl: hey baby I want to show you....
Boy: ( cutting her off ) ugh I'm so mad
Girl: why? whats wrong ?
Boy: ugh everything
Girl: explain baby
Boy: just lost a championship game,
parents flipped out on me for no reason,
and I'm catching a cold
Girl: well hey there will always be other games,
you know I'll take care of you when your sick,
what your parents flip about ?
Boy: they are making me pay them for a car repair
Girl: is it a lot of money
Boy: no it just sucks
Boy: but hey I don't feel well I'm going to go lay down
Boy: bye
Girl: wait I want to give you some...
Boy: cant it wait until tomorrow?
Girl: yeah sure
Girl: bye
Boy: bye
2 hours later a friend of hers asks her to go for a drive ...she
goes.....

her friend swerved to avoid a truck....hitting a tree instead
her friend was killed instantly....shes in critical condition
This is the conversation between her sister and her boyfriend
Sister: omg ( crying )
Boy: what? whats wrong ?
Sister: my sister...your girlfriend was involved in a major car wreck
Boy: is she ok ? ?????
Sister: shes in critical condition
Boy: I'll be there in 10 minutes
He shows up to the hospital room ...standing outside the door
going over the last conversation in his mind over and over as he
heard the machines beep and beep and breathing tubes pump
Boy: she wanted to give me something or tell me something
Girls mom: yeah this...
it was an envelope smelling like she did sealed with a kiss in
lipstick
he opened it.....
it said ..... your everything to me....I love you with everything I
am
and everything I have...I want to spend the rest of my life with you
sealed in it was a ripped movie ticket from the first movie they
went to
and the first picture they took together
he kissed the picture as a tear fell from his face onto the picture
it looked as if in the picture she was crying
then the machines flat lined....3 minutes later she was pronounced
dead


If you have any heart...any soul...or want to be happy you will
repost this.
If you care for someone ...do not let something like this ever happen


80% of Americans say "I LOVE YOU".
20% actually mean it.

If you honestly are in the 20%, paste this into your
profile


If you'd walk 5,000 miles to spend 5 minutes with someone who you love, put this in your profile.


If you'd keep loving someone no matter what, even if they don't love you back, because you still love them, then add this to your profile.

If you'd give your life for your friend, put this in your profile.

I'm an extremely sensitive person and will do anything to help someone I care about. I'm generally very easygoing but if you push me to far I do not hold back and get even. I will one day rule the world and when you beg for mercy I shall consider it so it would be wise to get on my good side now. A display of me being pushed to far, I was always nice and everyone took advantage of that so I decided I would one day rule over the fools who had wronged me but if you personally have never upset me and need to talk I promise to listen and try to help because despite my anger at the world I do enjoy other people's happiness. Its probably hard to believe that seeing what I have just said about revenge but I am extremely emotional I Love and Hate with great passion and care for all people until they do something dishonorable whether to me or to someone else.

Six signs your falling for someone

1. - as soon as you get online-whose name do you look at first

2. - when you hear your phone ringing-who do u hope is calling

3. - when a love song comes on the radio-who's face comes to your mind

4. - who's name makes your heart skip a beat every time you hear it

5. - who is it that you always find yourself thinking about-wondering if they're thinking about you

6. - the whole time you were reading this bulletin, there was only 1 person on your mind.....


Repost this as "Six signs you're falling for someone"



1,171,318 people were killed in the Revolutionary War, the Civil War, the two World Wars, the Korean War, the Vietnam War, the Gulf War, and the Iraqi War combined. However, abortion alone has claimed more than 51,000,000 unborn babies. That's 50 times as many human lives. If you are against abortion, paste this in your profile. [and please message me if you do, I'd like to know]


You know you live in 2008 when...

1.) You accidentaly enter your password on a microwave.

2.) You haven't played solitare with real cards for years.

3.) The reason for not staying in touch with your friends is they dont have a screenname or myspace.

4.) You'd rather look all over the house for the remote instead of just pushing the buttons on the TV.

6.) Your boss doesn't even have the ability to do your job.

7.) As you read this list you keep nodding and smiling.

8.) As you read this list you think about sending it to all your friends.

9.) And you were too busy to notice number 5.

10.) You scrolled back up to see if there was a number 5.

11.) Now you are laughing at yourself stupidly.

12.) Put this in your profile if you fell for that, and you know you did





*A girl and guy were speeding, on a motorcycle, over 90 mph on the road..
Girl: Slow down. I’m scared.
Guy: No, this is fun.
Girl: No, it’s not. Please, it’s too scary!
Guy: Then tell me you love me.
Girl: Fine, I love you. Slow down!
Guy: Now give me a BIG hug.
*Girl hugs him*
Guy: Can you take my helmet off & put it on yourself? It’s bugging me.
(In the paper the next day)
A motorcycle crashed into a building because of break failure. Two people were on it, but only one survived. The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his breaks broke, but he didn’t want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him & felt her hug one last time, then had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it meant that he would die.
If you would ever do this for someone....then post this on your page asap!!!

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put this on your page if you think
>>>>>>>ITS OKAY TO CRY<<<<<<<<
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Girl: Do I ever cross your mind?


Boy: No


Girl: Do you like me?


Boy: Not really


Girl: Do you want me?


Boy: No


Girl: Would you cry if I left?


Boy: No


Girl: Would you live for me?


Boy: No


Girl: Would you do anything for me?


Boy: No


Girl: Choose--me or your life


Boy: my life

The girl runs away in shock and pain and the boy runs after her and says...

The reason you never cross my mind is because you're always on my mind.

The reason why I don't like you is because I love you.

The reason I don't want you is because I need you.

The reason I wouldn't cry if you left is because I would die if you left.

The reason I wouldn't live for you is because I would die for you.

The reason why I'm not willing to do anything for you is because I would do everything for you.

The reason I chose my life is because you ARE my life.


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"I was dead before I met you, I was born the day you loved me, and my love for you will keep me alive forever."
-Cole Turner

"A Pessimist says the glass is half empty, a Optimist says the glass is half full, an engineer says the glass is twice as big as it needs to be"

"I always say never again yet every time I find myself going back" -Stephen Napolitano

"Time you enjoy wasting is not wasted." -John Lennon

"I believe in Christianity as I believe that the Sun has risen, not only because I see it, but because by it I see everything else." -C.S. Lewis

"Don't pray that God's on our side, pray that we're on his side." -Abraham Lincoln

"I find your lack of faith disturbing" -Darth Vadar

"A man can no more diminish God’s glory by refusing to worship Him than a lunatic can put out the sun by scribbling the word ‘darkness’ on the walls of his cell."
-C.S. Lewis

"For the scientist who has lived by his faith in the power of reason, the story ends like a bad dream. He has scaled the mountains of ignorance; he is about to conquer the highest peak; as he pulls himself over the final rock, he is greeted by a band of theologians who have been sitting there for centuries." -Robert Jastrow, American astrologer, cosmologist, and physicist

"The atheist can’t find God for the same reason a thief can’t find a policeman." -Unknown

"I do not feel obliged to believe that the same God who endowed us with sense, reason, and intellect had intended us to forgo their use." -Galileo

"Practicing psychiatry without faith in God is like meeting a hungry man and giving him a toothpick." -Unknown

"Some people complain to God because He puts thorns on roses, while others praise Him for putting roses among thorns." -Unknown

"If God were small enough to be understood, he would not be big enough to be worshiped." -Evelyn Underhill

"Faith is the strength by which a shattered world shall emerge into the light" -Louisa May Alcott

"Religion is a candle inside a multicolored lantern. Everyone looks through a particular color, but the candle is always there. -Mohammed Neguib

"An atheist is one who hopes the Lord will do nothing to disturb his disbelief. -Franklin P. Jones

"We do not destroy religion by destroying superstition." -Cicero

"I believe with all my heart that one cannot be America's president without a belief in God, without the strength that your faith gives you." -George Bush Sr.

"Half of the American people never read a newspaper. Half never voted for President. One hopes it is the same half."
-Gore Vidal

"Nearly all men can stand adversity, but if you want to test a man's character, give him power." -Abraham Lincoln

"IF I had a single flower for every time I think about you, I could walk forever in my garden." -Claudia Ghandi

"If you're alone, I'll be your shadow. If you want to cry, I'll be your shoulder. If you want a hug, I'll be your pillow. If you need to be happy, I'll be your smile. But anytime you need a friend, I'll just be me." -Author Unknown

"Immature love says, "I love you because I need you." Mature love says, "I need you because I love you." -Franklin D. Roosevelt

"How many legs does a dog have if you count his tail as a leg? Four. You can call a tail a leg if you want to, but that doesn't make it a leg." -Abraham Lincoln

"What is love? As far as I can tell, it is passion, admiration, and respect. If you have two, you have enough. If you have all three, you don't have to die to go to heaven." -William Warton


"Just for once, let me look on you with my own eyes." -Darth Vadar

"A long life may not be good enough, but a good life is long enough." -Benjamin Franklin

"Better to remain silent and be thought a fool than to speak out and remove all doubt." -Abraham Lincoln

"When you are courting a nice girl an hour seems like a second. When you sit on a red-hot cinder a second seems like an hour. That's relativity." -Albert Einstein



The students all told the younger boy as they prepared to leave the school, "this is the best teacher you'll ever have!" They pointed to the teacher, who happened to overhear them. The teacher looked up. "No, no..." he said. "Life is the greatest teacher."


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Six humans trapped by happenstance
In bleak and bitter cold;
Each one possessed a stick of wood,
Or so the story’s told.

Their dying fire in need of logs,
The first woman held hers back,
For on the faces ‘round the fire,
She noticed one was black.

The next man looking cross the way,
Saw one not of his church,
And couldn’t bring himself to give
The fire his stick of birch.

The third one sat in tattered clothes;
He gave his coat a hitch.
Why should his log be put to use
To warm the idle rich?

The rich man just sat back and thought
Of the wealth he had in store,
And how to keep what he had earned
From the lazy, shiftless poor.

The black man’s face bespoke revenge
As the fire passed from sight,
For all he saw in his stick of wood
Was a chance to spite the white.


And the last man of this forlorn group
Did naught except for gain;
Giving to those who gave to him
Was how he played the game.

The logs held in death’s still hands
Was proof of human sin;
They didn’t die from the cold without,
But from the cold within.

-George Kirby


ABORTION IS MURDER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
A baby cries for its first and last time when its aborted.
You can deny it, but its true
A baby is a liveing thing
Abortion is a form of child abuse!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
REPOST THIS IF U THINK ABORTION IS WRONG!!
Abortion is Wrong!!


Month One
Mommy, I am only 8 inches long, but I have all my organs. I love the sound of
your voice. Every time I hear it, I wave my arms and legs. The sound of your
heart beat is my favorite lullaby.

Month Two
Mommy, today I learned how to suck my thumb. If you could see me, you could
definitely tell that I am a baby. I'm not big enough to survive outside my home
though. It is so nice and warm in here.

Month Three
You know what Mommy, I'm a girl !! I hope that makes you happy. I always want
you to be happy. I don't like it when you cry. You sound so sad. It makes me sad
too, and I cry with you even though you can't hear me.

Month Four
Mommy, my hair is starting to grow. It is very short and fine, but I will have a
lot of it. I spend a lot of my time exercising. I can turn my head and curl my
fingers and toes, and stretch my arms and legs. I am becoming quite good at it
too.

month Five
You went to the doctor today. Mommy, he lied to you. He said that I'm not a
baby. I am a baby Mommy, your baby. I think and feel. Mommy, what's abortion?

Month Six
I can hear that doctor again. I don't like him. He seems cold and heartless.
Something is intruding my home. The doctor called it a needle. Mommy what is it?
It burns! Please make him stop! I can't get away from it! Mommy!! HELP me!! No . . .

Month Seven
Mommy, I'm not okay. I'm dead, how could you be so mean? Why didn't you want me Mommy?

Every Abortion Is Just . . .
One more heart that was stopped. Two more eyes that will never see. Two more hands that will never touch. Two more legs that will never run. One more mouth that will never speak. Take this and if you have a heart, place this on your page.
Abortion is Just wrong it is murder


Here's a quote by a pretty good writer pen named CANOESROCK "They have wanted to be popular to. They have tried to be someone other than themselves, because they don’t think their “friends” will accept their crazy side. Out there, you can be whoever you want to be. And when you get home, you realized that you don’t ever have to be anyone but yourself. Because, you are a unique, talented person. Being different is not a problem; being the same is. You should be the only you, not one of the million “hers” or “hims.” A little nameless lake out in Canada may be the best place to find out who you really are." for his fictionpress page, go here: http://www.fictionpress.com/u/649417/CANOESROCK


PS:Meet fred, my imaginary friend:
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PSS: Meet my tuna fish larry:
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PSSS: Meet my flounder named flounder:
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keep on rockin' (and writin'),
sparkanator