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Hi my name is Chris West
I like to express myself
i wirte poetry and songs
music is my life i love to listen play and sing
im a lover not a fighter although it has come to some fights
If you see walking down the streets of my town you see a hood a gangster and a crimnal i ware the colors of my family i represent my fellow crips in what i ware and what i do to survive but if you sit down and talk to me you see a kid looking for help for all the pain in me ive seen alot of things somethings you couldnt see happen to you or things someone my age shouldnt see i cant close my eyes with out seeing them
only 3 peaple in my life know who i really am and tr to help but sometimes i dont want to take the help i push them away and make things worse
I would never hurt a girl in anyway i could never hit them or break their hearts but i have had my heart broken to many times so i dont bother with it anymore i just try to survive
My life is a lie

BROKENCYDE IS THE MUSIC OF THE DEMON GODS
Lyrics to Schizophrenia!!! :
...One Two, alright
like this...

Chorus:
ONE! TWO! We're coming for you. THREE! FOUR! Lock your door.
FIVE! SIX! Suck on my dick.

BROKENCYDE WILL NEVER DIE! (x2)

And I and I and I and I can feel the needle break, up inside of my veins. They try to tell me I'm insane, but they made me that way. So come and take me away, from this monster that you've made of me. I feel like dying, erasing all of these memories…

Bridge:
I'm trapped inside this cage tonight! You torture my brain with blades and knifes! I need you to try to save my life! BEFORE I GO INSANE! (x2)

Chorus (x2)

In 7 days my schizophrenia breaks my brain cavity waves, distorted, decayed! These faces of insane originated this pain, and invented these demented ways to break me! Intoxicated, I'm faded inside my dreams. Motivated on defeating these haters in everything. It's the only thing that keeps me alive. It keeps me away from all of your mother fucking lies!!!

Bridge (x2)

Chorus (x2)

I feel my nails rip my flesh; I feel I've gone insane. I never wanted to hurt you, but you made me this way. So now I know I'm crazy, I feel there's no more pain. These voices call out to me, they're screaming out my name.

Chorus (x4)


.*.♥.*.♥~A true friend can see the suffering in your eyes, while everyone else can just see the smile on your face~♥~

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----///-\\\----If you have ever felt
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---|||---|||---Suicidal
----\\\-///----Appathetic
-----\\///-----Depressed
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---///----\\\--Put this on your channel
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____♥_♥____ someone
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╔═╦══╦═╗ Put this on your
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╚═╩╩╩╩═╝ or support emos xx
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.//___// Out With A [Bang!] ♥

To Every Girl

To every girl that is SCARED to put her heart out there again, because she has been HURT too many times.
To every girl that dresses cute, not skanky.
TO EVERY GIRL WHO WANTS TO BE CALLED BEAUTIFUL, NOT HOT.
To every girl that will spend her whole day looking for the perfect present for you.
To every girl that would die to have a decent boyfriend.
To every girl who would just once like to be treated like a princess.
To every girl that just wants to hold hands.
To every girl that kisses him with meaning.
To every girl who just wishes he cared more.
To every girl who just once, wants a guy to give their jacket up when she is cold.
TO EVERY GIRL WHO JUST WANTS HIM TO CALL.
TO EVERY GIRL WHO LIES AWAKE AT NIGHT THINKING ABOUT HIM.
TO EVERY GIRL THAT JUST WANTS TO CUDDLE.
To every girl who shows how much she cares but gets nothing back.
TO EVERY GIRL THAT EVER THOUGHT "MAYBE THIS ONE COULD BE THE ONE."
To every girl that laughs at stupid stuff when she actually doesn't think it is funny.
To every girl who is just looking for that one and only and is having a rough time along the way.
To every girl that doesn't want a guy who just plays with her emotions but actually cares about how she feels.
TO EVERY GIRL WHO WANTS WORDS BACKED UP WITH ACTIONS.
TO EVERY GIRL THAT FELL FOR ALL THE LIES ONLY TO FIND THEMSELVES ALONE IN THE END.
TO EVERY GIRL WHO GAVE HER HEART AWAY TO HAVE IT SHOVED BACK IN HER FACE.
To every girl that has faith that "tomorrow will be a better day." And it will be.

If you have ever felt like any of the girls described, then post this on your author's page. You can put the ones that apply particularly to you in capitals if you like, or don't if you prefer not to.



We're a Dying Breed

To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait."
To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful."
To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her.
To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick.
To every guy who has given her flowers just because.
To every guy that said he would die for her.
To every guy that really would.
To every guy that took time to do what she wanted to do.
To every guy that she cried in front of.
To every guy that holds hands with her.
To every guy that kisses her with meaning.
To every guy that hugs her when she's sad.
To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all.
To every guy who would give their jacket up for her.
To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe.
To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes.
To every guy that would give his seat up.
To every guy that just wants to cuddle.
To every guy that reassured her that she was beautiful no matter what.
To every guy who told his secrets to her.
To every guy that tried to show how much he cared through every word and every breath.
To every guy that thought maybe this could be the one.
To every guy that believed in her dreams.
To every guy that would have done anything so she could achieve them.
To every guy that never laughed at her when she told him her dreams.
To every guy that walked her to her car.
To every guy that gave his heart.
To every guy who prays that she is happy, even if you are not with her.

Not many girls appreciate nice guys anymore...
And because of this, there are not many left out there...
90% of the men who read your page will not repost this because they care more about their image.
If you are a nice guy repost this with "We're a Dying Breed "
If you are a girl that thinks every guy should treat a girl this way, repost this with: To Every Guy...



"A shot to kill the pain
A pill to drain the shame
A purge to stop the gain
A cut to break the vein
A smoke to ease the crave
A drink to win the game
An addiction's an addiction
Because it always hurts the same"
~Author Unknown~


Place an X by all the things you've done.
(X) Smoked a cigarette
(X) Drank so much you threw up
(X) Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
(X) Been arrested
() Gone on a blind date
(X) Skipped school
(X) Seen someone die
(X) Been to Canada
() Been to Florida
() Been to Mexico
() Been on a plane
(X) Been lost
() Been on the opposite side of the country
() Gone to Washington, DC
() Swam in the ocean
(X) Felt like dying...
(X) Cried yourself to sleep
(X) Played cops and robbers
() Recently colored with crayons
(X) Sang karaoke badly
(X) Paid for a meal with only coins
() Done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(X) Made prank phone calls
(X) Laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
() Laughed until liquid came out of the other end
(X) Caught a snowflake on your tongue.
(X) Danced in the rain
(X) Written a letter to Santa Claus
(X) Been kissed under the mistletoe
(X) Watched the sun rise with someone you care about
(X) Blown bubbles
(X) Made a bonfire on the beach
() Crashed a party
() Gone roller-skating
(X) Ice-skating
() Started a mosh pit
()been in a mosh pit
(X) Own a knife
(X) Ran away for more then a day
(X) Got in a fight and lost
(X) Got in a fight a won
(X) Got a new girlfriend
(X) Been dumped
() Been smacked then dumped
() Smacked someone then dumped them
(X) Gone to court
(X) Gone to jail
(X) Been picked up by the cops
(X) Tell a cop to: go to hell, go him/her self ect...
(X) Own a gun
(X) Love someone
(X) Hate someone
(X) Love and hate someone
(X) Think someone loves you
(X) Think someone hates you
() Is gay
() Is lez
() Is bi
() Is gay but no one knows
() Is lez but no one knows
() Is bi but no one knows
(X) Isn't any of them
(X) Works out
() Has a tattoo
(X) Is a goth
(X) Is emo
() hates labels
(X) Is something
() Is an alien
(X) Is "idk"
() Is no one
() Has ever been in boot camp
(X) Ever been to juvy
(X)Cusses regulary
(X) Loves life
(X) Hates life
(X) Wants to die
(X) Wants to live
(X) Wants to die but not kill themself
() Wants to kill themself
(X) Has ever cut
(X) Likes to cut
(X) Loves to cut
(X) F*cking loves to cut
() Thinks cutting is wrong
(X) Thinks cutting helps
() Is a drama king/queen
(X) Doesn't care what people think
() Cares what people think
(X) Has more than one friend
(X) Has a best friend
() Is a goody-goody
(X) Is a bad-
(X) Has gone out with a girl/guy for over a month
(X) Believes in one gf one bf relationships
(X) Has someone to talk to
(X) Thinks you're smart
() Thinks you're dumb
(X) Thinks you're cool
() Thinks you're lame
(X) Liked this thingy
() Disliked this thingy

For those peaple out there having troubles finding a good relationship and say
Theres no one for me
well dont say it that way re word it and take it from a differet perspective
Is there me for no one
if you understad what that way means well it mean you were created for a reason even if you think you weren't and for you theres someone but only if theres no one for you some peaple were made to care for otheres and some were made to be cared by otheres seomtimes you just gotta take charge of that and find that one person or you can just sit around hoping that person walks by
----- Created by Chris West------

What A Kiss Means

Kiss on the stomach-----"I love you"
Kiss on the Forehead ----"I hope we're together forever"
Kiss on the Ear ---"I'm corny"
Kiss on the Cheek ---"We're friends"
Kiss on the Hand ---"I adore you"
Kiss on the Neck ---"We belong together"
Kiss on the Shoulder ---"I want you"
Kiss on the Lips ---"I love you" OR "I want you"

What the gesture means...

Holding Hands ---"We definitely love each other"
Slap on the Butt ---"That's mine"
Holding on tight ---"I don't want to let go"
Looking into each other's Eyes ---"I just plain love you"
Playing with Hair ---"Tell me you love me"
Arms around the Waist ---"I love you too much to let go"
Laughing while Kissing ---"I am completely Comfortable with you"

FAKE FRIENDS: try to make you do sumthing you don't want to
REAL FRIENDS: are the reason you don't have regrets
FAKE FRIENDS: call your parents Mr./Mrs.
REAL FRIENDS: call your parents DAD/MOM
FAKE FRIENDS: would sit next to you saying "Damn.... we f**ked up... but that s**t was fun!"
REAL FRIENDS: bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong
FAKE FRIENDS: never ask for food
REAL FRIENDS: are the reasons you never have food
FAKE FRIENDS: borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back
REAL FRIENDS: keep you stuff so long they forget it's yours
FAKE FRIENDS: know a few things about you
REAL FRIENDS: could write a book about you with direct quotes from you
FAKE FRIENDS: will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing
REAL FRIENDS: will kick the whole crowds a$$ that left you
FAKE FRIENDS: would knock on your front door
REAL FRIENDS: walk right in and say "I'M HOME!!"
FAKE FRIENDS: are for awhile
REAL FRIENDS: are for life
FAKE FRIENDS: will look at you stumbling all over the place and say "B***h drink the rest of that you know we don't wate s**t
REAL FRIENDS: will take your drink away when they think you've had enough
FAKE FRIENDS: will talk s**t to the person who talks s**it about you
REAL FRIENDS: will knock them out
FAKE FRIENDS: would ignore this
REAL FRIENDS: will send this to all their real friends and hope to get it back
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Take these quizes for fun lol put an X if you have if not leave blank.
I am puttin quizes that every thing has happended to me tell me if you got the same
My i got bored so i made some quizes on my life well be making more

Gang stuff
(X) Watched someone die from gang violence
(X) Envolved in a gang
(X) Ever been shot at
( ) Ever been shot
(X) Ever been stabed or slashed
(X) Been to jail for gang affiliations
(X) Lost a family member to gang violence
(X) Lost 2 or more family members to gang violence
(X) Lost good friends to gang violence
( ) Ever shot at someone else

Drugs
(X) Smoked weed
(X) Smoked hash
(X) Snorted any type of pills
(X) Done coke in any type of way
(X) Ever done acid strips (LSD) (PCP)
(X) Ever eaten magic mushrooms (Shrooms)
(X) Been to hospital from drug use
(X) Charged with Posesion of drugs
(X) Charged for under influence
(X) Caught in school with drugs and suspended
(X) Ever been so high you can't remember a thing
(X) Ever tripped out so bad you were running from nothing
(X) Ever ask the point of drugs

Alcohol
(X) Drank under age
(X) Drank so much you puked all over
(X) Ever had alcohol poisoning
( ) Ever take advantage of guy/girl while they drunk(I didn't do this just putin it there)
( ) Ever been taken advantage of while drunk
(X) Ever been in a fight while drunk
(X) Ever ask why we drink

Cutting
(X) Cut to feel pain
(X) Cut to feel alive
(X) Cut to kill yourself
(X) Cut for someone you love
(X) Cut for attention ( I did once not proud of it )
(X) Cut over someone that has died that is close to you
(X) Been cutting for 1 year
(X) Been cutting for 2 years
(X) Been cutting for 3 years
(X) Attemting to stop cutting
(X) Don't care what people think of your cuts
(X) Been to the hospital for blood lose
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*A girl and guy were speeding, on a motorcycle, over 90 mph on the road..
Girl: Slow down. I’m scared.
Guy: No, this is fun.
Girl: No, it’s not. Please, it’s too scary!
Guy: Then tell me you love me.
Girl: Fine, I love you. Slow down!
Guy: Now give me a BIG hug.
*Girl hugs him*
Guy: Can you take my helmet off & put it on yourself? It’s bugging me.
(In the paper the next day)
A motorcycle crashed into a building because of brake failure. Two people were on it, but only one survived. The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his brakes had gone out, but he didn’t want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him & felt her hug one last time, then had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it meant that he would die.
If you would ever do this for someone....then post this on your page asap!!