loving me...finally
my Mother died when I was "9" years old
that's when I learned this world was cold
We all were placed in foster homes
Hardly ever seeing one another,but talking on the phone
My sister tried to commit suicide by jumping out a window
When she needed them the most, Where did all her friends go
I hated myself and I wanted to die
They sent me to a shrink who only asked me "Why?"
I told him that "My life isn't worth living
Being stuck in this world of constant giving"
He claimed he was concerned about how I felt
Something about a raw deal that I'd been dealt
When I got older I tried to escape
But freedom was expensive and I was raped
The rapist said my life was a lie
And nobody cared about the tears I cried
I went to the streets looking for love
I found comfort in "Crack" the drug
Alot of times the devil would insist
"End it all Just slit your wrists"
Until I learned I had a friend and a real Soul Saviour
You see, God was always there for me and he never asked for favors
This is the lesson I had to learn in order to be free
I could never love anyone else,If I didn't start with ..ME
I am the proud "AP" mother of ....
1. hellfire
2. baby black rose
3. blood - wolf
looking to enlarge my family, holla at me when you need a mom!!!
my Mother died when I was "9" years old
that's when I learned this world was cold
We all were placed in foster homes
Hardly ever seeing one another,but talking on the phone
My sister tried to commit suicide by jumping out a window
When she needed them the most, Where did all her friends go
I hated myself and I wanted to die
They sent me to a shrink who only asked me "Why?"
I told him that "My life isn't worth living
Being stuck in this world of constant giving"
He claimed he was concerned about how I felt
Something about a raw deal that I'd been dealt
When I got older I tried to escape
But freedom was expensive and I was raped
The rapist said my life was a lie
And nobody cared about the tears I cried
I went to the streets looking for love
I found comfort in "Crack" the drug
Alot of times the devil would insist
"End it all Just slit your wrists"
Until I learned I had a friend and a real Soul Saviour
You see, God was always there for me and he never asked for favors
This is the lesson I had to learn in order to be free
I could never love anyone else,If I didn't start with ..ME
I am the proud "AP" mother of ....
1. hellfire
2. baby black rose
3. blood - wolf
looking to enlarge my family, holla at me when you need a mom!!!
- Last seen on Nov 29 11:58 AM 2005. Member since April 27, 2005.
- I'm a obsidian idea poet for 668 comments.
- My mood is , and quote is "life for me ain't been no crystal stair".
- I am a 44 year old girl (UNITED STATES)
- When I'm not writing, I'm a Community activist, Mother and poet.
- Visit my homepage at www.nu-poets.com
- I have 668 comments, 63 poems, 1 story
My Poetry
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I am a woman who loves oral sex, , I dream od dicks just hanging anbd me sucking them like lollipops, yum, yum, dicks are beautiful and they should be sucked!al8 lines, 4 comments, October 15, 2005. In Contemporary
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I am a woman who loves oral sex, , I dream od dicks just hanging anbd me sucking them like lollipops, yum, yum, dicks are beautiful and they should be sucked!al8 lines, October 15, 2005. In Contemporary
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On the Day God blessed me with You
I was so happy I didn't know what to do16 lines, 4 comments, October 6, 2005. In Love
My Stories
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590 lines, 1 comment, June 23, 2005. In <200 lines, Erotica
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Almighty Aphrodite on November 13, 2006Hello stranger. I never see you around anymore. I hope all is well in your part of the universe. Come by and visit next time you come on. I can always make time for company.
Many blessings,
Raven Aurora
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SiSiMelody on April 1, 2006This poem was very emotional,God bless and and it's true, that he will always help you thru.
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Butterfly Rain on September 21, 2005Just missing you is all. I hope is all is with you. I love you momma God bless! ~Angel~
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galfalfa on September 2, 2005Congrats on your gold trophy and thanks for entering my contest
