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THIS IS SO PEOPLE UNDERSTAND CUTTING...


Cutting isn't just, "Hey, I'm depressed and I'm going to cut myself," it is more like: "I'm so stressed, so pained, so confused, what do I do? As you look around the room for an exit from life, you see the blade lying on the table, you slowly reach for the shiny object imaging that it could be the new opening. As you lay it on your skin, you go into a sort of trance. You apply pressure little by little as you carefully drag the sharp, painless object along your skin, and for a second you feel as if you are in a complete state of cleanliness as if you are completely sin free because it has all seeped out with your blood. When you finally stop, the pain, stress and confusion all come back, but yet you do it over and over just for the second that you feel clean, for the second that everything for once is no longer inside of you and for the time that no matter what is happening around you it doesn't involve you."

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::::: January 11 2009 :::::

I have started writing Freeing Phoenix again...wrote 4 new chapters and put them up today.

::::: March 25 :::::

i am the queen of unfinished stories. i dont think freeing phoenix is going to be finished.

::::: March 13 :::::

i'm gonna try to take another swing at finishing FP.

  • Last seen 4 hours ago. Member since August 26, 2003.
  • I'm a jade dragon poet for 268 comments.
  • My mood is , and quote is "hello floor, make me a sammich".
  • I am a 25 year old woman (United States)
  • When I'm not writing, I'm cashiering.
  • I have 268 comments, 144 poems, 51 stories

My Poetry

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  • i am...
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    5 lines, March 25, 2008. In Angst, Life, Pain, Personal, Thoughts
  • Just once
    52 lines, 3 comments, October 14, 2007. In Abuse, Angst, Life, Personal, Pain, Thoughts
  • i cant think of a title for this one
    a letter written with a keyboard in my past / says that i may be too broken to be fixed / and i wrote about ThE sTuPiD hOuSe / to share the memories that used to wake me up / now the monster of my childhood is no more
    14 lines, July 11, 2007
  • Healing
    i look at my body / and see the scars of yesterday / once bright against my skin / now faded and white /
    13 lines, July 11, 2007

My Stories

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Guest Book

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  • stasis on September 14, 2008
    Thank you for the favorite.

    =]
  • AlmostLoved on October 4, 2006
    THIS IS SO PEOPLE UNDERSTAND CUTTING...ITS BEEN 28 day(s) SINCE I LAST CUT....

    I came across your page!! good job on not cutting for 28 days!
  • SweetArsenicKisses on June 3, 2006
    me: "ew, the dog got me muddy"
    josh: "aww,its ok love, you're washable"


    aaw cute...i like that. It reminds me of my friend Josh. Funny huh?? And the cutting issue....I had to quit....but god It makes me cry...i want it so badly...god, i cant do this...but i have to stop...i hope you can too.
  • Nightmare Artist on May 16, 2006
    thanx for commenting on my poems....i've never had someone comment on so many at one time...awesome...and about the cutting....i kno how u feel...but we won't go into that...b/c i don't wanna sound all--mom-ish....not yet n e wayz

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