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A smile on my face
A grin I cannot erase
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Awoken in the night
to memories I tried to forget
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Nightmares you never hear about
I'm careful to keep quiet
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Guilt surpasses the immeasurable burden
Weighing down on my shoulders
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A slight of hand
and pause in grace
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I thought you to be so in control
Always had it right
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Let darkness reign
I'll run to the ends of the earth
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Every song on the radio
brings me to my knees
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You thought it'd be alright
To spend just one more night out of sight
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The night you shut your eyes / And let someone else control you / No, that wasn't you / You let the darkness whisper commands / into your young ear, you didn't mean to / Tell me you didn't mean to / Lunge at me in
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Gone without goodbye / So much for talking / Just another reason to be lonely now / You kept me down, so here I go / I'll do it for you / E
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I want everyone to look but nobody to see / Heartache is my specialty / A broken heart, a bleeding vein / I've learned to love pain / Hurt me, come on, hurt me / Or I'll do the same / Dig a little deeper / Kick
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In a suspended state / No one seems to notice / Which way you're falling / or if your hands can touch the wall / Fingertips grace cement but nothing changes / I feel slowly less real / Until your face is numb and
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Another day, another night / Where I don’t want to be alone / And I don’t know if I want him or you / Or nobody but me / Me scares me into
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Head hung low again / Loneliness in a room full of voices / Emptiness I can't understand / or even begin to make sense of / A world still moving / And I can't keep up / In a place so confusing, painted with color
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Disturbed youth; unkind and untold / Begging to be granted forgiveness / Something we can never quite grasp / or understand / "Well maybe n
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Show me what it feels like / To not be enough / Empty my veins, slice my words / I can't be what you want / What any of you want / Expectations are dying, cut out one by one / I'm breaking up my mind and my body
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A rush of blood; stains on crisp white pants / The new year rang in as I struggled / to be free / Too many hands; they aren't mine, they aren't right / Hazy and dark / Push it to the back of my mind / An unwanted
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Everybody talking and moving / At the same time / I squint my eyes; I wish I were invisible now / I tried so hard to reach this place / Now I wish I'd never been here at all / Too much looking, too much thinking
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Possibility of the page / stares back at me with an unnamed uncertainty / Breathe / Words and red break into one intangible release / A flow of silence to transcend every one before it / A scar, black ink / Memori
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Locked in a room / Of lost things and forgotten shadows / I can cry here / and feel guilt here; it comes on so strong / I can break down now / Plead for innocence lost forever / and to mend a broken spirit / Thi
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Do you recongnize me now? / So different from the girl you used to know; the subtleties inside of me / I'm someone even I don't know / The look in my eyes is something I fear / but envy too. / / The fleeting feel
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For all the things we have done / and every act we haven't committed yet / Each one holds / Ramifications far past what I can imagine / Perception bleeds into the next frame / And I'm so much stronger now / Such a
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Uncertainty clings to my skin like the smell of smoke
Ivory skin cringes under the pressure of a hand
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The depths that no one sees beneath the gentle seas
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Two too many tears have been dropped A few too many nights have gone without sleep
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Another long exchange
with no way out
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I will stand sure and tall
Wondering if we will fall
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I stand out Like the only one in the world
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The warmth against my face
So familiar but so far away
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When you're not here as that shield Who is there to protect me from myself?
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To hear the truth out loud Is something we may never want to do
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Maybe when you learn to tell the difference Between broken and behaving
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Long blonde hair and a face I cannot see Tears running from no where
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Watch the darkness fade to nothing Everything you had crumbles
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