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Change. A word that symbolizes life,
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Whenever we talk, I feel like I'm floating on a cloud;
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You help me through the worst times in my life,
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Do you remember those tender moments where we just couldn't let go?
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We miss you, oh how we miss you so.
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Whispering lullabies, kissing me goodnight.
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As the sun sets, everything gets dark,
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Shocked gasps sound, as you fall to the ground.
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I walk down this path, tears of runny eyeliner,
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Heart beat racing, legs pumping,
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She started small, but turned into what she is now.
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Tears stream down her face, she runs to her safe place.
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I keep my eyes low, avoiding all contact possible.
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Then she closed her eyes,
found relief in a knife.
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Too much pain, too much emptiness,
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I couldn't cry while, he held me close,
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She wondered how long it had been,
since she had a pleasant dream,
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How did we get here? You used to be,
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I cry because,
I only do this to myself,
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The little children run to the doors, in their festive costumes.
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I'm standing in the rain, face lifted to the drops.
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We fall back on a bed of grass,
here I am sober,
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Sobs come from my chest, heaving and breathless.
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Here I stand,
knife in hand,
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This aching quietness, inside my chest,
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My silent plea, has never been so loud.
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Run with me dear, when we are together,
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You are no longer there, just a dream in my mind.
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Two little words, that mean everything.
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I'm all alone, in this dark, crazy world,
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I look at you, and see your eyes.
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Trapped in my loveless life, I'm wishing that,
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