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The girl I see when I look in the mirror I think I used to know her, long ago
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She tries harder everyday to stay strong
but she feels way too weak to carry on.
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The person I once was I am not anymore
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I dont have an easy way to say goodbye
so I'll just leave without you by my side.
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What can I possibly say that will make you understand?
When you tell me Im a bad child the hatred for myself only expands.
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Everyday that goes by I tell yet another lie unable to tell people how I really feel inside.
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Light as a feather is what I wish to be
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Stick and stones may break her bones but words can make her bleed inside
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Theres this girl I see, I dont know who she is
she looks back with a smile on her face
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Trying to get on with my life
but finding it too hard to go on
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Mum and dad, I need you to know how sorry I am for putting you through such pain and misery
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Everyday my heart continues to be broken
wishing it had said things, its stilll not spoken
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Standing in front of the mirror
I slowly wipe of my make up
by starving4perfection
30 lines, 8 comments,
on Sep 12 3:03 PM. In Sad, Pain, Personal, Other, Angst, Dark, Life, Self, Thoughts
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I wish there was an easy way for me to say
to explain the kind of pain I go through everyday
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Feeling so lost and alone, not knowing what to do
you came along and you promised you'd help me too
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How can I express the words
my heart wants to say?
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This moment in time I feel so alone
though so many people are around me
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Many people have come and gone
but hardly anyone has stayed
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Im sorry to everyone who's ever
crossed paths with me, for I know
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You're the beast that tainted my soul
making me do things, you took all control
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At first all I really needed was someone to guide me
to hold my hand and tell me which way I need to go
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The mirror reflection in front of me stares hard
looks me up and down, with one look of shame
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As everyday goes on
I feel weaker
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I look at the plate in front of me
and already a war's begun in my head
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Everyday I wake up hoping I'll be okay
I know its my fault I turned out this way
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I stand in front of the mirror and sneak a glance
a true image of the monster I really am
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At the beginning when we first met
you said you'd always be here forever
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Everyday I try and try to explain to you all
how difficult its really getting for me
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Theres been times when I feel happy
and others I feel so low, I dont know why
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She promised herself she would stop
that she would never do it ever again
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Im the girl who tries so hard in life to please
the one who does what people want to see
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Please can you all listen to what I need to say
its important, its about what I do everyday
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Listen to my pleas, can you hear the pain in my voice?
can't you hear me whispering, and realise its not me?
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