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Tired of the pain you caused but in my head i can't get rid of it
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I wake up and see your face feeling your dry rough fingers all over
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home... pinned against the cold hard wall
by psychomonkey
46 lines, 2 comments,
on Dec 31 6:54 AM 2008
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Left behind and forgotten. A speed bump
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into the darkness or into the light i go into it blindly
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but now im here
wondering what to do
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its just a poem to my bf
im just waiting till i can show him... hope someone likes it
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i wrote this a couple years ago,
and i just found it today... so here it is...meh
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its short and not that great
but here it is
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with every father that abandoned their child
with every kid thats been defiled
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it can raise you high
but then it all comes crashing down
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and suddenly i'm in hell
reliving the pain
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if only they could see...
if only they knew what this was doing to me...
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merely a girl
with no self control
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so much in denial
refusing to see it clearly
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Lost inside my self
I don't know where to turn
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as the years went by
the pain only got worse
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fuck life
and all it has to bring
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a world that I will never let you see
A pain so deep that it scares me
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when i hurt myself tonight,
i will think of you,
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If only I knew!
I never would have done it!
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Instead they poisoned my head
and my mind became a very scary and sick place
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your watchful eyes haunting me
never letting me go
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he still asks why they are apart
and she asks why were they ever together
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Tears falling down my cheeks
as you shove your fingers into me
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I can't even smell your sweet scent anymore
you reek of death
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praying everynight
asking for this pain to end...
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so silent you are
as you watch me scream
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a past of slit wrists
and sinful hands
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It was never me
It was you!
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There is no one to trust
not even urself
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she smiles
but had so much to hide
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nothing is being said
No one is even listening
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He is dead
His life is gone
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