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this poem is filled with my raw emotions, hurt, anger, hate, sadness!
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As the leaves fall around your feet,
You realise your life’s not complete,
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As you leave me I bleed,
Lay to rest with the soil and weeds,
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Dad you'll always rest in my heart,
Even through we're heavens apart,
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Betta watch out for those randy reindeer,
They get very frisky this time of year,
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Here I sit upon my window sill,
Just as every day I have so much time to kill,
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I don’t recognise the image staring back,
As I look even closer it begins to crack,
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This is my letter to you,
Sorry for the things I put you through,
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It’s too late I’m already dead,
My mind is no longer inside my head,
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Dad you will live on in my heart..
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crying a sea of tears over you..
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there is nothing quite like it...
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I fall slowly to the ground,
Death is silent not making a sound,
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You rape my mind night after night,
I no longer struggle I am too weak to fight,
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Without my star I can not shine...
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From a smile to a shadow, Inside your fears slowly grow, You smile to the rest of the world, All the while pain within unfurls. Sadness lurk
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Lick me like a lollipop,
And I’ll give you a toxic shock,
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Do you hear that you are dead to me, As I watched you die I danced with glee, I laughed when you fell from your pedestal, I knew I’d be the one to s
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It’s your love that gets me through,
I am still here and that’s down to you,
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Wanting to run far away from it all, Next time I hear it ring I won’t answer its call, I will hide down here all alone, Sheltering from depression w
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I’m tired and I need to rest,
To fall asleep that would be best,
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I stand like a blood stained rose,
Feeling the pain from my head to my toes,
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To be beautiful is my only dream,
I’m like everyone else to you it might seem,
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Let your body begin to sway,
Let your inhibitions play,
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As I quietly lay there,
All my mum did was sit & stare,
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You’re my little piece of heaven,
A wonderful present that I’ve been given,
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You came to me on a gentle breeze,
Brought me down on my knees,
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I woke up on the wrong side of dead,
Here I lay still on the edge of my bed,
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she will never allow me to leave...
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am so sorry I treated you bad,
Your love was the best I ever had,
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I didn't want to share me daddy with anyone, especially not HER!!!!
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