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I am scarred. Little white veins,
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You're there in the darkness, Soothing my psyche and sending me crazy.
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A life controlled by a depression, Where sadness is your only view,
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A life controlled by a depression, Where saddness is your only view,
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Nineteen and pure i stayed that way for all those moral years.
Then flattered one night on my own threw away my fears.
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Here i am left sat alone in darkness and a silence
I think of her, the consequence a self harming act of violence
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this is a way to get out how i feel about my brother it isnt very good
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Jester of intelect, jester of fools,
Fools to believe the lies they are told,
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this was written about an experience that happaned to me. its a conversation between the child it happened to and the person i am now.
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this is a poem i wrote about my dad he killed himself last week on the 14/08/07 this was written yersterday 23/08/07
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how i feel about my eating disorder allthough its not anorexia i sometimes long it to be.
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The Mirror
Look into my eyes and just tell me what you see.
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Lonliness is a place best left undiscovered.
Where nothing exists but hurt and fears.
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When your brain starts to fade
And your body starts to die
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The memories of the past its inside my head they'll stay
They're all that i have left because of what you took away
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this is not meant to make sense
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Suffer like me and bleed like me
Want like me and need like me
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I want to kill myself today
I want to die, i want to pay
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Innocence taken
Young heart broken
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Keep it hidden, don’t set it free
Make it so that they can’t see
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Age naught, lessons to be taught
Age one, my life has begun
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My mind is starting to let me understand
Why people cannot hold my hand
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I always knew I’d end up on my own
That I’d never ever stop feeling alone
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I thought that you lied
I got really mad
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I am getting good at pretending
Because my pain is never ending
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this is a really crap poem
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again written in hospital
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Writen why i was staying in hospital
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