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Wants to be the one comforted, Wants to be the one listened too.
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I try to keep up this reserved facade, Keep pushing, pushing it down,
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Intracellular lining, Constricting.
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Why do I see this as giving up? A heart attack isn't just someone giving up, yet that is how I see it. I guess if it was my dad, I would feel like he let me down, like he copped out. I don't think I would even go to his funer
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Mournful words fall from my lips like leaves from the trees in Autumn.
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Alone I feel so alone. I cant talk about these feelings I'm feeling because my heart doesn't know what lies true. i don't know what any of it means. If I'm unhappy in this relationship, or if my minds just being fickle. Its h
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Today I woke up wishing a smile would come to my face, It doesn't and that alone makes me grin,
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Today ... You can watch me starve while I perform damage control.
by ninchick08
27 lines, 2 comments,
on Feb 23 11:03 AM
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Have you ever felt you're not good enough? To keep a hold on life.
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I'm missing you with my whole being, My insides heave with this pent up frustration,
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Faulty inhibitions caused by rolphenol and beer, Date rape drugs are a bitch,
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I'd give what I have , To have what I've lost,
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Wide wounds, festering slowly, pus bleeds from you like paint down a wall.
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A beautiful demon of dark description, My whole self yearns for you,
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Not feeling very good, In fact this is the worse its been in a long while,
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I want to write a story, & tell it like it is,
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Plastered painted red grin, Crooked and containing,
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Anger pulses through me like
.L- i-q-u-i-d lead in my veins.
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They are there to stay, A strong reminder of my past,
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Irritation, Slow inebriation,
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Put you in new places,
Never I had thought before,
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Just cut myself
by ninchick08
2 lines, 6 comments,
on Oct 9 11:35 PM 2008
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She spreads herself wide open to let the insects in,
She leaves a trail of honey to show me where she's been,
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i despise myself. i am not deserving of your affection
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Pain isn't as easy to hide as you might think. People can see right through the facades we put up.
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Every one of them I see walk down the street, I simply can't resist even just one kiss,
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This is more just a collection of thoughts than a poem.
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they just keep holding on when they should be letting go. im not 13 anymore and the closer they pull me the farther i am pushed away. they cant keep doing this to me it makes me crazy. i hate it when they try to control my li
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Thinking about you right now,
About how your eyes look away from mine
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