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When you walked away
I couldn't turn away
by meejin
52 lines, 1 comment,
on Apr 23 9:56 PM 2007
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I think of you all day long Every moment every second
by meejin
42 lines,
on Apr 23 9:43 PM 2007
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I never thought two weeks Could go by so slow
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All dressed up and no where to go I spent two hours on the phone
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I wish I could say that you're always gonna be there for me But I know you can't and that's just how it is
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Words used to come like fire
Bursting through all boundaries
by meejin
27 lines, 7 comments,
on Oct 26 12:52 AM 2006. In Sad, Other
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If I ever see you again
Will you have anything to say?
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Because our lives have changed
And we're too far apart
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It's the constant betrayal
And the constant defense
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The icy chill bites at my bones Daring me to take a step further
Into the little brick building The one I like to call hell
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Maybe I'm trying Maybe I'm not
Maybe it's working Maybe I'm lost
by meejin
20 lines,
on Jan 24 3:50 PM 2006. In Love
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Hell driven, empowered
Corrupted and spent
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I shouldn't be this way anymore
The presence of the single salty tear clinging to my face
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Popping, pounding, through my veins
Head light, dizzying, nauseating
by meejin
17 lines, 2 comments,
on Oct 12 7:33 PM 2005. In Other
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To your blatant pursuit
To how you want to transgress
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I can't quite tell what's on your agenda
I know it's more than facts and figures
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What was it that changed?
It's sick
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It's not a sin, a fight, a lie
But only battles and bruises arise
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Waking, learning, working, dancing, lying
Falling, calling, wishing, missing, dying
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I finally admitted it to myself
I told myself for days, weeks
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Inner peace?
Malice, what ever
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So unreliable, untrustworthy
Because of your lies, your griefs, your intentions
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I've given up everything for you
Just to live without you
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Am I too melancholy? Too asocial?
Too emphatic, or too ecstatic?
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Caught naught, but it will do
Even unknown pink or blue
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Suffering?
Idiocy, more like
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I'm laying down, so exhausted
My mind is flustered, my body aches
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I don't know why, but I'm tired of benign
So give me answers without humor-nothing sly, wry or dry
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And you wonder why I think you don't care
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Please don't say those words
The pain is suffocating me
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My pale skin
Drips cold sweat
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That I'd never sleep again
Because I was part of your past
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Waiting, futilely
For a call, two weeks too late
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paper my scapegoat
tainted with soliloquy
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