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Mother said I should go on a diet.
I was only 8.
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MY legs look like silk.
My shoes feel like air.
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Faceless man,
Fingers running all over me,
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I'm the loose girl,
I'm a misfit,
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It's that iridescence in your eyes that lights up my day,
your enormous giggly laugh that you do when we play.
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It's a band bitch's life for me.
I want to be part of the fun they have,
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Waiting on my bed I lay,
hoping, wishing, wanting so much,
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Surrender,
Nothing else exists,
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There's only one way out,
my life, your hate, the anger,
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Lets play a game of hide and go fuck yourself!
Act like you want me, next minute I don't exist.
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What have I done thats really bad?
Well there was that time I ran away from mum and dad.
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When is it going to stop
I feel sick
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Nobody cares
I site here alone
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I hate you
The way you ignore me
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I want to run
Run away from here
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I struggle everyday with the confliction in my head,
Is it my body that makes people not like me?
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Imagine if you were born in a body that wasn't yours,
Would you accept it and power on or dig in your claws?
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Circles circles through my head
triangles, squares, diamonds instead,
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Decaying rot of a scared tactless little girl entombs my insides, she takes control, she feeds off my pain. The dumber she makes me the stronger she gets. Breat
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How dare you!
How can you enjoy making someone feel so dirty?
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I need warm strong hands to hold my head up
A body behind me to push me up
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In the tube that makes my throat
my pain and anguish sits
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Your my favourite fantasy
I love having you in my head
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I really do love you my dearest,
thats why i think i can tell you this;
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You've got angel's eyes but when your awoken there's a devil inside.
Sitting on your couch slowly falling asleep i nudge you gently 'hey where am i going to sl
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I dance, I drink, I smirk at you.
You walk, you smile ,you drink to.
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It's been five years since the day i met you,
nothings changed we still sit silently afar,
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Fuck the guy who stares at my breasts, and the girl who thinks she's better than me. We all breathe the same air bleed the same colour, we all have to eat and d
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DARK it enters,
DARK it explodes,
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'Scents of glorified chemicals' emanate from your being,
the stench from your words makes me sick.
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`i love you more than` him
but he's so pretty and masculinely slim
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I live in my world every single day just because you can't see her doesn't mean she's not there.
I call her Monique she is my alter ego.
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Typical typical fuck!
I knew you were using me,
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There isn't a day when my thoughts don't wander around your fur lined body and the way you'd rub yourself against me. Your the only one that ever knew all the t
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so many lights i think i might have an epileptic fit
but its all worth it just to see you for even a little bit
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