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I knew..I'd never be able to handle this well.
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I am broken.
Nothing but a mess of pieces
you left behind,
by lysdarling
42 lines, 4 comments,
on Jan 11 2:39 AM
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I don’t know why I ever thought you would.
Constantly doubting but in turn,
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As I stared into nothingness,
it seemed to grow until nothing covered everything.
My life had been choked out and i became nothing too..
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if phrases could explain it
if words could only tell..
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You were my rock.
Where are you now
when I am floundering
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If I loved you anymore,
my heart would surely burst.
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The leaves have yet to to turn
& no snow has yet to fall but alas,
if winter hasn't stolen my heart.
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i wish it could be different, darling
every waking moment..i wish we could have everything,
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The walls are covered in soot.
A constant smell of burnt wood erodes
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i was a fool
there is not much more i can say
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[prompt] why do you live?
i live
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i will call & keep calling til' the day
you have the nerve to pick up
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coffee & cigarettes,
it's all i seemed to be able to consume.
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tick tock tick tock
all around the mulberry bush
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i transgress life has never been
what it ought to have been
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the pressure has eased / finally breathing again / feeling good about the thing’s I’ve done / the mistakes I’ve made / the regrets I previo
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the heart has a way / of entwining itself into another's / grasping on so vigorously / to something that was never meant to be
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These feelings are nothing / Compared to the hurt / that’s building up.. / eating into every crevice / no longer looking for a reason / to
by lysdarling
46 lines, 3 comments,
on Jul 9 4:05 AM 2007
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I prefer this penciled-in life / It’s easy to erase the little mistakes / When your map is drawn / With fading lines.. / Correct what was /
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it’s listless information / the way I’m feeling / surrounded by this comfortless knowledge / that I can’t be fixed / i feel defeated / like
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/ stormy days / && rainy nights / cloudless skies / snow forms outside / pick a season / we got it here / at any time / of the / -fucking- / year / / tonight’s forecast: / stormy / lightening ro
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/ i hate being the girl / at the party / everyone tries to fuck… / / & no is / -never- / a good answer / for some / / it hurts / to kno
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these tears are like / rain against the window pane / these days / i live with what i know / / the passion withdrew / & you couldn’t stan
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standing there in those
-same old- faded blue jeans
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So I’ll buy a box of blonde highlights
And play the part of the ditz
If that's all it takes to get your love
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like a butterfly, i will flit away from these royalties until i am left sober, simply standing
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crying to myself about the past
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silly me, i fell in love he fell out
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looking at it all every fuck-up every time I said yes
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with seven members in this very worn trailer
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the day after &
we were just sitting there
in this uneasy silence
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under these false eyelashes
i'm a killer baby
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smiling, i laugh again at your nonsensical ways
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this time I’m not regaining composure
&& this fake façade of how happy I am
that you’ve found someone else
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