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this is getting so tiresome
a fighting word, but nothing comes from this
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from my mouth dripped lines of poetry i wrote when i was young
you sat by idly and listened to each one
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it feels good to know
the one person i thought i could pour my heart into is just simply giving up
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this is again
the same placement
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it's heartache after heartache in the god-forsaken town
we're all swimming in our own embarrassment
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he strokes on the canvas are the only thing i'm sure about anymore
and each breath is built upon doubts and reassurances
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this is not a personal attack but i never even knew you
and now you're trying to tell me you love me again
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i'm a a mess
and i never did clean up very well
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you know i'm close to confession
an awful confection of riddles and lies that have slept under me
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i'm fighting off this sketchy version of myself
that fights the feelings, i want to show so bad
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you know it's hard to move on
when your eyes are always starring into mine for some sort of approval i'll never be able to give again
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you've got a way with discontentment
a way with making me feel uncomfortable with every glance
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i need to get out of this town
each time i'm swimming, i find a new way to drown
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is this what i've been waiting for?
the sun in my face and my eyes on the road
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i just can't keep this separate
with lack of my own intellect
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she walks alone
through the closet and under the stairs
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you can't say you never knew
procrastinating this feeling is a crime built for two
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you said it yourself boy, that you're a liar
a chronic, to tell the truth, you go so far when even you can't tell if the story's real
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i know that in love lies lust
and i know your stories are covered in dust
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this could be my next mistake
but at this point what do i have to lose
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i'm shaking from with drawl of everything i need
the abstinence is bringing me to the brink
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time is all that tears us apart
i've found that distance leads to an acheing heart
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every opinion i have is based off of the circumstances
and each of yours is based off of one of mine
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am i just something to fall back on for you?
now for once in your life tell the truth
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so is this better the way it was?
with silence and happiness or this utter state of confusion I'm in
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I'm coughing up blood on a bed of broken hearts
i laugh out loud at the sorrow i had before
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your words seem simple with the maturity of a twelve year old
the spits and spats of someone who hasn't gained personal security
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this is all a game to you right?
see how much I'll take
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and defiance seems to be the only thing that keeps you here
a claim staking that I'm yours
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the weeks are like hell
with our heads drawn and our mouths closed shut
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and i'll keep dreaming if you do
but i'll wake up if you really want me to
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your mirror reflects your only flaw
stain your heart with thoughts from the past
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time for a dollar is all we have
we pay for our time in mistakes and apologies
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